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2007-11-07T11:19:00.000+08:00

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SHE called

2007-11-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHO CALLED ME TODAY?!

It's XIAOTING!!!

yeah~

Wonder why I'm so happy?

hehes well simple.

She hasnt been contacting me and updating me recently.

And I seriously miss those days when we hang out together.

A nice and pretty girl.

Potential beautiful lady =D

Anyway, thought of meeting up this friday.

I hope nothing will pop up in the last minute which force me to cancel any dates with her!

hahs.

Didnt really post any entries on Exams..

wonder why?

hmmm... I suppose..

err..

Ok, dont know what to say.

Did study BUT.. did slack too.

muahaahhahs..

Cant get myself too tensed up either! heee

By the way, I eft TWO MORE papers to go!!!!!

Should I rejoice or should I sulk?

Chemistry paper is on the 12th Nov.

Another week -.-

PURE SCIENCE!!

grrrrr

comb. science is having their LAST paper tml know!!!!

soooobbbbbxxxxxx

How can like that!!!!!

QI SI WO LE LA!!!

arghs

nvm. hui guo qu de (:

Jiayou!!

kekes.

Ok.. shall end here.

Nites peeps!

faves

2007-11-04T12:46:00.000+08:00

Okay, did some revisions.
I simply got NO idea what is wrong with my brain.
I cant seems to absorb anything even if I've read it over and over for umpteen times.

Decided to rest my lil brain, away from books.

Just wanna post something personal.

Was thinking bout 'fave' things etc and realised,
after all these while.. my 16 years of living..
I finally found what is my CURRENT *I aint sure if my likings will chnge ya? lol* favourites!
Let me list them out !

FAVOURITE-

Colors: RED; BLACK; WHITE; LIMEGREEN;

SingerS/BandS: TOHOSHINKI; YUNA ITO; KODA KUMI;

Songs: CaoGe - ShuDaoWuDaYingWo; XuJie'Er - MeiYouNiDeMeiYiTian; Boa - Waiting, Valenti; Yuna Ito - Endless Story, Precious, Urban Mermaid; Koda Kumi - Butterfly, 1000 no kotoba, YOU; Evonne Hsu - GuDanBaLei, WeiNiSiMiLu;

Drinks: Milk; Papaya Milk; LimeJuice;

Food/Snacks: Yogurt; Ben n Jerry' Ice-Cream; Beancurd; VEGE!; SuShi; FISH;

Dog Breed: Husky; Schnauzer

Dress-up games

2007-11-03T09:19:00.000+08:00

Okay, was freaking bored.

So, checked out dress up games websites.

See the results..

FOR GUYS:

FOR GIRLS:

Q: If you're going on a casual date, which girl you prefer?

Q: If you're going on a casual date, which hairstyle would you appear in?

or B)

I like this.. Kinda formal yet casual ^^Isnt she pretty?? =p

This is also a lil casual. Sweet ?

Q: Dinner at some romantic place..What kind of a hairstyle suits the lady of your nite? What kind of hairstyle you like most?
A)

B)

C)

D)

E)

or F) *This look a lil.. hahas.. whoever choose this tell me sial =p*

Q: What kind of a gown would attract you to ask the girl for a dance in the ballroom? What kind of a gown do you think would attract a guy most?
A)

B)

C)

Or D)

Q: Which type you prefer to bring along to a grand party? Q: Which look do you thnk will make a guy want to bring you along to a grand party?

A)

B)

C)

D)

Or E)

Q: What type of a girl do you guys like??Q: What style are you?
A) Mature-looking

B) Sweet-looking

Or C) Stylish girl

Q: Which outfit would you like to see your girl wear? Q: Which outfit do you think looks nicest on you?
A)

B)

or C)

Q: What kind of fairy girl do you hope to see in your dreamland?Q: What kind of a fairy girl would you prefer to be?
A)

B)

or C)

Young couple..

Dont they look ike malay couple? ><"

This is by HUBBY.
*Only the girl is edited*

By ME! cute ma? xD

The couple wear (:I like this ^^v

Cool Cool couple

Nerd Nerd Couple

Which couple looks better??
This..

or this?

Casual couple.

The only TWO guys dress-up..

By Hubby..Shuai right! x)

By me! =)

Okay.. shall come to an end (:Saying goodbye with a pretty princess!
MMuUackKx! xD

Prawnies

2007-11-02T18:31:00.000+08:00

I went FARMART today!

Caught four prawnies MYSELF..
total of.. errr.. I dont know. hahas
Not a lot though.
went to the other side where the BIG FISH are.
Caught TWO Jap fish up!!
whahahahahs
Damn fun la.. hahas
Okay, we're not supposed to do so.
So, released them after.
Of course they're unharmed! Alive too ^^

Oh ya.. Hubby said I threw very hard.
Mommy said wah the fish 'yun' le. hahas

Bought some groceries n aluminum foil then headed back home.
Hubby is cooking!!
again.
hahas

Looking forward! =D
Gotta go study my SS later after dinner ler hee
Three more papers but ending at 12 Nov.
Sian la~! grrrrrrrr
nvm. everything hui guo qu de!
muahahhahahs

By the way,
I've been pondering on some issue.
I kinda mocked at how dumb I WAS too!

"Stay pretty / Stay cute"

Do they sound familiar??
Can you imagine one who can STAY pretty/cute ALWAYS
Crazy lahs.
Are they trying to imply that humans wont grow old??
Ok lahs.
even if go botox.
Also will have wrinkles de ma!
And when they reacheda certain age, I bet botox is of NO USE too lorhs.

If really so effective, everyone will look in their 20s or younger when they are like..
FIFTY? SIXTY?

Gosh.
Pls..
Dont make yourself the laughin stock.
STOP asking ppl to stay pretty cute etc etc
IMPOSSIBLE!
Unless.. you live in some..
err..fairytale land or in your dream??

hahs.
Ok.. I shall stop blogging.
Hubby is arguing this issue with me.
IRRITATING FELLA!
Arghh

SUA!

BYE! =)

RANDOM!

2007-11-01T16:06:00.000+08:00

It's PHOTO GALLERY + CANDID SHOTS + READING time!

I'll start with the reading part..

TODAY, went WESTMALL with MOMMY (Glenn's Mom).
Went MANICURE!!
hahas
Cool..
First time ever~!
Woohoo~
fun fun.
BUT BUT!!
NEVER go with a RUNNING nose!!
>.<> Anyway, I eyed on this purple pink color liqueur, made a choice that I never regret (:

Bought Pizza, herbal tea, some meat, sushi, tutu kueh and headed home.
Was chatting with Mommy on the journey to amd fro.
Chatted bout how DUMB Hubby was when he was young.
Can you imagine a small lil boy being so curious bout the burning stove which was RED
and went to TOUCH it?!

Ok. Nvm.
He did NOT cry sial!
Instead, he saw AH ma cutting the finger skin with a scissors,
and he COPIED.
Okay, to be specific..
he cut the scalded skin bubble (shui pao)
with a scissors!
crazy.
STILL, no cries.
Lols.

Stop thr.
Short stories time! ^^v

BOYFRIEND is EMO-ing.
Is she unhappy? Crying? SMILING?!
I know I know...

MEI LIAN JIAN REN!!! muahahahhahaas xD

NV REN went over to check out.

NV REN: Why are you sitting here?
BOYFRIEND: huh??

On the other side..

SHEENI and LOVER, GIRLFRIEND and SHIN (her BF)

SHEENI: Regina, you see there..
LOVER: na ni na ni?

SHIN: ehh.. tracy.. I think we're not suitable la
TRACY: eeeehhhh~?! *high pitch sound*
(Only those who heard her screech before will know how it is like ^^)

TRACY: CRIES* POUTs*
SHIN: errrr..... *Dont know what to do*

SHIN: RUN!
TRACY: CANNOT!! DONT LEAVE ME~!
ong ngeh ong ngeh (sound made by crying babies)
lol

OUTSIDE LJS..

SHEENI, LOVER, BOYFRIEND, NAI MA
sitting and waiting for others.

BOYFRIEND: wah lao! bu yao pai la!
LOVER: see my mei tui! xP
NAI MA: *dudu zhui* CHEESE~

PHOTOGRAPHER (me): diao -.-"
NAI MA ! why pose sial! grrrr
Everyone nv pose u go extra care-le-fare
dorts.

EVERYONE ZAO LIAO~!

LOVER: a, i go buy things.
SHEENI: wah.. they go u also go..
one go. two go. three go. four go.
Now you also go..
Me how??!?

Dated few days back, at hubby house.

Ever wonder why I camwhore so much at his house or draw so much
(Drawings will be shown later)

Look behind me..
Oops..
sorry..
this pic cant see..
xD

NOw, *drum roll* Let's welcome..

GLENN HO~!

That dumbarse who always play RO.
-.-

END.

Now, let's see my beautiful MASTERPIECES! >.<

NEXT up..

PHOTO GALLERY! =)

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LASTLY.. DOG RUN day.

Like owner like dog..
Look at the god.. get my meaning
Too bad I didnt manage to snap the owner.
>.<"

Can u see SMALL DOG?
He's always LICKING the ah pek gou de pipi la!
HORNY dog.
LOL

The raincoat doggie.

CHUBBY!! Err.. that's UNCLE's hand. hahas
Is CHUBBY nice? ^^

WTH is that black black dot on SMALL DOG's back??!

Phew~ Luckily not shit. hahs!

MY FAVES!
AH PEK GOU!

They look so ting hua n cute la!!!
Gosh..
FOUR sial..

SMALL DOG chasing after RAINCOAT doggie.

spot SMALL DOG?

oh.. that's all (:

And.. never to forget.. MOMMY bought a cute piggy rubberband for me~!
hehes.

Dated a week back..

SMALL DOG got this black ball ..
He LOVES playing it.

Chubby snatched the ball!!
FINALLY!!!
CHEERIOS! xD

Small dog looked a lil..
hmmm.. blur diao.. hahas
ke ai si le >.<

BY THE WAY,
while running to the bus stop with XINYI, my classmate..
We saw SNAKE SKIN!!!!!!!

OMG OMG!!!!

What a skinny one.
Will it eat more and grow FATTER??
0.o?

妈咪

2007-10-26T08:04:00.000+08:00

妈咪,
我好想你 ='(
我知到你担心,
不高兴我一直在别人家住.
但在你担心, 生气之于,
有没有想过,
这样的我更快乐,更开心??

我很好.非常好
不用担心.
我有读书,放心.
AUNTIE 准备床和桌子给我.
不用和别人分.

这么多年了,
我还以为那是
我和姐姐的房间.
但我错了.
姐姐说那是属于她的房间
不是我们的.

父母有一间,哥哥有一间,
姐姐有一间, 那我呢?!
属于我自己的呢?
在哪里?

我知道家里不是很有钱,
买不起大房子.
但家,
根本没有一个真正属于我自己的地方

我也希望拥有一间自己的房间,
能自己打理,布置
可是我没有.

没有房间不用紧.
没有属于自己的地方不用紧.
但我不开心,不高兴,不快乐.
我不喜欢被比较.
我不喜欢你一直在我面前提起姐姐.
你有顾虑到我的感受吗?

我承认比较有时候是一种推动力.
但当你过分的比较时,
那是会有负面的影响的,你懂吗??

宁宁不懂事
但这次希望妈妈谅解．．
不要催我回家了可以吗？
对不起，谢谢你．

Too weak..

2007-10-25T09:48:00.000+08:00

Once in a lifetime means there's no second chance..
So, I'll grab hold of everything that come by.

I wanna hold on tight to everything.
Yet when ugly truths hit me,
I cant handle them well.

Am I that naive?
To believe again and again
even when I've been hurt or disappointed many times?

I realised,
the old me..
the one who seems to be so strong..
GONE-

I can no longer withstand
can no longer hold back my tears
can no longer be clear..
of what lies ahead of me.

Perhaps,
when problems arise,
all I ever wanna do is to run away.

I cant control my tears no more.
They rolled down my cheeks so easily.
NOW.

I dont know what else to do to make myself stronger
To be able to control my emotions.

Yesterday, Hubby merely wanted me to speak up what was in my mind..
yet..
words just stuck in my throat.

I turned and told him..
but then, he interrupted.
He doubted.

He thought he is the one close to me
and so I should be able confide to him face to face.
yet..
I cant.

I'm sorry baby.
It is not cos u stand no impt place in my heart.
It's just that,
I cant express myself.
I dont know how to put into words.

And whenever I wanna say out,
I felt that..
it was just ME
who's thinking too much
Or being too naive.

I dont wanna control,
neither do I wanna be the one that hinders whatever you feel like doing
be it gaming or your 'toys'

I wanna see you smile
I wanna join you in any topics.
Even if I know nuts bout it.

But at the same time,
I hope you could try to listen to me too
And I know you did.
Thanks boy.

There are quarrels
but I'm sure we can pull it all thru
working hard for our relationship.
Will you too?? (:

Gotta go study lerhs.
Peeps, sometimes,
not all advices works.
stand in a different perspective.

Empathy, that's it. ^^

浪, 总有一天还是会平静下来的

2007-10-24T08:52:00.000+08:00

我承认亲情..
怎么都断不了.

就算是争吵,
也总有一天会和好.

这次,我不知道
这场巨浪要到何时才会平息..

我不喜欢吵架.
尤其是和我爱的人
不管是家人或爱人..
他们在我生命里的影响很大.
每个人都扮演着举足轻重的角色.

我不否认自己天真得可怜
不懂得珍惜,知足,报答
但至少,我从来没有打算放弃任何人.

我相信
伤痛,失望等
无可避免.
但当它们来的时候
总把我狠狠地打败

是否,
会有那么一天,
它们变成一种推动力
让我更加坚强.

虽然说考试期间不想管太多
但不免会想起..
毕竟我不是个什么都不在乎的人啊.

咳~

也许,
浪, 总有一天还是会平静下来的..

There Will Be An End..

2007-10-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

I dont understand why are people so 'FANSCINATED' by homemade vids..
Is it bcos they NEVER dare or see one of their own??

Whatever it is..
Shoo shoo!
Wayne wont be affected anyway (:

To the person who tagged my blog previously with some advice..
Someone who tagged with the com under the same roof?
Well, no matter who you are..
I know it's disheartening for mummy to see both her daughters are in a strained relationship.
I never disregard jie jie.
I still call her by title. Not name.
It was her who said Sis no more.
NOT me.
I know I'm young.
I've more to experience..
But at least for now..
I suppose.. I'm a lil more mature to think.
To err is human.
To forgive is saint.
Everyone makes mistakes and NOTHING in this world is RIGHT all the time.

I know my sister cares for everyone in the family.
However, on the contrary, I hope she dont boss around too much either.

I remembered when I was in lower sec. Esp sec1.
Sis checked my phone if I'm not wrong.
I hope I am.

sigh*
Privacy means a lot to me.

Maybe, it is because I'm someone who keep certain things to myself
That I dont wish anyone to know some things bout me..
That's why I'm reacting this way.

Honestly, it's gd to have a sis.

There's good and memorable times.
I'll always recall the past when I once injured my ankle due to bicycle wheel..
and sis piggybacked be to the toilet, help me take stuff etc.
It was certainly a bliss.
This was even vivid when I sprained my ankle few weeks back.

There was once, sis brought me out to eat pizzahut.
It happened not long ago.. Just this year.
Due to the molest case.. I guess sis treat me cos she wants me to feel better?
I dont know.. but that's what I think (:

I love jie jie.
Seriously.

But when conflicts and whatsoever happens..
I guess things wont just settle so fast bahs.

I wont say I will never give in
But well, when gaps n distance appears..
It's kinda hard to mend everything back.
Perhaps, after some time,
things will eventually meet an end.

"Chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi"
^-^

For the time being,
just let it be bah (:

Tag reply

2007-10-23T10:58:00.000+08:00

This is MY REPLY to PIECE OF ADVICE:

First of all, I NEVER say my family dont care AT ALL for me (:
What makes you think I disregard them TOTALLY?
esp my MUM.

And when you say MY thinking is IMMATURE..
Think again.

You refering it to?
BGR? the so called "puppy love" of mine?? or the way I regard my Mum and family???

Oh please..for BGR matters..
One day, when you got married,
PLEASE JOLLY WELL REFLECT BACK AT THE BEGINNING OF THAT LOVE WITH YOUR WIFE/HUSBAND.

If knowing that one MIGHT NOT last,
and cos of the fear if whatever will come,
that one decided to regard it as 'PUPPY LOVE' that will END one day..
Never putting much in a relationship..

Will that even LAST in the first place??

I'm not being hurt ONCE or TWICE ONLY.
I know how it feels when dreams shatter..
When what you once believed in turns ugly..
when love hurts me, the encouragement and consolation I received from friends and FAMILY.

I know they're ALWAYS there for me..
Giving me support.

And I only mention my boy DOTES me in a more obvious way.
I DIDN'T say mummy DONT CARE AT ALL.

How many times must I REPEAT myself to INFER correctly?!

If you think you're an ALL-KNOW person who can give all the GOOD and ~~MATURE~~ thinking..
Go revise what's in your mind again.

My oh my..
honeymoon perioD? NO QUARRELS?
Did I ever say we're a PERFECT couple who are THAT LOVING??
Til the extend of NO QUARRELS NO CONFLICTS NO NOTHING?!

Each and every relationship has its own probs..
And it's NOT your business to POKE YOUR NOSE in.

So what if there's quarrels?
They are unavoidable. They exist in ALL relationships.
-just a matter of MORE or LESS.

Besides, does AGE matters??
How one thinks..
what one does..

If you consider OLDER = MATURE
You're in NO POSITION to give me ANY advice.

Does being OLDER means you went through MORE in life?
NO!

Different people experience different things.
And they of course, feel DIFFERENTLY.

The amount of happiness, agony, hurt, etc etc that one experiences
are in NO COMPARISON with the others.
Especially an ADULT and a TEENAGER.

Every adults can say they went through MORE.
But do they REALLY know everything?
NO!

They're using their OWN perceptive views to put it on a younger person.
Get me?
Or maybe cos you're one of those who are like that
so, I doubt you understand??
LOLs

I dont mind being hurt again.
In love or whatever relationship.
I admit recovery period are tormenting..
But whenever I think back upon how I eventually stood back on my feet and moved on..

I'm proud of myself.
I overcome SETBACKS..
Specifically LOVE.
Though, I might not know how to handle it EXTREMELY well..
I know.. I'll never stop loving..

To you,
I dont know what else to WAKE YOUR MIND too..
you're not any MORE mature than me ^-^

But anyway,
THANKS for taggin such a LONG advice..

For any queries,
Tag again (:
LOL

珍惜.

2007-10-23T08:23:00.000+08:00

生命里难能可贵的: 亲情和友情.
KINSHIP and FRIENDSHIP - the most precious and hard to come by thing in life

同时间..出现了一些问题.
Yet at the same time, they hit me.

可能..这一切的发生..
Perhaps, all this happenings

怪我自己太不懂得珍惜.
I'm the one to be blamed for not cherishing.

想想问题的根源,自己也难此其咎吧??
I reflect upon these probs, I guess I cant run away from the blame??

娜说的没错.
Na's right.

我没有用真心..
I didnt use my true heart..

是否只有在这种距离,我和她,和她才会快乐??
Is it only under such distance could we then be happy??

世界的美妙被一层层丑陋的事物遮盖.
Layers of UGLY stuff covered this amazing life.

我开始看不清．
My vision starts to be blurred.

虽然生气，怪她们不够了解我，
I admit I'm pissed and I blamed them for not knowing me well,

但往更深一层想．．
yet when I let my thoughts run deep..

我领悟到，
I realised,

这世界，
this world,

公不公平，对错与否，
No matter fair or unjust, right or wrong,

都不是人可以轻易掌握的，不是吗？？
They're all not easily controlled by man right??

生命里的 "假象" 与 "真相"..
The ILLUSIONS and TRUTHS in life..

还重要吗?
Are they still important?

哭也哭过了,
Tears shed,

再执挫与这些不愉快的事情也没有用,对吧?
It's useless to brood about these unhappiness anymore, isnt it?

每个人都一定会遇到种种的挫折与打击,
Everyone is bound to meet failures and blows,

我也不例外.
I'm No exception too.

经过这两件事的发生,
After all these that happened,

我决定好好珍惜,
I will learn to cherish more,

和每个人制造美丽的回忆.
creating beautiful memories with everyone.

至少,这么一来,我不会有任何遗憾.
At least, in this way, I wont feel any regrets

宁宁要做个快乐的自己!! =D
I wanna be a happy ME!!

Add on ^^

2007-10-21T08:37:00.000+08:00

Thi is just an add on (:

A sweet sweet BREAKFAST by HUBBYto calm me down ^-^

Love it! MMMuacks!S

To HER

2007-10-21T07:04:00.001+08:00

This goes out to my SISTER :

FINE! then don't conclude YOURSELF when you didnt see or hear anything when you're NOT at home!

WHO says Mummy NEVER ask me to do house chores?!

Did Mummy KEEP saying how pretty or my prettiness could this and that?!

Fight with her colleague?!

I know it feels VERY bad when hearing them say that IN FRONT of your face

And did you SEE it when I'm doing the housechores?!

NO!

I admit I didnt really do much.

But that doesnt mean I DIDNT do AT ALL.

Please dont use 'EVERYTHING' when it is NOT true.

And do you REALLY think scoldings are often targeted on you ONLY?!

Who is being BLAMED when things are messed up?!

ME!

Are you REALLY CLEAN?!

NO!

If ever you can RECALL!

Who always leave the TV on?

Who always leave the leftovers outside?

Who took things out but never keep it back and just WENT OUT?

WHO?!

And WHO she blame when things are NOT done by me?!

And I bet you have read my previous posts,

PLEASE INFER CORRECTLY!

When are you 101% NOT in the picture and all my thinking are ~~PLAIN SELFISHNESS~~?

I did say you EARN all these praisings etc can!

And can you PLEASE tell me WHO is the one who NEVER ask whether I WANT OR NOT

and just DECIDED on her own to move MY table into HER room?!

Did you spare a thought for me then?

Changing MY 'privacy' to such a SMALL cupboard.

That table you moved out has LIMITED drawers.

You already got the room, what else you want?!

Have you ever thought how it feels like when there's NO ROOM at all in your OWN house?!

We're not loaded.

Parents cant simply afford a bigger house..

this i know.

This is your reply to those messages you SENT!>

to who?

You know it BEST.

FIRST, though I've been SKIPPING lessons past few daySs,

I DID study ok!

If you NEVER see it..

DONT say ANYTHING!

NEXT, What makes you think I NEVER stuy at all when I'm with HIM?!

By reading my blog doesnt REALLY show EVERYTHING I did!

Who seriously post EVERY LIL DETAIL in blogs?!

What makes you THINK that he NEVER encourage me to study?!

I didnt go school nor back home..

Reason is simple.

REDUNDANT.

And it's all those THINKINGS of yours and mummy that keep assuming that I AINT studying that makes me wanna just GO OUT and throw all NAGS behind my mind.

Do you even know that..

ren hui sui shi jian er bian??

yin wai lai de yin su dao zhi bu yi yang de xiang fa, tai du, xing wei??

And OUTSIDE influence refers to tremor sadness anger etc that build up ??

Third, since your WORD means SO MUCH to mummy when it comes to DEFENDING me..

Dont say anything then.

Just say you dont know anything and that's TRUE.

You know NUTS bout me

I admit I didnt open up myself to family members.

And BF is my first 'jetty'.

"ren chu hai liu lang

bu guan zen yang dou shi hui lei de.

er dang ta lei de shi hou,

zui rang ta gan dao shu fu he an quan de di fang,

ta jiu hui gan dao fang song."

With my friends and BF,

they might not really know me in and out.

BUT at least, I rather turn to them than YOU or MUMMY n DADDY.

They might not give me the BEST advices or consoles,

but NOTHING will be as good as to talk to them than anyone else.

FOURTH, I never DONT care how mummy will feel.

I know she wont feel good,

to what i've done..

BUT i did thought of it.

It's just that I cant bring myself to explain to her.

This is MY prob.

Try dad n mum??

Like you??

How Dad reacted?

Do you think I care?

Since he thinks VIOLENCE etc is the BEST resort.

He's WRONG..

And regarding that..

I MYSELF will prove him wrong if it really happens.

DONT JUST CONCLUDE YOURSELF BY SIMPLY READING MY BLOG!

If simple words can express everything..

Why do ppl have a MOUTH?

Why is thr ppl saying:

"Words cant describe how I feel..."

etc.

You DON'T KNOW ME

so just keep your mouth CLOSE.

This is to EVERYONE:

If you think BLOG is the place you'll get to know the REAL me..

You're WRONG.

Blog is just somewhere I share BITS of my life.

NOT ALL!

If one can truly say how he or she feels to others..

And make them UNDERSTAND..

Why on earth are there MISUNDERSTANDINGS, QUARRELS etc?

Think.

I Bet I'm not the only one thinking this way (:

Respect

2007-10-21T01:54:00.000+08:00

I..

wanna blog before I go to sleep tonight (:

It's 10min to 2am and I'm still awake.

Staying over again at Hubby's house.

If ever you wonder..

I'm one who yearns for TOTAL care and concern.

I NEED to be VALUED.

At home:

Sis claimed that the room belongs to HER

We're a family of FIVE yet living in a FOUR-room flat.

that means..

I cant have my ~~VERY OWN~~ room.

I wanted SO SO MUCH to just have a room to MYSELF.

I can decorate anything I like.

My style my taste

*dreaming*

But well..

*dream crashed*

Dreams are meant for sleeping and it wont come true less I move out and live on my own

which! is still a long way to go

HAHAS

I feel myself so inferior when SIS is beside me.

Ok, she worked for everything she wants.

She deserves the compliments.

but can those people think in other ppl' shoes?

Can they FCKING understand how it feels to be compared to one's..

cousin,

sibling,

parent's friend's children??

In addition, please WAKE UP TO YOUR SENSES!

Or can you people OPEN YOUR EYES TO SEE CLEARLY?!

Isnt it OBVIOUS?!

She is the ELDER one.

Just because she is SMALLER and SHORTER than ME doesnt mean she is ~~MEI MEI~~.

GET THIS FACT RIGHT~!

bunch of idiots.

At Hubby's house:

Hubby respects me.

He dotes on me.

He let out one column of his cupboard for ME.

He leave half of the table at the bed front for ME.

He suggested to put a mirror in the cupboard for ME.

He cooks specially for ME.

(and himself of course =X)

He intended to get a curtain JUST because I said so.

(though I insisted on NOT to buy lols)
He covers the blanket for ME at late nights.

He Loves Me For Who I Am.

(Pig xD)

Hubby always give me a sense of IMPORTANCE

it means A LOT to me =)

seriously.

I know mummy do cares a lot for me too.

I know she loves me too.

Afterall, I'm her flesh and bones.

However, she neglected my feelings.

Not totally..

but when it concerns SO MUCH to me..

she is oblivious bout it.

I wanna be NOTICED.

Not a 100% attention Seeker..

Just need a lil bit more..

and that's it (:

Ok,

guess I gotta rest .

gonna study moost preferbly the WHOLE DAY tml.

muahahahahas.

Catch the NERD NERD wayne @ Lot1~!

Fattening Day

2007-10-20T17:30:00.000+08:00

Since today is such a fattening day..
I shall blog bout some food stuff that happened past few days (:
Oh.. but before that.. just to show you how a pig like ME is like..
I ate:

Famous Amos CookieS
BeeHoon
DEAR Biscuit
One Vicks Sweet
A bowl of buttered corns

They're all YUMMY!! hahas..
Fattening though =S

This is HOTDOGS just in case you wonder what it is. LOL
Does it seem OILY??
It's cheese margarine etc.

The egg with meat in it!!I thought it was jst EGG in the first place..It's Surprise for me! hahas

The THREE pics above show DINNER prepared by HUBBY.

Lunch at Foodcourt @ Millenium Walk
This was MY leftover.I'm NOT trying to waste food.BUT. it really SUCKS.Sorry.

Add on: I found METAL SCRUB.WTH.

Korkor claimed that the curry chicken noodle NOT NICE too.BUT.. he was FAMISHEDand so he ate EVERYTHING. Lol

I agree with LOVER(Regina),there's increasing number of foodcourtsBUT!!!QUALITY N STANDARD WISE..DROPS!!! eeewwwwww
Hubby preparing CHICKEN for dinner..

*Tiao Wei Liao*

The outcome..errr..not very delicious type but still edible lahs=Xkee

But it as prepared by HUBBY..So.. it Still taste not bad afterall (:

Next up ..Home DYE-ing.

See the FANCIFUL towel?LMAO
Look like SAMSUI women sialDaddy joined in the fun xD

Pose for the CAM!

aiya.. Straight away POUR the whole container of Dye..Have you seen such a hair dye-er? Hahas.

Pose again! =D

Went to the sickbayAmazed~~wooooooo~~~ Partly ue to HARI RAYA I Supposed..There are COOKIEs!!FYI: I LOVE Malay Baked cookies!=) kekesYumyum~!
Can't resist the temptation.Ate ONE each. THREE in total..Not too much la hor? LOL

Look at the stuff in the sickbay!Coffee maker?Microwave Oven?UNSEEN- Toshiba REGRIGERATOR

19 boxes of 24 x 330ml of SPRING WATER.

The sick sick me x)

BTW, auntie there made a OVERTINE for me..It tasted like MILO..But HUBBY said they taste DIFFERENT one.I INSISTED it's the SAME!=D

OKay.. should go prepare prepare..Going out to eat with PARENTS-IN-LAW and Hubby ler (:kee tata~!

没有你的每一天 - Each Day Without You

2007-10-20T11:55:00.000+08:00

回家的路总是很远
The journey back home is always long

话少得很可怜
Too little topic

一个人的晚餐
A meal for ONE

都是孤单的滋味
It's all the taste of LONELINESS

看见身边重复上演
Repeating Flashbacks Around

属于我们的画面
scenes that belong to US

选择逃避的眼
The eyes that chose to avoid

怎么还是会流泪
But why does it still tear?

爱着你的每一天
Each day that I'm loving you

你就是我的世界
You're my world

那时候还以为
I once thought

我就爱这一遍
I'll just love once more this time

没有你的每一天
Each day without you

快乐离我好遥远
Happiness is drifting further away from me

心已随你走了
My heart follows when you're gone

还能用什么感觉
How else can I feel?

我舍不得睁开眼睛
I dont bear to open my eyes

害怕身边没有你
Fear that you're no longer around me

也许在梦境里
Perhaps in my dreamland

是我们最近的距离
is the closest place we will be

想念你温热的手心
I miss the warmth of your palm

冷风里把我握紧
Your hug in the chill

当冬天又来临
When winter comes again

这温度该怎么延续
How should this temperature continues
谢谢你曾经爱过我

I thank you for ONCE loving me
给我最美的经过
the most beautiful happenings you gave

但生命最爱被剥夺
But the loved one is being ripped away in my life

未来的路该怎么走
how should I walk the future..alone..?

I wanted to... but...

2007-10-20T11:36:00.000+08:00

I wanted to write bout a sad story..
But Now..
I got no inspirations..

Is it because of HIM?
Now that I have him in my life..
I no longer fear of an end of a love
Or should i say..
He made me realise how much I mean to him.

I admit there are quarrels..
They dont last long..
But I hope they wont accumulate and EXPLODE one day >.<

I looked at him when he sleeps..
I feel time's gonna to pause for that short moment.
It was then I realise his existence means SO MUCH to me.

Without him.. everything seems dull..
But within this dullness lies bits of sweetness when he text me a simple
'I MISS U Darling'

I picture our future.
If everything goes on smoothly..
If we could last til we both die..
I believe,
we'll have a happy family.
Through thick and thins we'll always be together
Upholding this love.

If fate permits..
I wanna marry him..
I wanna let him know..
He's the Happiest man on Earth (:

Baby, you made my life so complete..

Joke Of The Day

2007-10-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

[x]: Joke Of The Day :[x]

I'm lazy!So shall put EVERYTHING in simple form ^-^
Woke up early today.Mommy bought Crepe back (Ham and Cheese)Yummy! xD
Ate Famous Amos Cookies.Founded in 1975 ( read from the packaging while Hubby is PLAYING )
Played Hubby's phone SIMs game.Not fun.
Lols.
Did revisions for Math in the morning after watching ONE episode of '18 Jin Bu Jin'Rest awhile.Did for Chem..Waited for Crepe!Ate.. use com..
Hubby woke up..etc etchi turn to ue the com.PLAY PLAY PLAY! grrrr
waited for the KAMPONG ChickenAte dinner.Headed to town.
Met up with my girls.For a short while (but longer than the '15 minutes' pact between me n hubby hahas) i suppose?? =D
Pei Hubby go RP hotel find Francis n Goeff.Reached, but walked to FE instead of going up to find themTired of quarrelling with him over trivial matters.Sorry Hubby, like u said..i having 'UMS'Lol.Hope you understand.
skip
On the bus, bus uncle was really friendly n funny.He is a Malay.Crap quite a bit..
Finally got to sit down.Hubby looked at me and ask why I put fake eyelashes.say say say..he told me bottom of my eye there got eyelashes.
wipe halfway..me 'enlightened'o.0?!Hubby didnt know everyone has lower eyelashes!!!
JOKE OF THE DAY la!!
EIGHTEEN years of living ad he does nt know this?!OMG!
Hahas..
Nvm..I just cant deny that he S stupid! xP
Ok, Deadbeat.
bye~

the hurtZ

2007-10-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

[x]: 哭了 :[x]

to someone :
ever since the day you choose yr fate to be him .
that marks the end of our friendship .
there is any feelings left .
but just your decision .
i cannot force you to do anything .
neither do i want .
well . it's your freedom to do everything you like .
and i have no right to interfere .
actually , i do want to be friend with you again .
i had accepted you since the time i take initiatives to call you and chat .
how much i wished that we would be like last time so close tgt .
however, i dont think it's possible again .
the hurt is there .

peng you shi yong xin qu jiao wang de .
dan , wo que gan jue bu dao ni de zhen xin .

let us just remain like this ba .
i think it would be better .
cos when i facing you ,
i really cant find a word to talk to you .
i think you feel the same too ..
without a friend like me .
i dont think is any difference to you .
since you have so many friends ..:)
lastly , wish you good luck for everything ,
and take care (:
treasure what you have now .
sui ran shi qu de you yi yi jing bu neng hui tou le .
dan hai shi zhen xin zhu fu ni ba . (:

The above wass what SHE wrote on her blog.
and I'm SURE it was for ME.
Our friendship is getting from bad to worse ever since I go with dardar (her ex)
I don't know why.. everytime I see her.. I just..
I just cant bring myself to talk to her.. Why?!
Why is being with HIM a hindrance to our friendship??
Already this bond is so weak.. If I were to talk to her.. what can I say??
Talk bout relationships like we used to chat and exchange a lil about?
But HOW?! This is her EX-BOYFRIEND..
She'll definitely feel like I'm xuan yao-ing won't she??
I dont know.. just felt so.. hais..
Had a rather serious conflict once.. everyone involved were hurt deeply..
Honestly, I know that.. our friendship can never be mended back anymore..
No matter how hard one try, everything has changed and will never be back to the past..
After reading that, I cried..
Somehow, I do cherish our friendship ..
that explains why I wrote her a letter that day in school asking if we still are friends not?
I guess.. everything is no longer the same bahs.
Just dont understand what has it gonna do with him..
I appreciated the blessings.. And I hope she find hers one day..

想说：

虽然认识不久，但看得出你根本没有完完全全的相信过任何人。

也许我是错的。。但至少和你相处过，这是你让我感觉到的。。

你习惯把真正的自己藏起来，是害怕受伤吗？

我看起来的确像有很多朋友。。但说穿了，真的了解我的。。
一个都没有

没错，朋友是要用心去交的。
但人与人之间多多少少会有点距离不是吗？我会有那么多朋友，是因为我肯原谅，真的原谅她们。。

若这友情就到此画上句点，我也只好微笑着接受。
Here，我真诚的祝福你。。会拥有美好的未来。。(:

Be myself

2007-10-16T08:32:00.000+08:00

[x]: Be Myself :[x]

Browsed through Friendster just now..
yupps.. didnt go school AGAIN.
I swear I really wanted to hao hao study.. but not in school >.< =P Anyway, I've always admired this girl in friendster.. She's pretty and has a good figure.. kekes.. Well, i know it's not right to post her photo without her consent but.. since i'm not writing any bad stuff bout her.. I hope she doesnt mind?? hee..

Pretty right!?

Or maybe my taste different as you peeps..

Hahas.

But seriously, if i'm a guy and this girl appears before me..

I'll sure drool i suppose..

hhahaas

Sometimes, i wonder how great it'll be if i got ..

a pretty face..

a hot figure..

a clever brain..

a super ultra gd personality..

a rich family..(so I can go shopping like BF) =p

etc etc

I know..

some can be achieved.. like..

going on a diet to slim down..

do breast enhancement like Jolin Tsai *eeeks*

(which I dont think it's cheap?)

study like a bookworm to gain lots and lots of knowledge..

(which wil make my brain explode instead)
Constantly review and reflect upon my ownself and do 'corrections'..

work super hard and earn lotsa money..

(i think I'll end up working for money.. slave i mean? =S)

Hais.. nothing is NATURALLY BORN in me..

lols..

Anyway,

I still love myself but I admit I hate seeing myself at times.

muahahhas

You see pretty faces and figures..

wont you hope so that you have it too so everyone's eyes will be on YOU?!

Maybe not for you.. or her..

but I do! xD

It's kinda impossible for the moment..

or maybe.. forever..

hahas

I dont like to go on diet..

I still eat if I really feel like to.

Came across this book which state a few advantages for being overweight

(I'm NOT over.. just found it interesting ^-^ )

I cant remember all..

But this is roughly what it is..

reduce sexual threats..

lesser expectations from others..

no one bothers a big person..

a threat to others so no one will bully you..

etc

it's not a bad thing ya?

hahas..

well well well..

I cant totally say everything is true for some overweight or should i say CHUBBY instead..

are pretty??

I got a friend.. Miya..

I like her hair.. and she looks cute (:

she's not 'fat' but find her chubby..

yesterday went Marina square..

saw a girl who's also kinda chubby.. yet ..

cute.

Seen one classmate who actually slimmed down A LOT.

*shall not mention her name*

She worked really hard I guess..

went joggin.. eat lesser..

My sis is another case too..

pretty and SLIM now..

I dig think of slimming down..

BUT.. I'm not persistent enough. hahas

Seriously, if I need to survive totally on my face and figure..

I rather disappear..

or.. maybe those uglier than me ones should go first?

Not trying to be mean or what..

this is a fact.

I wont deny that there're hundreds and thousands who are much much MUCH more prettier than me...

But there are those who are a lil not so nice than me right?

kekes.

Many guys like 'mei mei'(babes)

not small girl ar..

Just like most girls wish for a hunk.

I suppose..

Whatever it is..

when it comes to lve..

feelings matter most isnt it?

^^v

Anyway, have been a lil attitude towards hubby lately..

either cos I'm tired or I dont know..

just easily pissed off

hais.

Just wanna say..

I'm sorry DarDar.

I'm working on it..

Give me some time..

ok.. shall blog some daily stuff soon.

lazy to load those photos hahas..

tata`

[x]: 其实 :[x]

2007-10-13T08:33:00.000+08:00

[x]: 其实 :[x]

其实谁都不了解..

女孩真正在想什么.

或也许说, 是女孩不爱完全把自己的想法表达出来吧?

不管是身边的姐妹门, 班上的同学, 周围的朋友和'知己', 就连天天看到的家人都不了解..

曾经我以为有个漂亮的姐姐还不错...

就算朋友问起是否有兄弟姐妹, 我都会骄傲的说:

"我有一个很漂亮的姐姐! (:"

但现在, 当和妈咪和姐姐一起出门时,

每个人的目光都不由自主的投射在姐姐身上..

而好多一直跟妈咪说:

"哇~ 你女儿很美咧"

妈咪看得出很高兴吧?

毕竟若换成是我的孩子被这么夸奖, 我也一定会很开心.

但重点是他们根本就像是忽略了我的存在吗! =(

有好几次, 妈咪都会提到姐姐.

提到她的美, 身材等.

我好厌恶..

妈咪是否可以体会一下我的心情呢?

姐姐不是她唯一的女儿..!

昨天, 姐姐又回来了.

她叫我把房间收拾一下..我知道很乱, 但她的语气听起来很不好啊!

我又不是不想收拾, 只是想考完试后再一次过通通打扫一番吗!!

妈咪让我感觉家不需要我..

不管妈妈多担心我在外太迟都还没回家,

也无法让我多体会到多一点存在感

...

出门后, 眼泪不停地滑落..

那一刻, 我真的好想..

不要回家..

I'm pretty ok the past few days.. had much fun n laughter with my girls..

Plain lazy to post any photos we took here..

anyway, BOYFRIEND got post la.. so link hers if u wanna see!! =P

okok.. that's all.. bye~~

nil

2007-10-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

爱来的时候，谁也阻挡不了。
也许，是自己根本就不想抵抗这爱的魔力吧？
也许，想让伤心再来一遍，给爱多一次机会。

我不晓得我和他的爱能否冲破千万个考验，
实现永远的诺言。。
但我相信我会用真诚对待这份情感。
若可以的话，我愿意包容所有的过错。

因为爱，所以会尽量去提升自己来达到对方的标准。
因为爱，所以会尽量去把自己表现得最好。

可能在别人的眼里，这样的做法有些多余。
毕竟，爱一个人就是要‘接受’，而不是一味地去‘改变’自己或对方。
但对我而言，若这么做能让彼此的感情更佳的话，我想改一改也无伤大雅吧？(:

等待。。一段恋情的到来。。因为它附带了一样很珍贵的东西——幸福。
虽然一次又一次，它来到我身边又离开，我还是不会放弃。

我期待有它和他的未来^-^

Fri and Sat..

2007-10-07T09:43:00.000+08:00

[x]: Friday 5th Oct :[x]

Met up with Hubby's sis and headed down to find Hubby and his parents..
When we reached, they're not there yet..
so accompanied sis to FOX cos she wanna buy a jean..
Had a free key chain..
and we chose the UGLIEST one~~! xD

Finally met up with them at the basement..
Bought some stuff..
blah blah blah..
lols..
lazy to type in detail kee

After eating and me POO-ing..
Hubby, his sis and I went walk walk cos his parents buying things at NTUC/COld Storage.. whatever it is lahs..
hahas
Hubby suggested Kiddy Palace..
Initially was to go in see Peki..
But then.. they eyed on MONOPOLY.. hahas..
Sis and Hubby shared cost and bought the one with ELECTRONIC BANKING!!
Is that what attracted them most?? lols.
After paying up, they continued.. into TOY'R'US..

Hubby took one TIGGER for me!!!!!
ouhhhh.. so sweet~~
He wanted to add that into my already have Pooh and Eeyore..
hahas Thanks dear dear!!
MMuacks <33 style="font-weight: bold;">Photo gallery of the day..

I'm the one with the least Properties (: hahas

Yea.. I'm the PLANE~~
Jail =)
See my smiley??
In jail..
You still receive money if other player land onto your property
But .. it is guaranteed plus chop that I won't land on other ppl's which mean.. I don't need to pay them!! xP

Buying Apartment to rise the cost when ppl land onto your property..
Do I have to explain further?
hahas..
I bet most ppl played monopoly right?? ^-^

OH..someone landed on Hubby's..
See his expression??
Most likely..
he was looking at how much tt player has to pay hahas

Ok.. start to transfer money..lols

continue continue..

Yups.. this is the packaging of the game (:
I mean PART of it.. the one with MOST ATTRACTION =D

Tigger and Monopoly (:

Yan yan.. Water gun.. Glow In the dark butterflies..

I think hubby seriously enjoyed playing with that elec banking calculator sial..
hahas

this is the UGLY FREAK!!!!
hahas

I'm too POOr.. kept paying and paying and paying..
Ended up.. I was being pitied on..
And given FREE.. saw the three properties?
x( hahas

Well.. i didnt really land onto the GO TO JAIL box..
But I got the card shown below for think two to three times sial..
FIsh!

Dinner time!!!
Hubby likes to shape the rice into oval round or 'fan tuan shape'
And so.. while he was in the toilet.. and shaped a heart !!
hahas
Two i mean (:

ehh.. focus is the HEART-shaped RICE ar..
xD

[X]: Saturday 06 Oct :[X]

First.. HAPPY ONE MONTH!!!!!!!
Hahas..

Yeps.. after "SO LONG".. we finally gone through our ONE MONTH!! (:
hehes..

Went fishing with Hubby.. his papa and Mommy..
Penjuru..
a not say ulu but not say err.. whatever..
Lols.. some construction or factory or I don't know what's that going on..
Who cares?
It doesnt affect us..
When we arrived there were already two ppl fishing thr..

Set up everything and started fishing..
It was not til before night time that hubby caught a STINGRAY with his Lightning rod!!!!!
wooooolallalallalallas~~~~

First time ever i see a Stingray being caught up sial!!!!
OMG OMG~!!!!

Quite a short while later.. Hubby reeled back a Crabbie!!
Lols...

Cute sial.. see how papa tried to catch hold of it when it was so 'ready' to 'giap giap'
lols..

Photo Gallery of the day..

Walked round looking for nice nice seashells and stones..
While searching.. I recalled that I once found a stone that somehow resembled but not exactly a heart..

And so.. inside me.. i was hoping that I find one here..
and guess what??
I saw it!!!! xD

This is the gift from heaven for OUr one month anni ^-^
hehes

HUbby squarting beside the Stingray he caught (:

Proudly present ..
The STINGRAY man! hahahs

See how papa handles the Crabbie??
Hahas.. damn cute sial..

Written by Hubby..

While waiting for the Cab..

Know why I'm sad?!
Because HUbby never kiss me!!!!!! x(

hahas.. after he kiss me..
My smile is back (:

Free Thurs

2007-10-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

[x]: Free Thurs :[x]

Went for breakfast early in the morning with DaSao at around 8 plus..

Saw FOUR weirdos ..

Three at the Kopitiam.. and one at This Fashion..
this is the FIRST weirdo..

Initially..
was thinking that it was rather bad to take photos of other ppl in the public without his or her consent.

But well.. he seriously ASKED for it =X
Let me briefly tell you what happened.
Jo and I took our orders and this man appeared not long after we sat down to eat.

He sat at the table next to us..
There was this auntie in front of him already..
And.. obviously everyone will find it annoying when he was like
"kue xio-ing"

There were so many seats and tables available la! -.-
Diaos.
Anyway, he kept talking smiling etc etc to himself..
He even sat with his legs crossed and shoes OFF!!

Gosh..
This is what it calls..
"KOPITIAM"

Lols..
Hao bu rong yi took another photo of him..
heh heh!
Finally a clearer one.. =P

Don't think capture a photo of this kinda siao lang is an ~~EASY~~ task ok?!
I took a lot of courage sial..
It was obvious that some customers saw what I was trying to do lah.. hahas
But NONE can stop me yea? xP

Then there was this cleaner who 'JOINED' the man's 'conversation' @.@

ouhhhh.. Jo just happened to look at her when I SNAPPED! x)

Next is this female..
I have no idea is her hair due to any illness or therapies..
But I know.. kan qi lai GUAI GUAI de =S

Can see?? 0.o?

Oh.. this is NOT the FOURTH one hahas!
I just took her pic for fun xD

The fourth one.. an indian man..
Didnt managed to take photo cos he just went in and talk talk talk.. to himself of course..
and went out..
Jo, Me and the staff were like 0.0?
hahas..
What a weird weird day..

Shopped awhile at lot1 and realised everywhere having SALE! Hahas..
Bought a cute red BEAR BEAR polo Tee
(I think BOYFRIEND is gonna say me again =X )
and a white tee..

Helped Mommy(JX's not mine) to buy JI PAI and headed to their house (:
Shortly after, packed and went to Kranji fish fish..

Mommy realised she didnt take the prawnie!!
oh..
and and..
a close shave..

Guess what happened when I close the boot ??
I was holding on to two rods and I didnt notice one was still a lil inside the boot..

"PIAK"!
OMG..
Shivers*
What did I do?!!

OH DEAR ..
bad omen.

And truly..
I broke the rod.. =(

Hubby said that was Mom's fave rod cos she uses it most of the time..
And.. he said he dont know how to tell her

GODDAMN..
What am I supposed to do???

Mommy keep asking me not to worry siall.
Hurhur..
really papa worhs..

(I'm Super fed up with blogger cos it KEEPS CUTTING OFF the contents!)
grrrr

Hubby and his Shimano Horizon Surf game..
Plus his blue reel(ABU 6500 C3 CT Elite) (:

Near Hubby is his Berkley Lightning rod..
Orange reel (6500 CS) (=

Actually, the main focus is MOMMY!!
I wanted to take the spot that Mommy was at..
Cos hubby said Mommy 'ming ming zhi dao there will sangkut hai yao zai na bian diao =.="

hahas..
BUt Mommy was walking back ler *boohoo..*

Other san

That's it..
HOME SWEET HOME (:

[x]: Quizzy of the Day! :[x]

2007-10-03T16:23:00.000+08:00

[x]: Quizzy of the Day! :[x]

You are a Career Girl!

You may not be a CEO yet, but you're well on your way to success.
You take your career seriously, and you wouldn't stop working for any guy!
An independent woman, you pay for your own car, clothes, and housing.
And men appreciate that - at least, the ones as driven as you are.

What Kind of Girl Are You?

You Are a Pretty Good Liar

Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught.
Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time!

Are You a Good Liar?

Your Life is Rated PG

Your life is pretty family friendly. The worse someone is going to get from you is brief nudity or toilet humor.

What is Your Life Rated?

You Are A Little Snobby

And being a little snobby every once and a while is totally allowed.
Because if no one was ever snobby, no one would ever try to dress up or look pretty.
And while you do enjoy the finest things in life (that you can afford), you tire of superficiality.
You know there's more to life than what's just on the surface.

Are You a Snobby Girl?

You Are a Newborn Soul

You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance.
On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others.
You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative.
Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you.

Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter.
You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything.
You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships.
Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

You Have Fantastic Karma

You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person.
And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already.
But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway.
You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that!

How's Your Karma?

It's 90% Love and 10% Lust

You and your guy are truly in love, even if that spark seems to be a little dimmer.

Are Your Feelings For Him Lust or Love?

You Have Many Alpha Tendencies

You're not a total alpha female, but you certainly know how to - and like to - get your way.
You're forceful without being intimidating. You're confident without being vain. A perfect mix.

Are You an Alpha Female?

You Are a Good Student of Men

You're pretty good at knowing what men are thinking
But you're not dead on 100% of the time
Let your guy off the hook sometimes... because you may be reading him all wrong!

How Well Do You Understand Men?

You Are 7: The Enthusiast

You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.
You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.

Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.
You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.

At Your Best: You are deeply involved in each experience. You appreciate life for what it is, and you take the time to enjoy each moment.

At Your Worst: You are greedy, self centered, impulsive, and insatiable.

Your Fixation: Gluttony

Your Primary Fear: Deprivation and pain

Your Primary Desire: To be satisfied and content

Other Number 7's: Howard Stern, Cameron Diaz, Robin Williams, Jim Carey, and Jenny Mccarthy.

What Number Are You?

You Make a Great First Impression

You can handle almost any social situation with grace, even the tricky ones.
Strangers often find you charming and interesting. You are often remembered fondly.
Even if you're not naturally outgoing, you can make conversation with anyone if you need to.

Whether you were born this way or had to work to get here, you are definitely charismatic.
You're popular and well liked. People definitely look forward to being around you.
Your social connections bring you a full and rich life. You understand how important it is to make a lasting impression.

What Kind of First Impression Do You Make?

sprained ankle

2007-09-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

[x]: Painful Sunday :[x]

To kick start..

I SPRAINED MY ANKLE~!

And I'm OBVIOUSLY not gonna show the de kar! lols

Went to SDC to find hubby again..

Climbed the bounce thingy..

SLIP n FELL!

NOrmally will be alright cos it's SOFT..

BUT wth la!!!

Fall and ..

"crrraaaccckk~~"

It's not just CRACK one time ok?!

It's like a whole series of them la!

DAMN!

Thought it will be well after I rest awhile..

Still can walk..

Phew~

But good times don't last..

I soon found it getting more painful each step I take..

Slept alil with hubby by my side..

Woke up ..

Stood up

OUUUCCHH!!!

='( sobx sobx

My foot can't lay FLAT on ground!

tong si wo le!!!

Movement made super difficult..

Go one toilet also v mafan

ARGHHHH!!!!

And.. don't ask me PAIN OR NOT!

if u wanna know..

Go try spraining..

Lols

Evil>.<

Hais..

How am I gonna go school?!

ARSE!!!!

SHITTY things happen..

But wei shen me shi wo?!

='((

memories

2007-09-29T20:57:00.000+08:00

[x]: Memories :[x]

I'm plain lazy to blog everytime cos FIRST..
I reach home LATE
SECOND..
Com spoilt yesterday
THIRD..
I too tired

So well.. I'll cram all in just ONE post!! x)

=School=

This is MR KAMAL!!
HAO BU RONG YI snap his photo sial!

As you know.. school banned the use of mobile phone.. not even allowing us to bring it to school..
But in actual.. who cares?
Most teachers know too yea? Lols..

He's REALLY one with superb charisma I PRAISED so..
I look around while he's talking..
Everyone is so attentive lahs!
What a rare sight.. ;p

I'm also "mesmerized"! xP

BLURRED class photo.. hee

Ms AUYONG, our form teacher OFFERED to book the BBQ pit at her place!! Condo of course.. hahas
Good right?!
Plus.. SPONSORSHIP!! whhhahahahahhas

Though she's known as the go-by-book tcher..
She's GOOD afterall (:

=28.0907=FRIDAY

FINALLY out with my girls!! =D
not all though =(
Mich girlfriend n Pearl dearie not there..
sobx sobx..

Anyway, met up with BOYFRIEND first..
Headed to town together.
Said hi to those pushcart staffs...
Then ladies..
Then S.cam (siao cam=camera)
~~CAMWHORE~~ too nan ting le >.< Bought this yogurt after we alight at Somerset Station (:
Yummy!

Took NEOPRINT with them!!!!
It's been SO SO LONG since i LAST take one la
heh heh..
This is the YEN~~
The machine don't accept SG coins seh..
Cool~

BOYFRIENDS

WITH YUKI

With Silviien

=Today=SATURDAY 29.09.07
Went to SDC to find Hubby cos he's working there..
For three days only (:

MooMoo at SDC~

The Hippo Bounce! CUTE?! xD

Shark?!
I can't figure that out... Does it RESEMBLE one??
Uhmmm....

Oh oh.. and ya..
I bought this yogurt at NTUC today before going down to find My baby..

Seriously.. I prefer this than the previous one..
Hahas..
I love ALOE VERA!! =)

Okay.. that's all!
Hubby is waiting for me to go pei him lerhs.. NITES!

I went in to a room..
I saw blood red..
It's everywhere..

I feared.. I cried..
Then.. I heard a voice calling from the outside..
It's YOU baby..

At that instant..
I know..
This is your HEART <3

2007-09-26T23:18:00.000+08:00

-NIL-

Isn't he cute?? hahs..

Anyway, I'm spending my days rather happily lately..

But still, I'll free some time for my studies too!

It's 'O' LEVEL i know..

Stop naggin~~~~!

>.<

~~Should~~ WILL be meeting up my dearest BOYFRIEND this friday!!

Don't know where she intend to go sial..

But wherever it is..

I know we'll have FUN!! (:

I miss her..

and many of my girlfriends, dearie etc etc..

hmmm.. there's so much to catch up with them yea? ^-^

This is just an entry to prevent my blog from being kinda 'abandoned'

hahas..

Shall blog again when I have the time bahs =D

Enjoy everyone!

satisfaction

2007-09-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

[x]: Satisfaction :[x]

ESTHER gave us a packet of MINI CHOC !!!! =LIMITED= one ok!!! hahas

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER!!! =D

Jia'En(in blue) and Jamie(in white if you can see clearly)simply love POSING~~ Esp JIA EN!!! xD

After school, went to LOT 1 find jie jie and mummy (:Ate Sakae Sushi for Lunchie~~ ^-^
- Part A -
SIS: Mummy.. Ginvera de dong xi hao ma?(Is Ginvera products good?)
Mummy: wo bu zhi dao oh.. ni yao zuo me?(Don't know.. why?)
SIS: ni you yong de ma? you wo jiu na gei ni..(If you got use den I'll pass it to you..)
continued chatting..
SIS: wo peng you gen wo jiang GINVERA de dong xi bu hao lehs.(My friend tld me that Ginvera stuffs are not good leh)ta men hui nong da na ge ~~plause~~ pores(they will widen the pores)
ME: wah.. then ni hai gei mummy???(then you still wanna give it to mum)
Look at mummy..
ME: ni kan ni de nv er..haha(Look at your daughter..*so bad*)
bu hao cai na gei ni sial..(give it to you cos it's not good)etc etc

- PART B -
*playing with the Sakae com mouse..*
ME: hai yao chi ma?? bu yao wo call for bill le ah..?
*eager to click the mouse xP*
Mummy: 0.o? huh?? *stoned a short while..*Mummy: wo hao yao chi!

I don't think many catch this part.. it's actually like..
we're all complaining full already.. and yet.. Mummy suddenly say she still wanna eat..hahasI calculated the number of plates we SHOULD eat to cover the buffet cost per head.7 each for my sis and I..10 for my mum..
And there she was asking how many plates have we eaten.. hahas

After which we went shop around..

My GREATEST satisfaction for the day..!!

Oh ya..and I saw this beautiful butterfly in jie jie's wallet (:

Ok.. shall end here.. 'm going to hear my baby's voice now!!! xD

[x]: New Leash :[x]

2007-09-20T06:32:00.000+08:00

[x]: New Leash :[x]

Can you peeps see that I'm living my life pretty happy now? (:

Sometimes, letting go isn't as bad as you think as deep down..

You know everything will be fine cos you have to do so.

When Love ain't going anywhere..
Stop awhile and look around you..
Aren't they still a lot of people who care for you?

No one is ever alone.

But if you feel so..

It's only because..

YOU LOCKED YOURSELF FROM EVERYONE ELSE

Now, I'm leading my life, sharing days, minute and second with my baby.

We're having so so much fun that sometimes I pondered..

Why did I hold on to Jeff so tight that time ..
Why is it so when I know our relationship just ain't going right..

And the feeling is all a mess??

Habit?? Maybe..

Well, in actual.. all love contains a lil bit of habit.. a lil of this and that..

You might disagree with me.. but..

Isn't getting use to how he loves you a kind of habit that make you say..

Baby, I can't live without you??

I hope this sweetness, fun and laughter will last..

Compromising will lead us along the way ya! ^-^

Ok. gotta go school le..

bye!

18.09.07

2007-09-19T11:10:00.000+08:00

[x]: 18.09.07 :[x]

I enjoyed playing with this lil thingy xD

Ok. let it crawl about ba

oolala~~ go go!! go disturb hubby =X

After dinner at FARMART with his family.. went to cck station there de PROfessionAL hair studio.

Cut cut.. wash wash~~~

See hubby so MEI LI MAO!!
The hairstylist talking to him yet he looking down =.="
LOLS

He's enjoying~~ sial~~~ hahas

Now.. time to show some er xin de ZI LIAN photos (:

Going to prepare to go out lorh!!!!! xD

Bye bye~~

dinner dinner

2007-09-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

SNAP SNAP BEFORE DINNER

Isn't He So Sweeeeeettt?? xD

DarDar accompanied me to CCK station to pass Jeff his Ipod. Gosh..
Really damn scared that Dar will flare up cos Jeff REALLY took a long time to reach =.=

Thanks Hubby anyway.. for you never grumble to pei wo =D

Went home and changed. Then, went to the drain near Old CCK road with my baby boy to test his fishing stuff.

HUBBY TAUGHT ME HOW TO CAST!!!!!!! xD

And.. bcos of him.. FIRST TIME ever I felt myself a SLOW LEARNER la!!!!!
GRrrrrrr~

But whatever it is.. Hubby really tolerated my slowness n stupidity. hahas.

I can't cast too far! WHY WHY?! Plain STUPID?! diaoz.
I'll make sure next time I'll cast FURTHER!! I WILL!! LOLS.

Went back home and saw this headphone while sitting beside Hubby at the com desk..

Is it TOO BIG?! Whahahas..
By the way, I had fun meddling round with that BIG BIG headphone hee =X

Changed back and headed down to the bus stop to wait for YH cos he joining us too.

Boarded the taxi and headed to TURF CITY!!

His parents and sister were already there long ago cos they went there first..

Was darn full after dinner at AH YAT!! (ah yi)

Shall update the stuff we ate soon (:

But for now.. this was the receipt..
Total bill was 5oo over bucks! OMG~~~

Anyway, we saw the ALASKA KING CRAB..

Went back together with them.. Hubby continued the Hamster thingy..
Dust dust!! Arghhhh.. Irritating my sensitive nose!!! >.<

Showcase some pics of those HAMSTERS!!! =)

Arent they cute?? kekes..

Doggie's Time..

Smaller size one is called SMALL DOG while the bigger one is called CHUBBY (:

Hubby's 'TOYS'..

Forgot to snap photos of his Rods.. hehes.. But nvm la.. next time bah =p

Went ah ma house today cos it's been VERY LONG since I last went hee..

Ah Ma misses me loadies!! xP

Sent photos of the two youngest biao di n biao mei from my Biao Jie's NOKIA BIG BIG phone..

Headed to town cos Yoshiko(biao Jie) and I were freaking bored!! x(

She went to play GUN at arcade lols. sorry for the blur effect..Photography is not allowed so I hafta ensure that I'm not being 'SEEN' by the staff =X

Played PSP at the foodcourt..
GAME: BLEACH

We're hooked onto it!!! whahahahahs
Nice nice.. But my finger almost cramp sial LOLS

This is me playing!! See me attacking?? POWER~!! xD

See her playing man! Damn engross in it..Now I know why my another biao di can keep playing it for so long when I lent him.. hahas

Ate carrot cakes!! It's added with chilli while frying.. BUT.. no diff? -.- Lols

That stall uncle was kinda shocked when I went TWO times for Chilli. x)

On our way back.. we took some photos.. One of the retarded ones =S

That's it for today! :)

I just can't stop thinking of you... xD

[x]: Eggie Treatment :[x]

2007-09-15T10:53:00.000+08:00

[x]: Eggie Treatment :[x]

Get the YORK only..

Then, beat it..

Next, apply it to the hair.. application wise.. lazy to describe. LOL

After which leave it and let it settle for about ten minutes..

I know many will think it's SMELLY..

But hello!!!!
You don't know how to wash your hair thoroughly with shampoo is it?! gosh..

After washing, I'll normally apply my usual Lucido-L moisturizer (:

Rebonded hair needs extra care ya!! hahas

Anyway, york got don't know what protein.. think for stronger hair bahs?
This would mean growing at a faster rate!! -I suppose xP

[x]: Fishing Thursday :[x]

2007-09-15T00:18:00.000+08:00

[x]: Fishing Thursday :[x]

I went fishing on THURSDAY with my Hubby and his parents!! xD

Venue: near Marina South Country Club [pond]
Time of Arrival: Approx 5pm.

For about 2 hours at the bigger pond, none of them caught any fishes.. Is it because of the spot we were at?? hmmm...

Direct Opp. View From Our Spot..

This was the "HOT SPOT" of the day.
Those uncles at there caught about 13 odd fishes sial!!
And during that 2 hours.. they keep kena fishies la!! WTH.. lols

Due to the change of venue for fishing.. Dar cannot use his own rod.. too LONG?! lols.

And so.. they were left with seemingly TWO rods to use. Mommy got nothing to fish!! =XPRO FISHING area instead.. a smaller pond fyi (:

First Catch of the day. hahas

Within less than FIVE minutes.. Second catch!

Let's pass the hookin job to DARDAR!! x)

See how he hooked it?? (:

Next, put it into the water again so as to keep it alive for the time being..

TADA~! There they were.. SAW?!

A total of THREE fishes.. hee (:
Not bad not bad.. At least better than NOTHING!! =D

PS: the ~~rods~~ LINES (Hubby corrected me =X ) provided are thin, 'lousy?' and will easily snap, but hubby claimed it was more fun. hahas

Anyway, the first catch of the day at the BIG pond was at 7.55pm.

And it was caught by HUBBY!!!!!!!!!!! heh heh..

(We were at the HOT SPOT xP)

Well, it was a bait in the water.. Lols

Hubby saw a prawn in it and used bare hands to catch it.. oolalas~~~

Ate bowl noodles then went back to our own spot.

Watched half half of RUSH HOUR 3.. was feeling very very tired!! x(

BUT!! Another catch make me feel energetic again!! hee..

Wacthed with this SONY PORTABLE DVD PLAYER.

These are the golf balls from the country club right behind the fences..

Papa 'digged' them out?? And one was a "gift from heaven" LOLS

Catches Recorded At:

1st: 7.55pm (HUBBY)

2nd: 8.55pm (PAPA)

3rd: 9.18pm (HUBBY)

4th: 9.23pm (PAPA)

5th: 9.33pm (PAPA)

6th: 10.00pm (MOMMY)

A total of NINE fishies including the three from small pond =]

Hubby's slipper is size 8/9.. see the comparison? Hahas..

Taken during the day time. hahas.. FOCUS on his TAIL!! LOLS

Cute right?? xP

Next up is yesterday's prog..[FRIDAY]

Went to JP with DarDar, his Papa, Mommy, and Sister..

Mommy and sis bought Polo Tees from KAPPA..(YELLOW n red)

Dar got himself an ORANGE slippers there too.

They seriously loves bright striking color sial!! LOL

Had dinner at Soup Restaurant..

Saw the red LING PAI? =)

Cool sial.. LOLS.

It's actually a 15% discount thingy.

The dishes served are quite nice. Yummy! =)

Continued walking..

Hubby bought this shirt..For tml's dinner!!! =D

Went back his house.. Hubby cleared the hamster thingy..

This are the two that always climb out of the container box?

Hahas.. Changing house!

They're cute right! x)

Hubby stuffed chocs inside my bag AGAIN.

And..he bought VICKS cos I had blocked nose..

Gosh.. Blocked nose SUCKS!!!!!! grrrrHubby is so sweet and nice!! heees.. loving more each day! <33>

The happy moments we spent and shared..

I know.. we're going to have more coming our way!!! xD

[x]: Yummilicious :[x]

2007-09-13T00:07:00.000+08:00

[x]: Yummilicious :[x]

Bought a packet of tracing papers and a white pen today at Popular!

For what?? SECRET!! hahas.

Shall showcase when everything is done (:

Hee..

DarDar cooked salmon and chicken chop..

One for ME..

And the other one for HIM..

The zoom-in of my share..

Anyway, dar put these two in my bag before I come home..

and..

Came home and realised my mum specially leave a portion of my fave steamed egg!!

Oh dear.. since she said so.. I got no choice but to eat n enjoy ya! (:

Okok.. I'm gettin tired.. Bye peeps~~

[x]: So Real :[x]

2007-09-12T18:20:00.000+08:00

[x]: So Real :[x]

You Scored a 91% which means you are a ....

You are a passionate lover. You are the complete package and you receive the complete package. You are NOT selfish and yet you still don't get walked all over. You're what everyone looks for and you show the opposite sex what it is like to truly be loved. Anyone who gets you is truly lucky.

What kind of lover are you
Take More Quizzes

DarDar did this test too.. And.. I got MORE percentage than him!!! hahas
Anyway, take note of the sentence in red and bold!! xD

Everything that appears in front of my eyes,
They seem so real yet so fake too..

I'm pretty satisfied with my life now.
With someone who loves me so dearly..
But everyone says it's the honeymoon period??
Well, I'm trying not to think too much..
Not to worry cos Yeps..
If he is the one..
He'll forever be! (:

Whenever night falls,
Whenever I close my eyes,
I see HIM before me.

The usual smile.. so innocent
The usual expression (>.< ).. so cute
I'm so in love with everything bout HIM!! x)

Gosh..
Totally crazy. LoL.

My cousins and 'dasao' all told me to take care of myself.
Simply because they feel that I've been hurt too many times.
True but well, I grow and learn each time I fall.

Though tears are unavoidable..
All the past memories are still worth to recap ya!

I'm glad afterall that I experienced and is still experiencing what LOVE can bring!
- be it sadness or happiness
- be it bitterness or sweetness
- be it tears or smiles

Wayne is loving again!!
And shall never fail to love always!!! hehe =D

Even if this time round it'll mean heartbreak again,
I'm willing to love you still..
It's YOU who made me feel wanted..

[x]: Slacking Monday - another "family" day :[x]

2007-09-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

[x]: Slacking Monday - another "family" day :[x]

I ABHOR ~~physics~~.. so I shall not say anything bout the paper today..

Can only comment that.. both paper 1 and 2 are done within the duration. Lols.

Anyway,went to CWP with DarDar today. Initial plan was to return Jeff's ipod and cable to him BUT.. I forgot to bring his ipod out.. only the cable. Lols.. Sorry! >.<

By the way, DarDar keep saying that he'll get shirt for me. Gosh.. what should a girl who does NOT really go shopping say?? hmmm..

Keep rejecting him and was so paiseh la. =.="

Ok.. we watched The Magical Gourd. It's quite lame but nice lahs hahas. An educational show?? gees

Bottom Line: There's nothing in this world that is free or work-free. You gotta put in the effort in order to see the fruits of your harvest (:

Went back to Dar's home, edited some blog stuff and headed to Vivo for dinner with his Mommy and sis.

Then went to shop around with them.

(shall cut short now..)

Returned back home with..

A V-neck long sleeve shirt from ESPRIT..

A Hello Kitty Mallow Pops from Candy Empire..

A Pig-liked Mooncake

Dar says it looks like me -.-""" grrrr!

A Hello Kitty Biscuit

Ok, shall end here.. tired!!! gosh~~ SLP LO!! xD

The Sweetness Continues..

2007-09-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

[x]: The Sweetness Continues.. :[x]

This love keeps me going..

My sadness and struggle - ended.

Now, I'm so in love!! xD

All these while.. these past few days..

I've been pondering..

He is so sweet.. so sweet til I can't imagine I'm really having him..

Or should I say.. I need NOT imagine?? LOL

From that moment He knelt down on his knees,

I'm sure he'll be a different one.

Maybe, it's gonna be another heartache..

Maybe, it might really last this time..

Whatever the outcome will be..

I'm willing to try out..

Cos, his love touched me.

I'm moved.

With him by my side, I no longer feel tensed..

With him by my side, I can sleep with ease..

Everytime he looks at me.. I smiled..

He said the redness of my face resembles the apple -.-

But well.. that's cos my heart is beating way too fast when our eyes meet.

I can't take it.. But neither can I get him off my mind..! >.<

Look.. this love gonna prove..

thAT forever will exist and shall exist between us! <3

I Simply Fall In Love With HIM..

Everything with HIM, I'll Cherish! ^-^

060907

2007-09-09T10:32:00.000+08:00

[x]: 060907 :[x]

OMG OMG!!!! I'm finally BLOGGING!!! after so long.. hahas

yea man.. I'm freed from the previous struggle. I'm getting out of all those shit feelings.

HOJUNXIAN is my SWEETEST SURRENDER! xP

Everything is gonna change..

For the BETTER!! - Ihopeso

Anyway, this new beginning of my life is dated on 060907.

HE made me reconsider my relatioship with Jeff.

And I realise..

I need to take a rest from the past.

Letting go of someone I once loved so dearly..

Letting go someone I had once wanted to spend my life with..

Letting go of someone who shared times with me for the past 7mths++

Letting go of all promises and vows we had once made..

It's not as easy as it seems..

But I know..
I have to...

Now, with My BABY BOY..

I'm more than happy..

I'm BLESSED!

His words reveals his sincerity.

His eyes shows his desire for this love.

He made me realise that I'm loved.. very very loved.. hehes

Anyway, Jeff is together with that 'god-daughter' of his.

Well, everything don't seem right and now..

yeah~ it's true they're together... lols

But well, My boy and His girl are the only one we're gonna hold on now..

right?? ^-^

Hack care his life.. lols.

I'm happy with mine now..!

Have been out with dardar and his parents these few days.

I miss CHUBBY n SMALL DOG!!!

But i don't like Chubby's SALIVA!!! eeeeeee~~~~~~

Dar dar is treating me so so so good!!

Don't pamper me too much! xD

hehes. k bahs.. gotta get some stuff done before I go to slp tonight..

I simply can't close my eyes and get myself to bed without finishing those stuff..

hehex.

We're both moving on..

And I'm glad I've made the right decision (:

I'm not continuing the story anymore.. sorry peeps! >.<

[x]: Wonderful Tuesday :[x]

2007-09-05T00:54:00.000+08:00

[x]: Wonderful Tuesday :[x]

Went to eat DIM SUM for lunch with Bro.

Didn't order much cos v paiseh also as he was the one who paid for the bill.

Shopa lil and he bought a shirt from G2000. Bought me marshmallows and then headed home around 5 plus.

Later on went out with Jo to meet JX.
Accompanied him to go take his "toy". After which headed home after he treat me MILK!! heh heh..

He wants me to smile more.. and see what he has drawn..

Sweet right? Lols.

Oh.. and.. to add on the sweetness of the day.. Mr Tee called me!!

Goodnight boy =)

K lahs.. tired.. go rest le. hehes.

The letter mentioned that She will always be there for Him,

and she'll still love him no matter what.

Boy read it seriously word by word and he knew everything was real.

He knew that he yearn for Wayne too..

Anyway, he always used the towel after bball (:

First day of Sept Holiday

2007-09-04T08:07:00.000+08:00

[x]: First day of Sept Holiday :[x]

Met up with SOHSIYING and HUAHUI yesterday morning at 11am.
They are my primary schoolmates and it's been decades since we last went out together!!

I miss the fun! And we recalled many childhood memories (:

Anyway, we had our luch at Pizza Hut. Student meal of course. Lols.
I ate the Sausage Mania Baked Pasta, HH ate Chicken Royale Baked Pasta and SY ate the dunno Beef pan pizza.

Was really FULL!! hahas

After lunch, we went to shop a lil.
Bought nothing cos all of us are BROKE! >.<

Went in to SASA to see the perfumes.

I LOVE GUCCI ENVY ME Perfume!!!!

It's expensive I know.. Lols.

It's my DESIRE.. But i know I can't never buy it NOW.

Perhaps, few years later when I'm having a part time job or so? ^-^

Headed to town and waited for Tracy at Isabelle's(I hope this is correct) workplace.
Saw Douglas and his friend. Short while later Tracy came. We all meet up together after Tracy's lunch and the arrival of her gan didi.

Douglas, Tracy and D's friend played Para.

Then as usual we slacked at Rocky Master cos that's where Douglas preferred?? Hmmm..

He damn excited when his friend told him there's a quite hot guy can intro him la. Hahas.

Oh.. just for your info if you're wondering why GUY, D and his friend are AJ. Simply put..Gay.

But pls.. they're fun to hang out with yea?? ^^v

Those who despise them.. FCUK OFF then.

Sister joined us later on. Drew a mask and tattoo on it. D wanted to tattoo that before halloween I think?

And and.. He CUSTOM MADE his Halloween costume!!!

It's 300 over man! -.-"

He ALWAYS make those ex ex de. haiyoyo.

On our way back on the train, D and I played the what "Mi Mi Mi Re Mi Fa So Mi" game. And "Vampire".. and and "205"..
And and and.. "Five-Ten"!

D played "POPEYE" with Tracy

How funny it was man!!! lol
Though kinda childish n kiddish but.. WHO CARES!!
haha

We had fun! =D

Tracy alighted and there were D n I left. He showed me some dance move. Cool~

He's a "sexy" dancer?? Lols.
Small lil seductive kid-look 16yr old boy.

Lols. yups.. that describe his height?
He's small in size.. hereditary ya! ^^

okok.. that's the end of my lovely and fun day

Days just can't pass fast WITHOUT them!!

And..
I think I'm blessed to have such friends around for they brighten up my day MY LIFE! x)

Bro bringing me to eat DIM SUM!! Hopefully this time will really get to eat bahs. Hahas.

Ok.. shall end my entry here (:

I trusted my boy..

Cos I believe that if he is meant to be mine..

He'll always be no matter what..! =)

Boy thought Wayne would give up. He knew he hurt her.
Yet the very next day and every day after that,

Boy will always receive a letter and a towel from the girl in his locker.

SHe never gives up..

诚实的话语

2007-09-03T07:02:00.000+08:00

[x]: 诚实的话语 :[x]

拥抱时的温暖

亲吻时的甜蜜

说话时的温柔

就是你，让我遇见时

情不自禁，无可自拔

你看着我的眼睛

深情地说你爱我

时间仿佛都停止了

世界好像只剩你和我

在这一刹那

我忘了伤痛，忘了怨恨

轻轻地感觉你给的爱

不再害怕，不再孤单

肩并着肩，我们互相依靠

抬头仰望，天空如此蔚蓝

未来是否美丽，我们都不知道

只知道拥有的现在，最幸福最快乐

It feels good to be missed by YOU! =)

He turned and walk away.
Wayne was left behind, tearing.
She supposed, she was rejected..

Home-ing with JEFFTEE

2007-09-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

[x]: Home-ing :[x]

Yea yea~ I'm HOME all day as usual for SUNDAYs.
Simply because we'll meet every Sunday.
Well, like how BF reacted and said, it's just a common thingy for HIM and I to say let go and yet back together again.
And how many times have I said I wanna cherish him and never let go again?? Yet again and again, we break apart and get back later after few days.

I hope there'll never be a day when we have to break apart and never get back anymore. I DON'T WANT!!!

Know how happy I was to have him back?? hehes.

Anyway, he told me that he wants me to know that seeing each other for only once a week doesn't mean that he'll love me lesser.

Anyway, we had fun today!- I supposed (:

We competed.. For?

We did push ups!!
Those kind when you lift you legs on the bed then hands on the floor type?
And also, we competed on kicking legs. See whose higher. hahas.

Hubby demostrated a two leg kick. And yea, I tried.

BUT, he said that I can't kick HIGH la!
What the =.="

And so, I keep trying..
And HE.. KEEP LAUGHING!!!

What the Hell.
What a GOOD hubby huh?! Grrr

Helped him dig ears and plucked his beard and moustache as usual too. hehes.
He never fails to deny that I've not clean the other side of the ear when I DID. Or, he'll say that it's not clean yet and wanted a second round. >.<

Is it obvious that he LOVES to let ppl dig his ears?! LOL

DA SAO(Joanne) is out again. Mum and Dad are back home.. But a lil late today.
Heard from mummy that my Big AUNTS (大姨 and 大舅妈) were hospitalised.
Hais. Problematic and Unhealthy =(

Oh.. and she told me that she told Joanne to go work and to save the money she earns instead of spending all.

Simply because she learned that Jo's dad died of kidney failure and such illness can be hereditary.

Let me give you a real life example - My uncle.

His siblings are all down with kidney failure and have to depend on dialysis to maintain the state.
my uncle is lucky enough to escape from that cleaning of kidney fate but who knows what will happen in the near future?
It is really .. ahhem.. to hear that all his siblings are down with that and he's the only lucky one whose not.

Since it's hereditary, it is no doubt that my aunt bought so many insurance for the whole family. That includes the three children -my cousins.

Life's unexpected yea??
Lives are vulnerable and many times, we just can't do much but accept our destiny.

This is especially so when you're sick.

Okok.. drop the illness topic.

My parents are back with a new heels and a well kept white box-like bag!
I LIKE I LIKE!! Lols.

And Dad was joking that he bought them for me. Muahahahahhas. Funny la!

As if he'll really do such thing. Okok.. I shall stop here.
This is a long post . hahas. Enjoy!

Boy, I see me in your eyes (:

The Boy was stuned. For a moment, he knew his heart raced.

But he composed himself and said calmly, "haha, what a joke".

real?

2007-09-01T17:59:00.001+08:00

[x]: Is This Real? :[x]

又在一起了，却好害怕。

多少次的结束，多少次的从新开始。。

一次又一次的打击，这爱情会长久吗？？

我想看到有他的未来，可以吗？

是否，老天会纵容我们，让我们在这爱情里放肆。

是否，我们两能长久的在一起呢?

只想说，没有他，我的生命。。

不完整

I'm having you back once again.

but .. will you be happy too?

One day, Wayne picked up the courage and went up to the Boy.

She confessed..

Diary

2007-08-29T12:40:00.000+08:00

[x]: Diary :[x]

Yesterday, I happened to come across my pink diary which I have left untouched for two months plus.

Intended to throw it away but after flipping through the pages, I felt memories coming back. Those sweet words of dedication.. etc

How much I need him in my life =(

Wrote an entry in it.. yet..

I no longer feel the same way as I felt in the past when I'm writing my diary.

现在的日记簿只有我一个读者。。

他不会再翻开这本日记簿，

更不会再去读我写的每一字每一句。。

He is not clear of how much he needs me I supposed?

Cos he can never be sure to give me a firm answer.

Well, maybe it is my fault that everything turned out to be like this.

What's more to ask for when the one you love is still keeping you in his heart and caring for you?

I just thought for myself - not wanting to feel so alone with no bf by my side whenever I go out and was questioned by my friends bout where is HIM?

I just felt.. i don't know hw to put it into words..

You know how envy I am whenever I see Tif and Fadz ALWAYS together when I see them??

You know how much I wish he was there with me when I saw my Cine friends together as couples?

I know I'm asking a lil too much..

I know he's busy and stuff like that..
I'm sorry boy..

Anyway, he managed to come find me at Batok Mac where I was studying for my SS paper which i took just now.

I'm more than happy to see him!!! =D

He can't bear to leave I think?? hehes.

But he's too tired so after a while he left.

Even so, we kissed and hugged goodbye.

Felt really sweet and blessed at that moment.

But.. well.. i can't possibly freeze time right?? hmm..

He's stillc aring for me.. and he said I'm always in his heart..

Felt really really happy !

okok.. I guess I'll stop here.. shall update soon again. =I hope=

No one can make my heart skip that extra beat,

Like how you did when I see you smile.
And..

No one can make my heart paused for that few seconds,

Like how you did when I see you cry.

Wayne was in love with Boy,
Yet she had no confident in winning his heart for he is too popular among girls..

Tchers' day prep

2007-08-23T19:52:00.000+08:00

[x]: Teachers' Day Prep :[x]

Today after class was dismissed, replied BOYFRIEND that I'll be staying in class.

She appeared before my eyes few minutes later. Lols.

okok.

Accompanied her down to canteen cos she wanna EXCUSE herself from NAPFA retest. haiyoyo..

Someone OVER-donate blood this month. HAHA! xD

Anyway, this was what BOYFRIEND wrote for me!!!!! Kekes.

SO happy la!!! hahas.

Know how TOUCHED I am?! buahahahhas.

Ok.. shall blog again some other day. That's all for today LOL =D

Once upon a time,

there lived a pretty girl called WAYNE xD

Continue 'catching' the story! ^-^

Happy Happy

2007-08-21T17:50:00.000+08:00

[x]: Happy Happy :[x]

Yesterday, he never call me. And when I realised, he was already at home.
Well, no big deal for him not to call me. BUT..!!! He used to call me everytime while on his way back. However, after I admit my wrong.. he never call me .

BUT BUT BUT!!!

On my way back today, HUBBY CALLED ME!!!

And he sounded SO SWEET la!!! hahahs. So so happy!!!!! xD

I thought after that incident, Hubby will start to treat me cold cold..and really don't change and compromise lerhs.

我以为他会不要我了=(

But of course, he NEVER!! hehes.

I know he will still think of what I have done. I know accpeting fully is impossible. But I hope this 7 mths relationship will continue on til my last breath on earth. Will he move on with me in life??

Hmm..I simply love the sweetness of HUBBY!!! ^.^

这一生都不想失去你。

Sorry Hubby..

2007-08-20T18:56:00.000+08:00

[x]: Sorry :[x]

Unhappiness again. This time solely my fault. Hubby, I'm sorry and I mean it..

我知道要你完全原谅我不可能；

我知道要你接受很难；

我知道自己不对不应该；

我知道自己错得很离谱；

哭过了，两人的心也再次碎了吧？

这次的错误，都怪自己不好。

如果不说，你也许不会对我这么冷淡吧。

也许不让你知道，我们就依然能开开心心地为对方而改，

改是为了能更快乐地在一起。

但因为内疚，我对你坦白。

自己的诚实，你的离开。。

应该不是意料之外的吧？

我认了。

说再多也没用吧？

My actions doesn't prove how much I need you. -but I know I do need you a lot

This time, I don't wanna use anymore tears to get you back.

I don't wanna force a love to return.

I've hurt you. Done something wrong. I seeked for your forgiveness .. but I know..

I know..

在我发生事情的时候，我拨电话给你。

你表露出的是无奈。

在我胃痛时，我又拨电话给你。

你表露出的还是无奈。

说你一直担心我会很累，怪我不会好好照顾自己。

对不起，对不起。

说不完的“对不起”

我知道你试着改，为了让我更快乐。

但诚实的说，你改了多少？

两人之间的“对不起”根本没有减少。。

我知道担心我会累，

但我真的就是不会照顾自己。

我知道爱我很累，

我不是个善解人意的好女朋友。

我知道为我而改会累，

你失去了自我，没了自由。

累了吧？

我们一路走来，虽然只是短短的七个月，我还是想说：

“我真的真的很爱你！！！”

说再多都不能弥补对吧？

心好不想放掉。但若你真的无法接受，

而我在你心中再也不能成为那100分，

我接受零。

我知道错了。

但风筝，可能不会再回来了。。 :'(

I..

2007-08-18T10:28:00.000+08:00

[x]: I.. :[x]

I don't like this feeling..
For all I've gone through..

I don't wanna give up..
I don't wanna end
I don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna stop

But..

These voices within call

And..
Those thoughts they corrupt

I can't stand it
I can't take it
I'm so lost.

Those smiles and laughter, tears and sadness..
They mark the love we hold

The history of our story
Yet distance kept us a lil apart.

I never wanna lose you..
And I never wanna let you go...

so Boy,
Show me how much I mean to you..

[x]: Walk Walk Walkaton :[x]

2007-08-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

[x]: Walk Walk Walkaton :[x]

Supposedly to stay back after Physics lessons which ended at 4.10 pm today for Humanes.

Au Yong left two SBQ ws for us to do as she will not be coming to our class.

Not wanting to stay a lil longer in school, I asked Hazique to pass me the ws first.

As expected, finished the two WS and left after Lim's lesson. =)

Saw XiaoTing when on my way down the stairs. Shouted from the glass planes and told her to wait for me!! ahhas

She was in good spirits and thus decided to go somewhere else instead of heading straight home together.

Suggested Khatib cos I wanna eat NEW YORK PIZZA!!
It's a 2 people serving if you're not a big appetite person. Plus a can of drink and one chicken(Spicy or non-spicy)

Everything for only S$6.90!!

Isn't it all worthwhile?? hahas.

Finished the Hawaiian Pizza and shared half of the chicken. Ting suggested to WALK BACK to ADMIRALTY!!

Yes, my first reaction was no doubt..

0.0" WHAT?! Siao ar! Don't want la!

Yet after the going to the ladies'...

We are WALKING BACK!!! Lolx.

Chatted, laughed, walked, brisk walked, sang a lil, run a bit, etc.
It was REALLY enjoyable though. hahas

Walked for seemingly short 2 HOURS! x)

Think during some parts of the route, where there won't probably be anyone walking on unless joggers, drivers or passengers would most likely think we're mad I suppose?? Hahas!

A lil attract ~~unwanted~~ attention la! GOSH.

And there we were joking around that we should tell those people that we were being kidnapped and just managed to climb out of the fence.
You know those fence where they say it is prohibited and intruders will be prosecuted?? It has the round wire thingy on top right?? hahas.

By the way, decided to study awhile at CWP's MOS Burger before going home.

Tidied ourselves in the toilet and I keep complaining that the COLOUR of my SKIN is NOT NICE!!! Yucks!!!!*puke*

I'm so damn irritated by this awful colour la.. Idiot. LOLS

Should I let it return to its original fairness or should I go tan a lil darker and even the tone??? Hmmm..

Come on and gimme ideas and suggestions!! whahahhas

Studied SS cos there's test tml. Quite a long and big chapter to me. Lots of factors. argghhh!!!

Ok, brain should rest..

Kissed and hugged goodbye at about 940pm.

Home Sweet Home~ ^-^

I had a good walk, a good workout.

Wayne is HAPPY!! xD

My　Ｏｎｌｙ　Ｌｏｖｅ

2007-08-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

[x]: My Only Love :[x]

我在周围画了个圈圈。

我相信我能一个人过，但脑海里怎么却无法忘掉“他”呢？

对他的思念，源源不断。

风吹雨打，心灰意冷

但即使遇到再多困难，再多挫折，

我心还是不想把他放掉

一直想紧紧的守护手心里这爱情，

一直从他眼里看见自己的眼光。

不管未来会怎样，

我只知道，现在的我，

只要有你就心满意足了。

也许偶尔会想放弃，

但我相信有你的未来，

一定会是幸福的.

Boy, I just wanna love YOU <33

ETP

2007-08-14T20:40:00.000+08:00

[x]: Escape Theme Park :[x]

Didn't expect to get BURNT. Lols

Pictures taken from the official site of ETP.

These are roughly what we played. Didn't play much though. lols

All cos of the three DOWN FOR MECHANICAL CHECKS !!! arghhhh!!!

The most fun and exciting among all are close!!!!! DAMN!! >.<[1][2][3]
PLAYED:Small lil toot toot train.
We wanted to take one for each person. But there's other people in the queue so.. no choice! gotta SQUEEZE!And there was this young Eng-speaking boy who kept talking. hahas.I bet XT can't take lil kids cos she was super pissed and told him to shut up in hokkien. Bad sial LOls.
Go-Kart
-had few rides for the advance track.-two rides for beginner[1st I drove and Tracy sat beside me. 1nd time I sat as the passenger with xiuting driving hahas]
Wild n Wet
Played for continuous 3 rounds. Each time with a different person. hahas
Partnering with XT wasn't a good idea. I wasn't that WET but after the ride with her.. yea yea..
My back is WET la!!! =.="
All thanks to her. hahas

Hmmm.. had fun but well, was starting to feel signs of gastric approaching!!! x(

Went to play go-kart hoping to forget the pain.

After the last third ride of the NIGHT(we played more than three times to be actual),
I can feel my gastric WORSEN la!!! Oh dear~~`

Luckily I need NOT stand all the way..

Laid and rested throughout the whole ride. Thought it would be fine when I get off the train. BUT things turned out to be the OPP!

I really curse so much for that seemingly L O N G path back home which I normally take 5-10 mins.

I knew I'm not gonna make it back home in that usual timing from past exp. =(

Squated and then stood up and continued walking.
Repeated action.

OH MY!! SOMEONE SAVE ME!!

Seriously hate having gastric. Wasn't feeling good AT ALL~

Well, But i do have ppl caringfor me. Friends and my dearest man =)

I'm DARKER!!! Gosh..

Should I go "bleach" myself back to fair?? 0.o??

Still kinda red though. But I LIKE RED!! haha xD

[x]: Saturday Town :[x]

2007-08-12T08:42:00.000+08:00

[x]: Saturday Town :[x]

As usual, town is PACKED!

Well, partly due to the cosplay thingy.
Photographers and those 'characters' everywhere.
Girls wore high high heels that suit their costume. hmmm.. some nice outfits but.. well, figure or looks wise.. uhmmm.. no comments. GOD is FAIR enough to EVERYONE~! Except for a few exceptionals. =D

Went to Taka with Dearie (Pearl) after rotting awhile at Cine.

Dearie bought her packed lunch at Tori and we headed to find a place to sit.

BUT!!! There is a fair at the centre!! I mean.. some sort of a atrium?? Whatever.. out of vocabs =X

Anyway, CRAZY prices!!! Saw many many people holding piles and piles of TOYS!!!

Pearl and I bought the same soft toy for only THREE bucks!!!! whahhahahas
It's CUTE ok?! ^_^

Exchanged it with Pearl later on before she left. Exchange cause yea?? hahas. How sweet of her.. x)

Met up with Tracy and Douglas was seriously pissed by that girl who dirtied his 100 over Bucks CONVERSE Jacket which he JUST washed.

That jac can't be washed too frequently.. quite troublesome though. That's why he's in such a foul mood!!
lols.

After eating his dinner - Carrot Cake, we headed to ARCADE!!

There, saw some other friends.. and Sebast (Sister) was there too. Together with PeiLing(his Ex, my used-to-be gan mummy)

Not waiting them to finish up the games, I told them I gotta leave cos it's already ten plus.
TRACY this silly girl DON'T let me gola!! =.="

Give me some pathetic face. LOL
Hugged goodbyes to sister, douglas and Kiss+Hug goodbye to my SILLY GIRLFRIEND! xD

I'm meeting her SOON!!

ESCAPE THEME PARK is waiting!!!=D

Boy, you know how much I miss you right?
I wanna be with you til my last breath..

Jus Too good afterall

2007-08-11T13:18:00.000+08:00

[x]: Jus Too good afterall :[x]

Went town yesterday.. and.. I finally had my 'day-dream' come true!!!

Picking up someone's wallet that is.

Well, entered the cubicle which Tracy's friend was in just before.

Saw her cigarette case and wallet. I thought she would like realise after she wash her hand but she didn't! She happily went out of the Ladies' lah! =.="
How forgetful can one be??

Anyway, I'm really proud of myself sial!
I didn't have the second thought of keeping the valuables !!
All I did was open up her wallet to see her name and shout out to Tracy where's HUILING?!

I wanna see her name cos I don't wna end up asking Tracy..

Me: Whr's that girl?? Your friend.. the one withe your aj friends de..

Tracy: *wuueehh?!* (that's e recent noise she make. lols)

Me: neh.. that girl.. err.. aiya..

I just don't wna see that blur tracy giving me a question mark question mark face?? 0.0?????- *wuueehh!* =.=

Am thinking bout this incident til now.
I don't know how much was in her wallet but I think if I were to have keeped it, I most prob can at least get some small lil items for myself ba? - if her wallet have the amt for me to I suppose?

Ok.. waiting for Dad to cook lunch. Meeting my girls and BOYFRIEND later at town.

Hey guys! There's cosplay competition going on!!

I wna go snap snap photos with some chio and shuai cosplay ppl!! whahahahhaahs xD

Shall blog again ba. Tata~~

妹妹，他之所以会介入到你的世界

是因为他在你心里占据了某个地位。

若就一点不愉快，你就有了分手的念头

在着感情里，你不会快乐的。。

好好地珍惜哦！

To BOYFRIEND:

2007-08-10T10:13:00.000+08:00

[x]: SHE don't want me :[x]

-SHE told me I promised her we will be meeting
and yet I went out with Ting to study WITHOUT her.

-SHE blogged that she was UNHAPPY cos someone(me) did not go out with her.

-SHE replied in tagbox, ahh-ing that she wanna SHA LE WO *kill me*

-SHE never say she forgive me when I beg for it.

-SHE never tag in my tagbox anymore.

-SHE never sms me calling me.

-SHE never say she loves me to me le.

-SHE made me feel so SAD.

BOYFRIEND!!! MISS ME MISS ME!!!!!! x(

Lols. Sound so les.. eeeeeeeeek~!

Anyway, yuan liang wo la!!!!!!!

See I so wu xim lehs.. blog one post specially for u !

Gan dong gan dong~~~~ xD

And there you go ignoring me..

Leaving me worrying here :'(

Happy N.Day!

2007-08-09T22:26:00.000+08:00

[x]: Happy NAtional Day! :[x]

Spent my day at ECP with my dearest man! xD

I think I was quite crazy?? Hmmm.. Or am I REALLY so? hahahahahs.

Anyway, said HI to long gone friend - FILLET-O-FISH MEAL!!!! =D

Whahahahs. I seriously eat alot when I'm creating the second Redhill yea? ahhahahs! >.<>BANANA ppl(blacks or browns dressing in uniform YELLOW shirt)

-Saw quite a few CUTE dogs.. and a furless schnauzer =.=" (why get rid of his fur sial grrrr)

-Saw Ang Mohs

-Saw a guy of around teen age, LEARNING to ride a two wheeled bicycle with ther aid of his friend.

-Saw Castles!!!! (You know there's this tower with some ppl looking after one?? Damn man! E castle they build nice la!!! )

-Saw SG's First Cable Ski. Competition going on.

-Saw our destination NOT far away! =D

BUT, we headed BACK! hahas Bought my SUBWAY cookies and a PINK DOLPHIN drink. Boarded the bus and HOME SWEET HOME.

Saw crowds while on the bus passing by Esplanade.

Nice view.. Nice COLOUR? -.- *red red red*

Didn't manage to view any fireworks this year cos there ain't anyone ELSE that I wna watch it with.

He'll be the one next to me next and consecutive ND..! ^^v

I simply ENJOYED myself to the core!!!!! No much quarrels or unhappiness..

Anyway, Hubby sing Jolin Tsai's 你还爱我吗 sing til damn funny la!!! *Hubby should know what I'm talking abt hor?*

hahas.. Thanks for making such a wonderful day Hubby!! Muacks Muacks.

And all those heartfelt words.. it moved my heart<33

You Make Me Wanna Love You More

[x]: 爱情方程式 :[x]

2007-08-09T12:16:00.000+08:00

[x]: 爱情方程式 :[x]

等待一段没有结果的爱情 = 悲伤 + 痛苦 + 失望

等待一个还爱你的人 = 甜蜜 + 苦涩

等待一个还爱你却看似没结果的爱情 = 悲伤 + 痛苦 + 失望 + 甜蜜 + 苦涩

那女孩的心根本没那么坚强

一心只想和男孩在一起

可男孩就是。。

即使说得再动听，男孩的甜言蜜语根本不足够。

When will you ever realise
all I want is your initiative?

I'm so drained by all these tears and heartaches.
Why don't you just make things clear..

Morning revision

2007-08-09T08:09:00.000+08:00

[x]: Early Bird! :[x]

Woke up early in the morning and did revision for my Social Studies! Maybe cos I bought a small notebook for it?? Hmmm.. hahas.

Well, was listening to songs at the same time and thoughts of him did appear in my mind.

我好想他。

虽然不曾离开过，但感觉不一样。

面对他时，我该笑着面对还是伤感的凝视？

双目交接的那刹那，我抵挡得了心中那隐隐作痛的伤口吗？

见到他时，我该叫他什么呢？？Ｊｅｆｆ？Ｈｕｂｂｙ？＝（

我对你的好，你看见了。。

但两人之间的感情还是不够坚定。。

[x]: Chips and Parts Of Songs - Dedicated to HIM :[x]

2007-08-08T21:01:00.000+08:00

[x]: Chips and Parts Of Songs - Dedicated to HIM :[x]

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes?
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong and were lasting for so long

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it’s too late
This could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my sideI will fight and defend

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
And I'm wishing that you would come back through my door

With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face

baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

As long as stars shine down from heaven

And the rivers run into the sea

Til the end of time forever

You're the only love I'll need

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

My Dearest Boy,

I know I wanna make you mine..

But I'm not gonna push..

I Love You.

Let Go.

2007-08-07T19:05:00.000+08:00

[x]: 放生 :[x]

Perhaps, it's really time to just let go ba?

I admit it hurts.. a lot a lot..

But we still hope the best for each other right?

选择离开他的世界的我，并不是不爱他了。

只是觉得，竟然他对这份感情这么的不确定，没有信心

那在一起又有设么意义呢？

我不会再任性的要求他留在我身边，

不会再渴望他会陪我一起走完人生旅程。。

我承认到现在，我还是会盼着有那么一天，
他会在我的未来里。- 一个很重要很重要的位置！

过去就让它过去吧。。

现在的你，

能拥有你要的自由了。
你有选择坐你自己的权利。。

[x]: HomeMovie.GirlStudy.HugeAppetite.SafeHomeSweetHome :[x]

2007-08-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

[x]: HomeMovie.GirlStudy.HugeAppetite.SafeHomeSweetHome :[x]

Watched NANA the movie on Crunchyroll this morning while waiting for XiaoTing to call me cos we decided to meet up for revisions.

NaNa is really a nice movie!! Didn't read any of its anime/manga but think it would be nice bahs? hahas.

Oh oh.. I LOVE THE THEME SONG!!!
Shall update the translated version soon. =)

Met up with mei(XiaoTing) at around 12 plus 1. We both wear LONG SKIRT today!!!! whahahahhas.

Indeed, we look TOO matured but.. who cares?!

We gotta be UNIQUE at times~? hahas.

Boyfriend not used to seeing us so.. and she keep giving bad comments la! Idiotic. LOL xP- But I Still love You Boyfriend!

Did my math and chemistry homework. Didn't manage to finish everything but still.. I DID something ok? Better than nothing!! buahahahas xD

Oh ya.. needa comment on what I've eaten today!! Lols.
This is a list of the food that went into my stomach from morning til night(in sequence):

*HOME*

1) Red Bean Paste

2) A Cup of HL Milk

3) Two Small Biscuits

4) Two Slices of Toasted Bread With Cheese and Luncheon Meat

*OUTSIDE*

5) A cup of Papaya Milk
6) Two bars of Oats and Honey (in a packet)

7) Foodcourt's Cheese Fries (shared with BF and Mei)

8) 1 Subway's Oatmeal Raisin Cookie

9) A can of Grass Jelly

10) Sweets

*HOME*

11) 1 Hotdog and cut wuxiang

12) One Biscuit

14) Green Apple

13) Green Tea

That's all! Lols.. Sure a HUGE appetite today man!!
And know what I got cravings for so many food la!!!

Doughnut, Thai Food, ShiLin Chicken, Gelare's Waffle, etc etc =X

Anyway, officer sent me home today again. Was the second time he escort me back home le. THANKS YA!! ^^

At least having someone trustworthy to send me can ensure a safe home trip yea? hehes.

Hubby went Sentosa today. Hope he had fun bah :)

I really miss him loads.. But.. hahas.. nvm..

By the way, officer text me asking if I'm free this coming week to meet out one day?? Hmm.. hubby won't be asking me out anyway. So.. yupps. Just plain friends going out so peeps don't luan luan say or think neh! ^^v

I love my hubby still. hahas

k la.. I go rest le.. shall blog again! nite nite!

爱

2007-08-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

爱

每段爱情的开始都是甜蜜、美丽及幸福的

但过了一段时间，感情也许会变得越来越浓，也许会渐渐淡掉。。

即使当初勇敢的一起克服所有困难与障碍，并不代表以后的路就会一帆风顺。

没有人能确保‘生生世世’或‘一生一世’，

更不用说‘天长地久’ 。

就连‘永恒’，‘永远’和‘一辈子’

都只是两个恋人口中的甜言蜜语。

曾经的海誓山盟，又应验多少次呢？

Was blog-hopping when I realised that LOVE evolves around most human, creating unwanted or unbearable feelings.

There were people who love someone but dare not confess, fearing that that will make matter worse. Simply put, that person they secretly hold an affection for will supposedly ignore or avoid him/her after the confession, right or wrong? - You decide.

Some other ones are those who lost their love, yet yearning it to come back. Like me in the past when he left for that miserable two weeks.
I wasn't feeling good at all times.
Cos I know, he occupied the whole of my mind.
I allowed my emotions and feelings to control over me.
Yet again and again I broke down with nothing in return.

And so, I started to live happier.
Believing in the love we once had will find its place to settle.
Then, two weeks later, it came back to where it belongs.
He came back to me.

I'm NOT saying that if you believe it, it WILL definitely happen.
I'm just trying to imply that, love causes heartbreaks and sadness, instilling pain and hurt. However, it is LOVE that embraced us, that guided us along, that taught us more about this world. Isn't it?

It showed you how beautiful this world is yet also the cruelty of life.
Separation that is.

Why not just love wholeheartedly? Faithfully? Life's short short short!!!!

You'll never have a lasting love if all you say are just sweet talks that came out simply from the mouth and not from the heart and voices within.

Promise? Forever? Please give me a break!
Indeed, we always hope for forever.
And there was this someone who once asked me..
"What's the definition for FOREVER?

Dictionary says:

"an endless or seemingly endless period of time"

"eternally; always"

yet again, what's "Always"? what's "Eternally"? What's that endless period of time?

Isn't it so vague? hmmm..

Just some comments:

Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...
Time is Eternity.

For all you out there with someone special in your heart,
cherish that person,
cherish every moment that you spend together that special someone,
for in life,
anything can happen anytime.
You may painfully regret,
only to realise that it is too late.

I won't say WE'll last,

cos I don't know.

I can predict ~~NOTHING~~ in the future.

And so, all I can say is..

"Til now, You're still my ONLY man."

[x]: Warm Night :[x]

2007-08-04T19:44:00.000+08:00

[x]: Warm Night :[x]

Hubby came over to my place yesterday midnight.
I slept well with HIM!!!! ^.^
Though not hug hug throughout the whole night, but I can still feel the warmth! hees.
I simply love closing my eyes happily with the fact that he is beside me and will 'send' me to my dreamland and opening my eyes first thing in the morning seeing him by my side sleeping soundly!

Some things may seem inferior or superficial but it might mean a lot to someone!

Hmmm.. BUT.. we both had WEIRD dreams!! >.<

Lols. It's not as if we both had a sweet nice n loving dream eh?? hahas..

My dream?? kinda distorted so I don't even know how to describe?

Wel, as for hubby, he told me he is DRIFTING on a HORSE, competing with others!!!!?????!??!?

Gosh~ He is really in a lala land! Lols..

Anyway, I helped hubby pluck his MOUSTACHE!!!!! Ooolalals~~~~ LOL

ONE conclusion:

SHAVERS can only do half of the job!
And hand plucking can help pluck out the remainin 3-quarter of the moustache leftovers! xP

Save the hassle or make it clean? YOU decide. =)

Hubby just went home not long. Hugged and kissed goodbye.

Hearts they bind
Never wanting to stop beating for the sake of the other
Voices they sound
Never wanting to stop saying "I Love You" to each other

For life is always short
For two lovers on Earth
To always be together
in the presence of each other

That when we found love
We rejoiced
We cherished
For time is never pausing or freezing
For anyone of us - be it You or Me

Your love sends me to that beautiful Utopia

quiz quiz~

2007-07-31T21:11:00.000+08:00

[x]: Quizzes! :[x]

Cheeky

You're the Cheeky Emoticon! You're cheeky by nature
and loves to tease others. You cant help it as it is in your nature.
Sometimes you irritate others through your mischievious ways but
most of the time, you're great fun to hang around with!

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Love Quiz to do more Quizzes!

=.= Am I really ~~CHEEKY~~??!

Fuzzy Slippers

You are a pair of Fuzzy Slippers. You are a genuinely
nice, sweet person, and people love you for it. You are kind and
caring, and people feel comfortable around you, just like a cozy
pair of fuzzy slippers!

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Love Quiz to do more Quizzes!

Romantic Kisser

You score as a Romantic Kisser. Good for you! You
know how to kiss and hopefully you have a certain someone to experience
a serge of happiness with. If not, it doesnt hurt to flirt kiss
a little hehe. Just dont get carried away. Romantic kissing is
always a plus! Kissing is an art keep it up and youll be really
good!

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Love Quiz to do more Quizzes!

Come and kiss me boy! {zws}

Health Stupid

You're Health Stupid. You think you know a lot
about your body, but you really don't. You probably complain a
lot about it, too, and worry over just a few pounds. Carbs are
what your body needs to produce energy, and when you do not have
enough sugars (carbs) your body starts breaking down muscles,
and using those for energy. Then you die. Fast food is bad for
you, and not eating meat is horrible on your body. You should
do some real research, and stop thinking you know it all. Possible
political affiliation: Liberal or Democrat

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Love Quiz to do more Quizzes!

Ok, this is really STUPID! lols

Full-Fledged Lover

You're qualified to be a Full-Fledged Lover! You
have showed wisdom and understanding of love and therefore is
old enough mentally and emotionally to experience the magic of
love. Although handling of relationships is not easy, you're well
equipped to handle it. However, do be careful whom you give your
heart with as it might end in tears if you're not careful.

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Love Quiz to do more Quizzes!

Emotional Animal

You're the opposite of cool. You're an Emotional
Animal. Cool will be the last word to describe you as you often
let your emotions carry you instead of being relax and calm about
everything. Your emotional approach to life will sometimes bring
you periods of highs and lows.

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Yellow

Your heart is Yellow. You are very fun loving and
you're the life and soul of the party. Some people may call you
childish, but they're boring and should be shot! Be happy to be
happy and don't change for anyone.

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Love Quiz to do more Quizzes!

Yellow huh?? hmmm... 0.o?

Proper Princess

You are the Proper Princess. You are what a princess
is: fashionable, elegant, responsible and obedient. And you enjoy
being a princess, too! You love the attention and the spotlight,
you enjoyed the luxuries. Yet, besides all that, you are smart
and witty enough to be the perfect princess, everyone enjoyed
your company, both because of your beauty and your wit.

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Love Quiz to do more Quizzes!

oolala~~ Proper?? whahhahas.. Nice one. =p

Some Words To Say

2007-07-31T20:03:00.000+08:00

Some Words To Say

if it helps you figure me out,

i take you for who you are..

i'm sorry for whatever has happened,

but i will be there for you,

and i may not say the right thing all the time,

but i always mean it...

i want to be with you, sex or not...

it's not the act that makes me want you...

it is you as a person,

the way you make me smile,

the way you make me laugh,

the way i feel when you lay next to me...

it's you... i can't ask for anything more...

Boy, do you know..
I'd rather have bad times with you,

than good times with someone else.

I'd rather be beside you in a storm,

than safe and warm by myself.

I'd rather have hard times together,

than to have it easy apart.

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart. - that's YOU

And to my Dearest Man..

I'll Never say goodbye cos I know I still want to try;

I'll never give up cos I still feel that I can take it;

I'll never say I no longer love YOU cos I know can't let go..

Man, Everytime ..

Late at night when all the world is sleeping,

I stay up and think of you.

And I wish on a star,

that somewhere you are thinking of me too - will you?

Without You, My Life Will Simply Tear Apart.

It's YOU who made me strong..

Boy, I just wanna say "I Love You"

-before everything is too late.

Love Love Love Tidbits

2007-07-31T19:16:00.000+08:00

[x]: Love's Tidbits :[x]

Girl: Do you really love me?
Boy: Of course I do.
Girl: I wanna hear you say it.
Boy: I don’t have to.
Girl: Why not?
Boy: Because...
Girl: I just want to hear you say it in words.
Boy: I can’t...

The girl started to cry softly and said:Then you don't love me...The two continued to walk in silence. They reached the girls home.

Girl: Why?
Boy: Do you really want to know?
Girl: (hesitantly) Yes.

He hugged her gently, kissed the tip of her noseand whispered in her ear,
"Because three words are not enough..."

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I had three friends. Eric, Cathlyn, Carol.
Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school.
Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish.
Carol was just one of those plain and average girls .
Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric.
Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric.
For she was already attractive enough.
Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care.
Carol wasn't ugly at all.
In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant.
But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes.
So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn.
For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl.
While Cathlyn was labele d as the cool and attractive type.

Eric always insulted Carol.

Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was.
And how dumb she looked.
Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless.
That's life. Carol never gave up though.
She wanted to prove something to Eric.
She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything.
She studied hard, really hard.
She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her.

But she never forgot Eric.
Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric's locker.
Always with the same words.
'I care for you, and I always will'
Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time.
Eric began to realise.
How dumb he had been.
His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn.
Was flirting with other guys.
He regretted for choosing the wrong girl.

Cathlyn broke up with Eric later.
For she had found a wealthier guy.
Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb.
He went to look for Carol.
He knelt on his knees, and said.
"Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise.
She only uttered these words.
"You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one"

Eric felt disappointed.
He didn't understand a word that she said to him.
But they became good friends.
Did everything together.
Eric began to change into someone better.
Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before.
His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way.
They just accepted him for his looks.
But Carol accepted him for himself .
She changed him.
Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday.
With the same words. She never forgot.

One day, Carol didn't turn up in school.
She didn't come for a week.
At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family.
Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them.
But one day. He received a call from the General Hospital.
Saying that Carol was about to die.
She had been suffering from cancer.
But Carol forbade them from telling him.
Because she didn't want Eric to worry about her.
But now that she was about to die.
She wanted to see Eric for the last time.
Eric rushed to the hospital.
When he saw how weak Carol was.
Tears began rushing down his cheeks.
He whispered.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"
She looked at him . And smiled weakly at him.

"When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully." Eric looked at her.
"You can't leave me!" he said.
"What will I be without you?"
"You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing."

"Yes?" "I love you" And she died. Eric screamed.
He still couldn't accept Carol's death.
He had only spent a month with Carol.

A month. But Carol changed his life in a way.
A way that no one could ever explain. He regretted.
But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven.

Sometimes We just don't appreciate those people who really care for us.
Until they leave us. Until we lose them. Then we regret.
Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts.
It's better to tell someone how much you love them.
Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them.
You'll regret Love is. When we fight till the very last minute.
Just to show and tell someone how much we love them.

But another Tuesday

2007-07-31T18:18:00.000+08:00

[x]: But another Tuesday :[x]

Well, supposed to have Geography remedial BUT.. I PON!! OMG~~

Anyway, bro came and fetched me. Went Bukit Timah's Mac to eat nuggets and fries then went to the cold storage where bro bought a pasket of marshmallows and my LONG-YEARNED Oats and Honey Biscuits!!!!

Hmmm.. Another day is going to pass again.. and soon, when the night falls, my mind will be so filled with HIM. >.<

I wonder what is he doing now? Is he missing me as well?

Boy, I love you.. and I wanna love always..! - will I ever have to chance to do so?

[x]: Love's Return :[x]

2007-07-30T18:06:00.000+08:00

[x]: Love's Return :[x]

The return of a love she yearned

The joy she felt at that moment he holds her back

Everything has gone back to normal

Yet nothing has proven a love's eternity

She knows what she wants.

She knows HE isn't giving her much of what she really needs - not just love.

She knows she loves HIM a lot.

She knows she needs HIM loads.

She knows she wants to be with HIM for as long as she lives.

Yet, forever seems so vague and faded.

She no longer questions bout HIM.

She no longer text HIM as much as the past.

Wayne just feels that if this love is strong, it shall withstand and overcome all obstacles.

She does not know how to keep HIM ALWAYS by her side..

She only knows..

If Love Turns Sour, There Is No Point Holding Back Anymore.

Someday, if She can't feel his love anymore;

If he doesn't wanna prove his feelings towards her anymore;

If he and she no longer feels as loved anymore;

If she no longer bear the respect she ought to have at least anymore;

She'll leave .. with Tears yet also a SM(:LE..

mum mum

2007-07-29T12:11:00.000+08:00

我要吃点心！！！！！ xD

Oscar, the cat with the purr of death

2007-07-28T08:48:00.000+08:00

[x]: OSCAR the Cat with the purr of DEATH :[x]

PROVIDENCE, Rhode Island (AP) -- Oscar the cat seems to have an uncanny knack for predicting when nursing home patients are going to die, by curling up next to them during their final hours.

Oscar the cat doesn't like to be put out in the hall when a patient is dying.

His accuracy, observed in 25 cases, has led the staff to call family members once he has chosen someone. It usually means the patient has less than four hours to live.

"He doesn't make too many mistakes. He seems to understand when patients are about to die," Dr. David Dosa said in an interview. He describes the phenomenon in a poignant essay in Thursday's issue of the New England Journal of Medicine.

"Many family members take some solace from it. They appreciate the companionship that the cat provides for their dying loved one," said Dosa, a geriatrician and assistant professor of medicine at Brown University.

The 2-year-old feline was adopted as a kitten and grew up in a third-floor dementia unit at the Steere House Nursing and Rehabilitation Center. The facility treats people with Alzheimer's, Parkinson's disease and other illnesses.

After about six months, the staff noticed Oscar would make his own rounds, just like the doctors and nurses. He'd sniff and observe patients, then sit beside people who would wind up dying in a few hours.

Dosa said Oscar seems to take his work seriously and is generally aloof. "This is not a cat that's friendly to people," he said.

Oscar is better at predicting death than the people who work there, said Dr. Joan Teno of Brown University, who treats patients at the nursing home and is an expert on care for the terminally ill
She was convinced of Oscar's talent when he made his 13th correct call. While observing one patient, Teno said she noticed the woman wasn't eating, was breathing with difficulty and that her legs had a bluish tinge, signs that often mean death is near.
Oscar wouldn't stay inside the room, though, so Teno thought his streak was broken. Instead, it turned out the doctor's prediction was roughly 10 hours too early. Sure enough, during the patient's final two hours, nurses told Teno that Oscar joined the woman at her bedside.
Doctors say most of the people who get a visit from the sweet-faced, gray-and-white cat are so ill they probably don't know he's there, so patients aren't aware he's a harbinger of death. Most families are grateful for the advance warning, although one wanted Oscar out of the room while a family member died. When Oscar is put outside, he paces and meows his displeasure.
No one's certain if Oscar's behavior is scientifically significant or points to a cause. Teno wonders if the cat notices telltale scents or reads something into the behavior of the nurses who raised him.
Nicholas Dodman, who directs an animal behavioral clinic at the Tufts University Cummings School of Veterinary Medicine and has read Dosa's article, said the only way to know is to carefully document how Oscar divides his time between the living and dying.
If Oscar really is a furry grim reaper, it's also possible his behavior could be driven by self-centered pleasures like a heated blanket placed on a dying person, Dodman said.
Nursing home staffers aren't concerned with explaining Oscar, so long as he gives families a better chance at saying goodbye to the dying.

Fruitful Thursday

2007-07-26T17:04:00.000+08:00

[x]: Fruitful Thursday :[x]

yoohoo~~ Bro WeiRong came to drive me today!! ^.^ kekes..
Hmm.. headed to my aunt's house first to take the camera then went Lot1 for lunch.
After eating, Bro treat me bubble tea~! ^.^ hehes..

Actuall going back but then Bro wanna go see if there's any spider thingy that he can hang in his car.
And so.. we went up to MiniToons then Comics Connection then More Than Words.

Well, he didn't see any spider thingy that he wanted. lols.

I called back home and well.. Mum forgot to buy the things I wanted AGAIN. The first time is foolscap which obviously she told me..

Day1 :

Mum: "aiyah.. you mei you xie zai zhi shang. wang ji le."
(I forgot already la.. Also never write on a paper.)
Me: -.-"

Day2 :

Me: "ni you mai ma??" (got buy?)
Mum: "mei you la. wo ben lai ji de de, then gen bie ren jiang hua jiang then xiang bu qi lai yao mai shen me le lo" (Don't have lah.. I did remember that I need to buy then talk to other ppl then after talking I cannot recall what I wanna buy le lo)
Me: =.=""

Well, this time.. I told her to help me buy snacks and tidbits cos she is working in Prime Supermarket so it is rather convenient la. THEN?! grrrr...

Nvm.. decided to get some for myself for tomorrow's SPORTS DAY!! It's the LAST SD that I'll be having worh.. hehes

I'm looking forward to the cheerleading part!! My prettaye XiaoTing is her house's cheerleader!! Ooolalas~~ I'm gonna take her photo!! And get her autograph?? hohoho xD

Anyway, I intended to pay for my own expenses. However, while looking around.. I saw CHOCOLATE !! There's some fillings in it one.. hahas.. And so.. Bro offered to buy for me.

At More Than Words.. Nets can only be used if you spend more than 20 bucks? Hmm.. no choice, we headed down to the ATM and he withdrew some money.

Bought..

1) a packet of Disney Marshmallow
2) LOOK Parfait ALa Mode chocolate
3) Petit Plus Torte Almond Biscuit
4) Coris Whistle Candy
5) a small snoopy Notebook

Total : $ 10.20

Bought only the first four items at first. Then while he was paying up at the cashier I went looking around. Then we saw notebooks and he picked up this cute lil one . Since it is only $1.90, he deicided to get one for me.. even though I said that I don't know what I can do with it? hahas..

I used to buy notebooks but they ended up either half used of less than that! =X

Bro said it was cheap afterall so just got it for me!!! weeee~~~

Happily went back home after that. =D

Thanks Bro ~~! ^_^

I'm glad that I've had you back to me.. Your Love Is Why I Am Living Happily Now. {ZWX}

Bruises

2007-07-25T17:06:00.000+08:00

Two of the bruises that I told BOYFRIEND to take for me...

The finger marks have obviously lightened down. Can You make up how the red marks are like??

Try slapping yourself tight at the face. You see lines of red finger marks? That's it. ^.*

This is the 2-cm bruise on my arm there.

The picture doesn't really show it being very serious though.

[x]: Early Home Sweet Home :[x]

2007-07-25T15:21:00.001+08:00

[x]: Early Home Sweet Home :[x]

Did not attend the Math Remedial today.
Not in the mood?? Hmmm.. Anyway, I keep having flashbacks of that scene.. It sends shivers down my spine everytime I recall it.

He's really inhuman!

Rubbed the 2-cm bruise which is on my arm. It is getting redder!! >.<>
Bro WeiRong drove me home today. He sent me up to my house. Isn't he just simply too good???
I mean.. he doesn't live near my house area.. or anywhere near CCK, and despite the fact that he still got a function to attend later in the evening, he agreed to send me home!! =D

Hehes..

Initial plan was Wen Sheng, my korkor de friend to send me home. But decided to go home early.. so I got no choice but to ask someone esle to send me home.kekes.

WS text me saying that he planned to bring me go eat la! ouhhhh..
I missed the eating part! =p whahahahas.. just joking

shall blog again.. tata~

Body Examination

2007-07-24T21:08:00.000+08:00

[x]: Body Examination :[x]

Went to have a body check-up cos the police investigator who took my statement said that in this way, when that stupid ducker is caught, his sentence will be harsher.

Went to this nearby clinic: PRO-LIFE Medical Associates Pte Ltd

The doctor pressed on my breast!!! Oh GOsh~! Felt uneasy lah!!! grrrrrr

Dno't worry.. it's a SHE doctor ok? Not a male one. hehes.

She filled up the medical complain form that is to be handed to the investigator officer.

She even measured my bruise mark on my arm one.. It's 2 cm!!!!! It looks small or short.. but well.. 2 cm is BIG already ok??!! >.<

Phobia

2007-07-24T18:41:00.000+08:00

[x]: Phobia :[x]

The terrifying incident that happened last night put me into a state of fear.

Reluctantly, I went to school for lessons this morning. Mother gave me the approval to not attend afternoon supplementary before she left for work.

Before I left the house for school, I prepared a penknife on my hand.

When I headed down the staircase, this fear just gushed up. I was petrified by that night, I confessed.

I have fear for the staircase now. Ridiculous?

Had lessons. Did cried in school when relating the incident to Boyfriend, Eefennie, and MeiMei, XiaoTing.

The red marks are still there, not as red as yesterday night though.

Quite a big bruise on my arm still. When will it recover? =(

By the way, I noticed a small blue black on my chest too. That means.. it isn't just simply red marks but also slight bruises.

Can you imagine how hard he grabbed me? D'=

Met up with my sister at Lot1 today. She messaged me during lessons asking where I was and what time I will be dismissed. She wanted to eat PIZZA. Which also means she has the intention to treat me!!

Honestly, I miss her loads since she is not at home for about 2 weeks. No doubt I can have the whole bed to myself but still, this house seems cold.

Had a heavy Lunch at PizzaHut.

1. Beef Lasagne

2. Hut's Chef salad with calamari ring

3. Mushroom Soup

4. Pizza (The new pizza with cheese one)

We were damn full after eating!! =D

Went to shop for some cosmetics with JieJie. After which, we headed home.

On our way back, I kept looking back and around. Perhaps, I am looking out for that familiar build.

Even during shopping, I have the fear if someone were to be behind me.

I am afraid that history will repeat itself.

I thought I am strong to overcome this fear. But I'm wrong. Utterly wrong.

That smile never disappears in my life, it is just that that guy really made me feel so hurt.

Looking around, fearing this and that.
It is terrible.

Til now, whenever I close my eyes, I am still able to picture that scene. That petrifying night; That violent and perverted guy.

This world set me wondering..

Why is this world so dark??

Where is the light and security?

After decades and centuries, why hadn't human nature of evil change for the better?

How is this world gonna be like?

Who is gonna take care of those hurt ones? Or perhaps.. those criminals ?

When is evil going to cease.

What on earth is this world made of?

The soul that was badly hurt.

Til time pass, do you think this lil one can heal her wound fast enough?

This time round, she faces a different kind of wound.. Not relations or love..

This time.. it is both physically and mentally..

Something.. she thought.. would never happen to her.. but it did..Unexpectedly..

这小小的心灵受了伤。。

脆弱的她，只渴望他的拥抱与温暖。。

[x]: The Fear :[x]

2007-07-23T22:24:00.000+08:00

[x]: The Fear :[x]

She was being ~~molested~~ at the staircase.

It was in between fourth to fifth level at 9.20pm +

Her chest showed red marks and her arm has a blue black. Everything hurts.

She was walking home. She saw this CHINESE teenage guy in BROWN and BERMUDAS when she was walking home.

She saw him entered into the lift of BLK 282. She paid little attention to him and as usual went up the stairs.

However, she saw him when she was at level four. He grabbed her breast from behind. Real hard. She screamed. She struggled. He ran away.

There was nothing she could do at that time. Heavy books on her hand, carrying a bag. No free hand. Immobolised.

She picked up her things, she went up her house. She CRIED.

She related the incident to her mother and her mother called her dad. Her brother went to pick up her girlfriend in case that guy strikes again.

She called HIM. She was sorry for not taking care of herself when she did promise that she will for many times.

Honestly, it was not really very late, how was SHE gonna know when will be the next time he strikes again?

One of the policemen said it was dangerous to take the stairs. But the lift is also far what!

She still gotta take the stairs at either 7th or 5th storey.

That frightening moment passed yet tears rolled down again and again.

NO ONE was THERE.

She can't take care of herself. She is useless. She hurt herself.
Til now, she still feel the pain at the chest. She don't feel like going out of the house. She wanna stay home.

She is afraid that she will see that guy AGAIN.

Who Knows if he would have hidden somewhere the next time and just prey on her ?!

She don't wanna go school.

I wanna stay home.. I really am scared....

FYI

2007-07-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

Please be updated that my SMS has EXCEEDED.

As a result, I may NOT be able to reply. I sincerely seek for understanding from friends who messaged me. I'm sorry!! >.<

Anyone wanna sponsor me a prepaid card? =X whahhahaha

[x]: RHD = Reconciliation :[x]

2007-07-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

[x]: RHD = Reconciliation :[x]

We're back together again after about two torturing weeks.

Met up with him today. Seriously had fun.. laughed a lot.. hahas..

Hubby is GOOD at 'DANCING'!! Lols..

Will he fly too high up the sky?? hmmm..

Anyway, we tried to do headstands!! Lols. What urged us to learn??
Well, it's STOMP THE YARD!! hahas.

I WANNA LEARN HEADSTAND!!!! -Teach me teach me! xP

By the way, I got to hug hubby today.

抱着他的时候，一股莫名的温暖涌上心头。

那一刻的我，不想放手。。时间能停止吗？

冰冻的心仿佛被他的拥抱给融化了。。

我不知道未来会不会有他，只知道。。此刻的我，会珍惜他。。 <33

[x]: Friday's Pre-Racial Harmony Day Commeration :[x]

2007-07-21T10:17:00.000+08:00

[x]: Friday's Pre-Racial Harmony Day Commeration :[x]

Woohoo~~~ Didn't manage to blog yesterday cos I reached home LATE. Midnight is considered late ok?? hahas.. Plus I have Oral Pract with teachers in school the next morning.. which is just now la. ahahas

Managed to get SIX malay MALE costumes. 3 from a friend and 3 from my neighbours!! Those malay guys damn friendly lah.. lols

And.. gues who was theone who made me took up the courage to approach my neighbours??

it was..

EEFENNIE my BOYFRIEND xD

Hahas.. She said I will never be that bold enough.. just like the last time that she merely asked me to asked the few people in the library if they could give up the table for us as they were like not using it? BF said I walked there then turned back ..Felt like I'm so DAN XIAO!! grrrrrr*

Anyway.. I did approached the malay neighbours of mine sitting at the pavilion beside the playground.. but of course.. scared and nervous. LOL.

ME: err.. hello.. *wave shyly* eh.. do you all have malay traditional costume that can lend??
THEM: *look at each other* Why?? You need it ar?
ME: ya.. can can??
Guy A: oh.. racial harmony ar? you need it when??
ME: I need it now.. cos tomorrow needa wear already.
GuyA: You what school? secondary?
ME: Swiss cottage..
Guy B:*eyes widen*wah..! Swiss cottage.. a.. must lend..
*Started asking his friends checking how many they can lend*
You need what? Male one?? You see my size la.. too big cannot lah. hahas
ME: hahas. Can la can la..
Guy A: What size you need?? How many?
ME: any size. As many as possible?? ^.^
Guy B: You needa give us at least a number what..
ME: How many can you guys lend??
Guy B: ermm.. 3 or 4 I think?
ME: oh.. can can!!

DUCK!! I'm sick and tired of this COMPUTER!!!! Didn't managed to save my post before it hang.. and I'm seriously pissed to type AGAIN n AGAIN!!!!!!
AGGHHHH!!!! DUCK x Trillion!!!

Forget it.. see photos ba.. (MORE to be uploaded once I receive them from friends..)

The THREE Japanese TAI TAI!!! xD
Wayne and Eefennie~~I'm sorry if the acting cute part is 'disturbing'! whahahhahas.. You choose to see it ! xP
Okok.. Let your eyes relax.. A normal one!! buahhahahas. =D

Needed??

2007-07-18T18:11:00.000+08:00

我只是他生命里的二氧化碳。。看不见，也不需要

The thought that he isn't missing that much;
The thought that he will never realise if I were to disappear;
The thought that he will sooner or later be taken by other girl;
The thought that he was once the one who loved me so much;
The thought that he said how much he needed me..

Yet.. everything just never seems to be the way we said it would be.
Like any other relationships, those promises, sweet-talks, etc, they never meant to be kept.

Indeed, how sure are we? How predictable is this world?

明明知道自己早已在他心中那重要的地方消失了，为什么我的心还是放不下？
这样的过日子，一直想着他，但他又多想我呢？
到一要到什么时候，我才能真正的放手。。

不被他需要的我，真的好难过。。

断了线的风筝，根本就不会再回来了。。 ='(

[x]: Tearing Apart.. I'm bleeding :[x]

2007-07-15T10:36:00.000+08:00

[x]: Tearing Apart.. I'm bleeding :[x]

I thought I can forgo this relationship;

I thought I will be alright;

I thought I can live on my on;

I thought I will not miss him;

I thought I can end it happily;

I thought I will not cry again;

But things just happened to be the opposite.
He was supposed to meet me. I mean we agreed to meet. But after seeing him with another classmate de photo, guess what?

Image of him with other girls just run wild in my mind. I pictured him being able to smile so genuinely with friends than me.
Perhaps.. I’m just thinking too much. But.. isn’t it true?
He is better off without me and our problems.
Or maybe .. which is no longer important.. that I’m just another typical ‘unreasonable’ and ‘sensitive’ girl who thinks a lot.

Boy, no matter how much I want or need you, you just never seem to realize.
These days are torturing me deep down. Trying to act a strong front and yet my heart is bleeding. Will you ever know?

I said umpteen times of ‘takecare’ etc that simply ended the conversation with you online. Yet again and again I tried to find a topic or question that will keep it going. What am I doing?

I never wanted to stop any conversations with you. But you will never know how I feel. Why..?

I felt so emotional. About to type things on how exactly I feel. But then, I hesitated.

You won’t be happy this way. You’ll only feel worse. I ‘laughed’ in msn. I tried not to let you think I’m not ok. I tried to the happy and cheerful me.

Who else will know that I’m crying here? Who else will know that my heart is bleeding?

Knowing that he will be coming, I bathed and decided to fetch him from the station. However.. haish. I just don’t feel as if he really wanted to come ON HIS OWN ACCORD that much. He said he’ll do anything just to make me smile. But will I?

I’ll be so happy to see him.. yet how happy can I be compared to him wanting to come himself and not because of me?!

Guys are insensitive. Or maybe, cos he no longer have to think of me. He doesn’t seem to know.. that I just wanna see him so much.

My heart is tearing apart when he said that I’ll find a better guy or things that he thought would make me feel happier than to be with him.

He wanted me to smile. A MUST. But.. how am I suppose to? Tears are falling.. trying to act that I’m alright…how long can I take it?

说了不要掉眼泪,但还是做不到..

cosplay saturday

2007-07-14T22:37:00.002+08:00

[x]: Eventful Saturday :[x]

Went gym then met up with friends. All three of them wear gothic la! Including girlfriend who initially told me she not really wearing too goth. =.=

Went to downtown east where the cosplay event is held. It's til tml!!
Anyway, did saw lotsa characters. Like those in Bleach, Naruto, chobits, etc etc.
There were sure MANY photographers and camera girls and guys!!
Oh well, the three of them were being taken photograph of too. =)
Ate at the foodcourt and down to town. Basically, there was this beatbox thingy. Woah~ That guy sure is pro la!! Or should I say beatbox is just so amazing?! LOls.

I was wondering... why does he have such skills or so to be so gd in beatbox!!!
Won't he feel tired?? I mean.. his mouth? hahas.

I am seriously tired of typing. That is why I'm just naming the main things that happened today. Had fun. Enjoyed. But at the same time..

I am missing him dear loads.

These fun and laughter just can't seem to wash out his face in my mind.
He appears before me whenever I close my eyes.
Not a day pass that I don't think of him at all.
Will he ever walk back in from that door he left?

hais.. I needa be happy and STRONG!!! I can do it!! xD
Jiayou oh wayne~~

Ok. that's it. Shall blog again other day. Nite peeps!

2007-07-14T22:37:00.001+08:00

[x]: Happy Friday 13! :[x]

Had Chemistry test on ORGANIC CHEM, ALKENES n ALKANES, MACRMOLECULE, CARBOXYLIC ACIDS and ALCOHOL.
Does it look like a BIG topic test?? o.0
Well, I didn't really pay much attention during lessons and I know I'm done for it cos I didn't study much for the test too. But taking the test marked the end of scheduled school lesson.

Had English extra lesson. Was supposed to start at 240pm due to the muslim but was carried forward to 130-3(but it ended ard half an hr later). Anyway, it's only two students that are going to pray in mosque so it won't be much of a problem ya. ^_^

Names were being called and those were the students who scored less than 15/20 for their SA1's oral and they have to be tested by a I-Don't-Know-Where-She-Is-From-Or-Who-She-Is lady. She looks quite young though supposedly in her early 20s? hahas.

I was of course HAPPY that I WASN'T being call on BUT, well as among them were most that I was going gym with, I got no choice but to stay til 5 plus with them.

By the way, since it's FRIDAY THIRTEEN, known to be a bad luck day, I shall comment that..

I'M BEING HIT BY THE BALL THRICE!!!-all thanks to ALVIN's superb kicking and aiming skills =.="
Well, went to gym and did exercise for 40 min. 20 for track mill and 20 for the look-like-bicycle equipment. hahas. As long as I perspire much enough, I'm satisfied LOL.

Walked back to near school area there cos meeting WeiRong Bro, he agreed to fetch me maybe to dinner or what then drive me home. Initial plan was to meet at the MRT station, but I was so ADDICTED to my PAPAYA milk that I went back to buy one at a shop nearby. The stall girl still recognise me I think? hahas. I only went twice before, but both times I ordered the same drink.

Went in and ordered my P.milk and when she handed me the drink, she realised she added PEARLS!! Well, I never order it with pearl so think she feels quite apologetic bahs. She said sorry more than twice! Luckily, she didn't collect the extra 30 cents for the pearl. I saved my thirty cents? hahas.

Waited for few mins before bro actually found his way to where I said I was. hahas. He handed over a plastic bag. Guess what??

It's CHOCOLATES!!!! xD
I mentioned that I wanna eat chocolates in my MSN personal message, and he really did buy it. Lols. Such a nice brother I have!!
He bought not just ONE but THREE.(Merci, Hershey's:Cookies n Creme, Cookies n Chocolate) OMG. I'm gonna be SO FAT!! grrrr. But it's ok! I'm having regular exercise. NO gain No lose. hahas
He drove me to eat JAPANESE FOOD!!! woolala~~
It's NEW GARO JAPANESE RESTAURANT located at No.6 Chun Tin Road. Somewhere around bukit timah there.
I had a fried salmon don, but I didn't manage to finish the rice! Too loaded with fish and egg. HAHA. Then he ordered salmon sashimi. YUMMY!!! Can I have more next time? ^.^ whahhhahahas Was bloated and felt kinda sinful. lols. Did exercise yet eat so much, what is the burning of calories for then? heee x)

Nvm. I’m going gym AGAIN!! Saturday morning awaits me~~ whahhas. K lahs.. gotta go prepare le. TATA~

BUt a dream

2007-07-12T06:20:00.000+08:00

[x]: But A Dream :[x]

Dreamt of my birthday last night. lols.
how I wish I can continue to dream in such xingfu de lalaland!! hurrhurr.

I receive lots n lots of prezzie know?! Even from people in my dream that I thought would most probably forget it!! And and.. they're all big big presents!
One of which from my uncle is a LAPTOP! Gosh~~ I want a real one for my 17th birthday? whahhahhas.

Anyway, was awaken by my phone's alarm. TIME TO GET BACK TO REAL LIFE!! arghhhh..

Missed him. But after bathing and being sober once again, I know.. letting go is what I have to do now.

Saranghae saranghae~~
Though not being together, I still love him! Lols.

Supposedly, I'm getting use to the way it is now. Is it because during the drag I had realise how much a burden this relationship has become?
Whatever it is.. We're both freed from each other.
Love.. it's never gone.
For us, it took a rest, a break.
Time will come to reveal what exactly we want deep down in our hearts I guess.

Still loving him..

2007-07-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

[x]: The Confession :[x]

I love the warmth of your hug;
I love the feel of your kiss;
I love the sound of your heartbeat;
I love the grasp of your hands;
I love the voice when you say you love me;
I love the connection when you look into my eyes;
I love the night we glaze at the starry night;
I love the taste of the dark chocolates that you bought for me;

I Love You.. The Way You Were..

Rang him up while on my way back. There is really just NOTHING to talk about.. as usual. yups. He don't like to talk on phone.

Went to GYM with my classmates, Jacob, WeiHao, Eugene, Jieying and YouXiang(He was busy drawing. Came to see see only? =.=") after geography remedial.

After gym, met up with my prettaye mei mei(XiaoTing). Headed to Lot1 to walk walk. Ate LJS de Chicken Potato Salad!!! When's the last time I ate that? Hmmm..

Anyway, did get to buy papaya milk from one of the shops on my way back to school to meet her. Lot1 seriously LACK OF PAPAYA!!! Grrrr..
And!!! 7-11 DON'T sell that oat biscuit I WANT !!! Only at CHEERS' de counter there got. QI SI WO LE LA!!!! aghhhhh.

By the way.. I've already come up with a NEW WISHLIST!!! hiak hiak hiak!!! xD
I'll try to save up for those.. ^_^

Regarding relationship etc, I admit I really love him loads.
I admit I miss him. But well.. he don't need me now in his life.
Maybe.. perhaps after 5 years, we will be together again.
That's just another unknown in life.

Decided to edit m friendster profile soon. Preferrably later?
kees..

Bye~~ <33

Sorry..

2007-07-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

[x]: Sorry.. :[x]

This relationship is heading nowhere now. Everything seems so vague to me.
No longer clear of my stand in his heart though he said he does love n miss me.

No more waiting - he told me not to.
Thought I am stronger now.. but again.. tears fall..

I decided to try let go bit by bit. Without me.. my thinking.. my prob..
I believe he will be happier and more carefree.

Called him just now. Perhaps he was too tired after a long day school. We had nothing much to talk about.
If I can be that unreasonable.. can I ask how much I mean to him? Can he tell me that I am his priority?
Impossible cos he has his family, friends, classmates and game. I'm not the one here to interfere and cause so much disruption in his life.

I hope I feel alright after making such a decision. I admit that I'm sad but I think..
This day is just a matter of time that it will come by. Sooner or later.

If ever I wanted to wait for him to finish school and NS, I guess he would most probably be with another girl already. I don't wanna get myself so hurt knowing the fact that after a long and faithful wait, all I received was just ignorance or rejection.

He is a nice boyfriend afterall.
Like my pretty mei mei said, I might be holding on.. to the past Jeff and not the one Now.

I want him but..
He deserves better girl too.
I'm sure he knows who else treats him better than I do.

Last but not least, I admit I miss him loads.
Let time heal everything bahs.. ='(

[x]: Life's Twist :[x]

2007-07-08T14:14:00.000+08:00

[x]: Life's Twist :[x]

ciggarettes are rich people stuff now.
How many sticks a day? Or.. how many box per week?? 7?

I HATE MY LIFE!
I hate it not because of outside family complications. I hate it because I am going through it from a not bad family to such a state..

What has gone wrong here?!

Dad was being conned 200 bucks for cigg. See?? This is what 'tan xiao pian yi' cause.
Smoke smoke smoke.. Does he have a limit for everything he does?

How much have he thought and considered for this family?
Fancy calling me when I wasn't at home at late nights, without even knowing the reason from mummy he started yellin over the phone?

Does he really think he FIT to do so?!
He who was out til so late..?
I appreciate his care for giving me a family. A not bad one at first.
But what has it become now?

-I remembered when he flared up just for the few bucks for cigg.
He started throwing things.. damaging it on purpose. Those bai she ping etc. Was he out of his mind?
I cried. I abhorred the sight of that. Mum said nothing. Sis and I were picking up the things that are still working, putting them back to where they were. Sis told me just put them back and stop crying.

-I remembered when he came back home so drunk. I was talking on phone or playing com and he was like.. Still don't study!
-.- Will he ever know I did WHEN HE WAS NOT AT HOME BUT DRINKING?!
He emptied my bag and started pouring some chemicals on it.
One of the file which was received from some chinese cluster competition was like damaged? ..
The word smerdged. My bag and books were soaked with chemicals..
It smelled so strong. I cried.

-I remembered when he actually injured someone with .. and was jailed a few months.
That was the first time I ever saw my Mum cried. I bet she was heartbroken and thus broke down.
Of course, to think back how much they spent on the lawyer's fee etc, I really kan bu guo qu! haish

-I remembered times when he used to give me extra allowance. But now?

-I remembered the days we went out together as a whole family to the beach or something like that. Those happy moments. The laughter.. They were all vague in my mind but I do recall bits.

-I remembered how 'sticky' I was towards him. Days back when I actually tagged along with him to catch fish.. into the woods for fruits(rambutans, durians, jackfruit) etc. I had the most enjoyable childhood.

I know he loves any one of us. But.. he just doesn't get it right.
Dad, I Love You.

Mushy things just won't come out of my mouth.
I know Mum n Dad care alot for us..
I really do.

One day, I hope I can be the one helping this family.. back to the days when everyone are so happy and .. no longer brooding over money matters.

Ppl out there may be poorer ad sufferin more than me. Hopefully, they will work hard to push open that door of a new phase in life bahs.

Going to bathe to meet girlfriend instead. Off to bathe~~~

drink drink~

2007-07-08T11:05:00.000+08:00

Just for a clarification..

My kor simply gave her money to buy things that is necessary?? This is what my kor told me. He's already working on a solution and well.. I've no strong objection since he claimed that he knows what he is doing and that he won't be so what in love. I really really xi wang he gets my point too - I just don't wish him to spend too much on someone he knows not long and then got tgt with.

I don't really hate her. Hope she understands that we have our stands too.

Anyway, SHE had a few left to buy her cosmetic herself.. but.. what's with the receipt I saw then?? Hmmm.. forget it.

TRUTH are just UGLY FACTS that NONE would want to REVEAL.
What they'll do is just COVER UP for the LIE.
-true enough? hahas

Can't totally push all blames on HER when it comes to family finance matter. It was DAD who is the ROOT CAUSE. out of job AGAIN??!! Can he an fen shou ji and hao hao work?

aghhhh!!!!!!! QI SI WO LE!!!!

ahhhhh~~~!! Don't say lerh.

[x]: Drink, drank.. but not ~~DRUNK~~

Back to my own life. Went to drink with my friend. (unexpected?) I know HE dont like me to drink. I think HE would flare up? But.. I just.. Nvm.. explanation does nothing.
Drank white wine and half of the - quickfu*k
It's NICE!! Do try!! hahas.

The sky is so BIG and filled with numerous stars~~
It somehow reminded me of the day of my birthday. That night that HIM and I were together chatting and glazing at the stars at ECP. It was memorable.
Things happened that day keep running across my mind.
Another case was when I laid on his lap.. I recalled the weary me lying on his lap too. It was really comfortable and .. shuo bu chu de xingfu and wen nuan. hehes.

Whatever it was.. everything is just a past of what we had before.

Honestly, I was not a 100% sober girl after drinking that two glasses of white wine n half a cup of the QF. I don't normally drink ya? So.. well.. ahhahs..

BUT I'm definitely still clear in my mind. I'm more sober than drunk. I SWEAR.
I felt a lil dizzy though but was not too over.

Anyway, I just simply LIKE that QF and.. white wine does taste better than the red one =X ahahhas

K la.. Meeting my pretty later for homework.
I hope my brain is still workin!! xD

ja ne~

Bro's GF

2007-07-07T00:48:00.000+08:00

[x]: Bro's GF :[x]

ahhh!!! My kor kor(real one) is getting on my nerves!!!

I 'see no down go' le!!! arghhh!

I don't care if she's MY fren. In fact, I don't really quite know her well.
Besides, I'm not that close to her. I don't know what type a person she is.

Maybe, she is really into my brother. BUT.. what if she's not?
What if it's only bcos my brother let her stay at our house for a period cos she claimed that she had a quarrel with her mum AGAIN and ran from house ANOTHER TIME?

Can you see how problematic she is?
I mean.. like what I've picked up from the conversation with my mummy(real one),
NO parents on earth scold the child for NOTHING!! I know there are some who really are unreasonable... demo!

How hard-hearted can her mum be? No one knows if she's speaking the truth.
To make others believe in you, you gotta show and prove that you're trustworthy isn't it?
But I doubt she did it.

Guess what?? Staying over at our house for I-dunno-will-be-how-long days..
Wouldn't she feel bad bout it?
She's bothering us family .. does she even know THAT?

I know I sound real nasty despite SHE being my friend too. But so WHAT?!
Everyone has his/her own limits!

一段刚上轨道的爱情，并不需要完全付出所有！-- 尤其是$$$!!!

Mummy saw kor passing $$ to HER.
She asked me.. kor supporting her ar?
I have no comments. I'm NOT going to say ANYTHING.

Seriously, she can jolly well head home when her mum's NOT at home to at least pack her things WITHOUT BUYING NEW ONES!

WHAT THE HELL when she gets to buy new stuffs like cosmetic??
NOT WITH HER OWN $$$!!!

We're all INDEBTED to our PARENTS since the day we came to this world.
Diapers, milk powder, clothing, shelter, etc etc. We 'chao chao'(smelly smelly) owe them more than a million!! It seems a large amount to be impossible .. but this is what amounted up to TIL THIS DAY we're ALIVE!!!

See my point here?
Unless you can take out an at least >1 mil on the spot and give it to your parents, you're forever NOT out of the DEBT.

She better make sure she's not after the good things that korkor did as a bf to a gf.
She better make sure that she really like him that they were tgt.

I know I ain't in any position to say much BUT *toot* ! She OUGHT to know her OWN LIMITS too.

I can be a nice and helpful friend. But when it comes to sensitive issues, I'm sorry..
You just gotta know your stand and MY stand. ESPECIALLY WHN IT COMES TO $$ and FAMILY matters~!~!

for that SHE.'J', you know who you are. I don't have any ideas whether you'll see this post not. I just want you o know that if ever you're that B***H that jus fancy stead with anyone for $$/shelter etc.. I'll NEVER EVER let you OFF so EASILY!! Try me.

One who seems less powerful is in fact the most superior and hidden one.
His/her ability and capability are never to be looked down on.

Bear this in MIND!!

2007-07-04T19:27:00.000+08:00

爱情的不公平。

我其实很自私，但若任性，结果只是失去你。。

在你眼里，我已不是唯一。。

好难受。。

却不想放手，因为始终还爱你。。我根本舍不得。。

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