Thursday, August 31, 2006
8/31/2006 10:48:00 AM Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: The Celebration :[x]
hoii hoii..I'm back home from school!! Yeah man.. It's 10.44 am now.. Am?? yeaps! morning.. I did not play truant or what.. Everyone knows tomorrow's teachers' day rite?? hahas..
So.. we had our Aces day and Tchers' day celebration today. >.<
I like one of the programmes put up by our sch students.. the street dance one.. They're so .. oh my~~~
They're dancing wth strength n it's so nice!!! Super duper nice!!! whahahas! My vocab limited ar.. hahas.
Anyway, I wish to learn.. but think.. forget it.. Kees! ^.^
I'm really impressed by the Malay guy in our sch's combo band. He sang "Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin" sial! Okay, though it's the 2nd time i heard it already, I'm still impressed. He got a nice vocal and he sings with .. hmmm.. got feel larhs.. hahas. You know.. feeling ery impt also.. =D
There he goes.. "ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen .. wo ai ni oyu ji fen..." everyone was like "whoooooooooo~~~", "arhhhhh~~~" ahahs..
I gave my hand made "qing tian wawa" to 8 tchers in particular and headed straight home! Oh.. it's really 8 LIMITED dolls.. not for sale sehs..You can't find one in e market.. ^.*
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
8/29/2006 06:13:00 AM Y
Post title : A Friend Indeed
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: A Friend Indeed :[x]
Okay, just to 'comment' a very nice friend of mine, NP.
I was not feeling quite well yesterday due to my annoying and weak stomach =( So I missed the Science enrichment lessons and headed straight home!
Back at home, I was feeling much more better after resting.. kees.. It really hurts in school that i wrote "TONG(painful)" in chinese on my friends hands!! ahahs..
Anyway, i was doing my teachers' day present when my message tone sounded.. guess who??
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It's my classmate, NP! Woah~~
He sent a message of concern ^.^ So nice right? DIn expect any of my classmates to message me asking how was I feeling Lols..
Don't mistaken him with any motive or what.. he got a girl in mind and we're just FrieNds! ^.*
Why do I purposely wrote a post bout him?? Simply bcos I want you peeps out there to realise how much friends mean to us. We can talk bout BGR at a later stage in life but one can never be 'out of friends'. =D
My life is beautified by THEM!! Love ya guys n girls! *Smooches* =X
Sunday, August 27, 2006
8/27/2006 04:25:00 AM Y
Post title : Confession Of An Unwanted Truth
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Confession Of An Unwanted Truth :[x]
I confess that my feelings are not there for him.
I confess that 'LOVE' only exist in a one-sided way.
I have to confess the soul within me is voicing out
I must confess that I simply can't get things right.
I'm sorry to have hurt you.. the msg that u send me telling me that u've cried but will b ok made me feel very guilty. But besides guilty.. what is it that I feel? Numb?? Emotionless?
I have to admit I need time.. And, I more or less had an answer to myself. I've hurt a guy somehow like this too, first accepting him, then told him that I wanna be alone. I can sense the deep sadness inside, but I got no other choice. It's MY happiness too.. I can't possibly force myself to satisfy others right? Hope you understand.
1st sept will be the day I'm gonna give Him an answer..Sort of a confirmation abhs.. I need some time to think through if he's what I really want. I don't wanna act harshy anymore (though I did again)
Anyway, I hope e both of us could still be friends even if we can't be couple. I believe he can give me happiness and can definitely takkaire of me, But what a guy I need is not his type.. somehow.. hais.. I shall reconsider it very carefully this time.. I don't wanna hurt anyone.. I'm really sorry.. Hate me if you want..
Thursday, August 24, 2006
8/24/2006 06:09:00 PM Y
Post title : Fear
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Fear :[x]
Am I blessed to have you? Imagine me without you.. will I be sad?
Because of you, because of your appearance..
My life, my world..
it's all brand new.
I'm lost in confusion. Am I feeling it right? Are we meant to be? Will we...
The fear is coming every now and then. Is it that I'm worrying too much? Perhaps, I'm just too afraid to accept the reality, fear that history would repeat itself..
If ever one day, you realised that I'm not the girl you love truly, you can feel free to step out of my world.
I let go with no tears, I hope.
But I'd never guranttee how long that wound you gave me would heal
Be it days or weeks or months..A deep wound shall be left with a scar.
A scar that'll never disappear.
To you, I feel everything so unreal, is it the beginning? The start of one relationship is always sweet.. like you'd care and say you miss and love me hell lots.. however, how long wil this last?? Nobody knows.
Thus, as long as I'm with you, I shall treasure the moments we shared. Maybe, you could fully open up my heart one day and build a new rainbow whereby we shall cross together hands in hands to reach out to the happiness at the other end. Can we?
I love you.. and I mean it. Never say love me if you're gonna leave me.. if you're not committed..
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
8/22/2006 07:36:00 PM Y
Post title : I'm His
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: I'm His :[x]
=20.08.08= :
A new date to remember..
A new person to depend on..
A fresh new chapter begins..
He's the one I feel could be there for me. His words hit me. It was not all the sweet talks. It's just the assurance that he gave me.. I felt.. I could depend on him..
Though I do not know how much I love him now, But at least I know for sure, I'm not gonna leave him without any reasons..
There ought to be some obstacles to go through, and I really hope that we could make it til the very end of our life jourmey.
However, he is just so "Eugene" (my 7 mth ex).
Gene and I didn't managed to overcome one of the 'major' obstacles in our relationship, sad to say. I once thought that we could last, but.. forget it, I'm over it.
Why did I say my boy is so HIM??
Simple bcos, both of them have the same .. hmm.. how should I put into words?
They're just so 'eager'?.. 'enthu'?.. so.. I don't know but I can feel it. Hope it's not coming..
He's one that I'd never believe that I'll have as Bf. (after with gene's r/s). It's not that I couldn't let go of anything or anyone. I used to disapprove Bf for sleeping late, and I really mean LATE ! Also, I don't like my Bf to be a game addict, chiongster(go clubbin' often), smoker(must I be a super obvious passive smoker? My lungs are growing blacker! )': lols), etc etc.
Above these criteria mentioned, he is a smoker, and he stays up late at night, sometimes with his friends outside slacking.
I know I can't interfere much after being with gene.
I understand that this is part of their leisure time. One has his/her own freedom and right to do anything in his/her life right?
Anyway, I believe that he's gonna be a gd Bf (at least for the moment).
I'm just afraid that history would repeat itself.. *praying hard not to*
Sunday, August 20, 2006
8/20/2006 10:54:00 AM Y
Post title : 19th August 2006
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: 19th August 2006 :[x]
A day to commence the start of a new story..
Owner: Wayne[me]
Dog: YunHan[HiongHiong]
Cat: Eefennie[MeowMeow]
There's also another 'optional' Donkey: Yixin. Hahas! He's not the main character so don't needa mention much =X Am I a lil too bad? hahas!
Went to town with doggie that day and met up with meowmeow n donkey at cine LJS.
They PS me!! ['They' refer to e cat n dog] ^.*
Anyway, we had much fun n laughter out ! Miss them lots sial. It's been decades since I last met up with them!!
HiongHiong is back from OBS.. blacky!!
Lols.. She resembles the Bull God! Oh MA goD~ lols.. Jkjk.. =D
I really enjoy my days lately.. Everyday with fun, joy, and laughters! Kees.. Even if there'll be his slightest unhappiness, I suppose I'll forget bout it within mins! hees! Thanks to all my beloved friends!
[-BeautifiedForYou-]
[-Ning-]
Saturday, August 19, 2006
8/19/2006 01:48:00 PM Y
Post title : 'RUSH'
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: 'RUSH' :[x]
Guess where I went last night with Mel and En..?
yeah ^^v , as the title suggests, we went to 'Rush'!! hahas..
I was just curious to why people like to go such places and blast their ears with loud technos. They were dancing to the technos, obviously.. But can't they dance at home with their music on too? Lols.. Same goes to people who love going Lan Shop to play Dota, Maple, etc etc. Why must you waste that extra $$ to play outside when you got a com at home? Hahas! No offence eh?? ^.^
Though at first I don't understand why people like to go 'chiong'. But now, I guess I know a lil bahs.. It really is a form of de-stress to most people. They dance their minds out and the technos just simply possess a supernatural power that seems to control your body, making it move!! hahas.
Ok, back to my main point here.. I was 'smuggled' into Rush !! OMG.. Hahas, Anyway I'm so tired now. I took the first train which is at 5.50am home and after a shower, I went to school for my CO prac. Exhaust myself!! Gosh~ What am I doing??
My eyes were closing when I'm playing those pieces.. they just can't open themselves.. I watched the time passing by slowly.
Now, I've reached home but I'm not sure if I wanna sleep.. Cos I feel like going out.. hahas!! Crazy me.. Becoming panda lerrhs.. Call me Miss Panda! kees
Friday, August 18, 2006
8/18/2006 05:40:00 AM Y
Post title : Nothing But Just A day
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Nothing But Just A day :[x]
Yesterday(Thurs), I went jogging with my dear friend, YuTing.
It's been quite some time since I last met up with her eh? hahas. Anyway, she's still as pretty! Lols
We jogged a total of 6 rounds if I'm not wrong. Then we also went to the senior citizen fitness corner!
Oh~ we're old =x
Call me no old lady please. Haha!
All I all, we had a nice chat too. Hopefully she can come back from her friend's chalet tomorrow(*sat) so we can meet up!! I wanna go out with ChioBu~~ Hees.. Who doesn't?
Well, not les here! ^.^
These few days I've bee doing well and there's nothing much interesting that I wanna blog.. Just wanna pray that my senior, Enm would try to get over the past and be more happy. Life have to go on ehs?
En, I'll always lend a listenin ear to you so feel free to find me k? Though I may not always be by your side.. Just remember that someone is still there to help and care for you.Please don't give up on yourself. JiaYou!
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
8/15/2006 06:23:00 PM Y
Post title : 'Finally' Sick?
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: 'Finally' Sick? :[x]
Well, I had a headache yesterday(mon).
It was just a headache but I can really feel it hurting! =(
Anyway my head was rather heavy that day and I was more or less kinda down?? And easily pissed i supposed? But think everything was in control! kees..
That day was supposed to have science enrichment at 2.30pm which our form teacher had informed us. However when we reached the venue(chem lab), the person-in-charge told us that our session was not the 2.30 slot but it was from 4.10 to 6.10!!! Arghhh~~ My head was calling again.. okies.. should expected what I'll do right?? Yeah~~ I left. I need rest! =)
Today we went to the Khong Guan biscuit factory and overall i've bought three packets of biscuits there! Yum Yum! hahas.. We went in to the factory with our 'mushroom head'(cos every1's wearing a head net or sth lidat larrhs. Lols. The first stage of the manufacturing of biscuits.. the moment we stepped in.. OMG! What a pungent smell!! Smells like those hair dye sial. Yuckies.. My nose can't hold!
Anyway, it's was quite fun seein them and the machine producing biscuits narhs.. Biscuitss... Biscuitss... Biscuitss.. I'm gonna have biscuits for my breakfast, lunch and dinner?? LOls..
Biscuits world~
Sunday, August 13, 2006
8/13/2006 12:01:00 AM Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Flag Day. Tin Cans -> Results? :[x]
I am SUPER FED UP and IRRITATED!
Cello/Bass section very lousy cos we didn't manage to collect much money for flag day?! Please larrhs.. Can you check where we were at and WHAT OTHER ORGANISATION"S DONATIONS ARE THERE TOO?? Brainless!
Shall not specifically mention any names here. Just because I still treated them as friends and do respect them thus i shall only voice out my discontentment.
FYI, you were not there to see how much efforts we've put in in asking for donations. Indeed there're helpful people who'd donate when we approached them. However, compare the number of ppl who turned away or rejected us to the number of ppl who contributed. Which will be more?? Where are we asking donations at? Woodlands?? We did collect donations and ASK FOR DONATIONS. I even chionged for that very last moment to get some more donations cos I know the tin was not really that full. I MADE THE EFFORT but can you guys be more sensible and think??! The amount in the tin cans are not ways to gauge how "hardworking" we were, if you'd like to say so. Come on larhs.. One of my junior did her very best and sort of exhaust herself lerrh but not 1/4 of her tin filled? You see.. results aren't the best thing to judge US! We're not like those "United Front/CCP"(dun understand nvm). Though, i admit we're not much interested in the selling flags, we did our best! Idiots can you please think through and GENERATE your MIND before speaking anything?? Comments are to be given WISELY la!
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
8/09/2006 09:28:00 PM Y
Post title : My WHOLE Day
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: My Whole Day :[x]
Okay, all in all, I've had an eventful day. Yeah~ Bits of embarassments, anger and happiness (: / ):
First, I came to realise that I forgot to bring my EZ link card out when the bus came, so i went to buy sweet and get some change too. Then, I went to the bus stop outside Lot1 to wait for 190 (to town!) Out of nowhere, a hand with a flyer just pop out and said "å°?å§?ï¼Œç»™ä½ çš„ã€‚"
Ok, obviously I took the flyer out of courtesy and he started to ask me on a survey thingy. It's only the 2nd question when I saw my bus. The bus arrived and i apologised tot hat guy saying that my bus's here and i gotta go. He didnt let me off straight!!! Maybe it's my own wrong too?? I should have just left for my bus! arghh~ when i managed to get up the bus, the driver closed e door and i was somehow being .. hais.. nvm.. thr goes e embarassing part.
Later in the day, when I'm going back from town, I walked with Mel to the MRT station and once again, I took out my wallet and tada~!
I realised I didn't bring it out again.
how forgetful can 1 be??
So, I decided to take e bus back since I thought I would like to meet my cousin. (I was too lazy to find her afterall)
The ANGRY part!!! here!!!
yupps, I boarded the 190 bus drove by a STUPID bus driver! I put the coins(55 cents) and when I was about to move in, he stopped me! "55 cents?? Show me your IC."
Ok, at first I was like ok I'll SHOW YOU!
The next moment, I remembered... yeah ~ it's at home!!
So I told him that I don't have it with me.
"Then you'll have to pay the adult fare" Seriously, I'm damn fed up!!!!!! SUPER!!!!
It's no wrong to look mature or old if you insist =.=
Tired, I changed for two dollar coins with a man right behind the driver seat. Stupid Supid Stupid!!!! I've waste the extra 1 dollar??!!? Argghh~~ DAMN! I swear I'd remember to bring my EZ link out the next time!!!!!
That brainless driver. Can't you probably think why a person have to insert coins?! Duh~ If I'd remember to bring my card, i wouldn't have to put coins lahs! Faggots!
Drop that subject. I had Enough anger.
When I was on my way home, I walked past the seven eleven. As usual I peeped in to see if THAT guy was there. Yupps, a guy of the age (--unknown?) working there. He's not any handsome dude out there but somehow he attracted me? I've been noticing him since one day when I turned my head and see him in the eyes..! weets =X Crazy me huh? Hahas!
Yes ! He was there! I went in and bought a packet of HL milk. Ermm.. I went to the counter to pay up of course. He was there. Heh heh.. He served me! Lols..
Well, I accidentally dropped the nespaper which is near the counter and Oops! Ok, he picked it up obviously cos it dropped inside the counter. He SMILED to ME!!! Lol. And I was like.. Sorry~~
-.- Oh my~ He's smile melted my heart instantly. Hee!
I stood outside the seven eleven wanting to spare that few mins with Him? @.@ Lols.. I drank my milk and called some ppl. Not much of the calling part. I supposed he noticed me? Actually, most of the times, our eyes meet. I'm not being thickskinned or what here. I never wish that he would really notice me anyway. Will he? hmmm nevermind~
I've been thinking of him all along the way home. Am I missing someone? Hahas.
No matter what you call me as, I just had this lil crush on him, I admit. There's just an urge to know him, can I? hais~~ FORGET it.. Another day passed~
-BeautifiedForYou-
Ning
Monday, August 07, 2006
8/07/2006 04:45:00 PM Y
Post title : Did I sense wrongly?
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Did I sense wrongly? :[x]
Are we students being too much?
Miss Ee, came in to the classroom today telling us that she was being complained by her form class students to our Principal, Miss Tay!
Oh my~
And guess what? She's not able to teach her class now! Should I feel pity for her?
To be honest, somehow I felt that slight compunction. (ps. I did nothing wrong)
Undeniable, she do knows how to teach. But it's just her attitude that makes her unpopular I suppose?
Perhaps, she's one that'll be good to you provided you do the things she wants.
Okok.. Drop the subject. It's over.
I think it's still alright for her to teach us?
Pls.. no change of new teachers again. It's near end of the year, so.. why bother so much?
Are we students choosing teachers of our own preference or their teaching ability? =.=
Anyway, i'll end here . Not really in the 'super high' mood to blog. lols. Ja ne~
SM(:LE,
Ning
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
8/02/2006 06:07:00 PM Y
Post title : Subject of the Day - Miss Ee
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Subject of the Day - Miss Ee :[x]
Okay, to be actual, I'm not against her neither do I abhor her to the extreme.
Maybe, or perhaps, she should do some reflection upon her attitude too?
It's not as in students nowadays are getting more and more out of hand to be the total fault of a problem caused.
Today, we had english lessons and guess what? Waikin was being told off by her for he did not produce the comprehension assignment which was dued a long time ago.(Ps: He had already placed it in her pigeon hole but she LOST it). She scolded him like nobody business?? Hahas
Next, Shamus! He had done his essay assignment but left it at home. She asked,"Do you think that's a gd reason?". He nodded insisting that he did do it but just that he forgets to bring it to school.
She wanted him to look at her when she's talking but he did not want to and keep looking away. Frustrated, she raised her voice and oredered him to stand outside the classroom! OMG~
At that moment, I felt angry and also pity for Shamus. Is she over-doing it?No idea~ @.@?
She added something that is somehow like saying that he's not fit to be in her class cos' he forgets to bring his assignment.
Oh my~ Can anyone SHOW me that PERFECT person with that PERFECT memory that REMEMBERS EVERYTHING , including the things to bring along with him?? Show me please?
Ridiculous.
(FYI: She even call him names. Sort of saying "Shameless" after she called his name Shamus. Cos they sound alike. Don't they?)
Next, Don. He merely wanted to go to the gents as he's seriously urgent. But what she said? NO! A firm one? yeah..
That's not the end though. She added lots and lots of "COMMENTS". And.. the part which made me and thomas felt angry about is when she implicate family like parents?? Yaya.. those things teacher like to say when a slight misbehaviour were to be found on us. ( Mei Jia Jiao = Nobody teach, no basic manners taught at home? )
Heyy~ What's GOING TO TOILET gonna do with BASIC MANNERS TAUGHT AT HOME?
I only remember my Mum telling me not to hold my bladder if it's going to "burst"? yaya.. because of the "stone" thingy that will grow i suppose? hahas
Anyway, last but not least, Alvin's turn. She was "out of nowhere" scolding AGAIN.
Spare my ears please~ =S
She saw Alvin smiling away and said he's "smiling at what she said", showing her some kind of disrespect i guess? dorts.
What more can you see from her actions? What more can you tell?
She's OVER-SENSITIVE!
Alvin was only telling Thomas, the one sitting beside him that his mum tolds him things like what she did too. Is that wrong? Is that being disrespectful?
He tried to explain but.. AGAIN, she insisted on her own thinking and made him remain standing til the end of lesson. What's this man? haiyoyo..
There goes the bell and Waikin, Alvin and Shamus were asked to stay behind. Alvin came out of the classroom telling us parts of what Miss Ee told him. And guess what?? My name was mentioned!! Hey.. It's something good k?? ahhas! =D
yeah~ I love being praised. Even if I really hated her to the core, I still love the praises that I receive from anyone! kees.. Who don't?
Oh oh.. she said I and also Lina, got a positive attitude and asked him to learn from us! Whahahaas.. Crazy..
Anyway, for Waikin's case, she apologised for she had lost the papers blah blah blah..
Is she a bit too thick-skinned just now during lesson to not apologise in front of the class? I don't know, neither do I give a damn! hahas.. Not my business anyway.
The day ended with an extra english enrichment and a physics test.
Not to mention the test anymore, some mistakes made, but hopefully i still can pass?? Physics~~ Kill me.. pls~
Lols..
Happening Wednesday~ Enjoy!
