Monday, January 29, 2007
1/29/2007 08:50:00 PM Y
Post title : New Year Plans
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: New Year Plans :[x]
Hmm.. received SMS from my cousin, Joe today. She asked if I'm bringing my hubby to ah ma house this chu yi. And so I asked if she's bringing hers too.. Sis and Andy patched up le, hopefully they'll cherish this relationship and not break up again bah! She must be my happy happy sister! (: Anyway, back to the point, since sis will be bringing hers, so I'm gonna bring MINE too. So will Joe neh! hahas.. Three young teenage couples~
My parents have yet to know about me having a boyfriend but of course, I got to study hard in order to let them have a peace at heart and also, ensuring that it won't affect my studies. HOWEVER, those who know me know I'm lazy right?? aughhh~ there goes piles of books again -.-1/2
But . I'm doing it for my future sake isn't it? Also for him.. I wanna be with him .. hopefully til old bahs heehee..
Looking forward to New Year.. Not those $$ though.. Praying a smooth year ahead, esp my 'O's! weeetx~
Let's take a step closer to my love life recently. How bout it? Bored? Skip this part then! Lols
Well, watched 3 movies each on Fri,Sat and Sun. I enjoyed mostly cos Hubby was with me! Though at times we have some misunderstandings but we will look into the prob and find ways to resolve it. Making up and strengthening the bonds between.. Can we build our bonds such that it is in the tetrahedral form?? The one which is of a diamond?? Strong intermolecular forces that will make us hard to be separated. Kakas..
I Love Him.. and this is what I honestly felt deep down.. I wanna spend the most out of my life happily .. with him by my side...
Labels: personal
Sunday, January 28, 2007
1/28/2007 09:00:00 AM Y
Post title : perplexity
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Perplexity :[x]
At times, I wondered, “What’s love all about? Happiness or Hurt?”
Indeed, there’s no definite answer. I experienced both Hs, knowing how it feels to be sad/happy with the one man you love.
Surely, I’m still going through life and continuing to learn from setbacks, overcoming obstacles, getting up on my feet and moving on.
However, do you peeps out there know that, I ain’t any strong girl? I’m afraid to lose the man of my love. I understand that I’m still young and that relationships at my age won’t really last that long, wishful thinking huh? But, I wanna believe that there’s still the possibility for such, isn’t it?
Everyone can tell me all those ‘da dao li’ when I’ve probs, but even doing so, do they know how I really feel deep down? I need no advice to encourage me, to urge me to move on. What I need is simply the care that one is willing to give selflessly. I need a shoulder to cry on.. I need someone to depend on.. I need a listening ear to hear the voices in my heart.. I need the love that’s true and generous..
I got my man now, though having no idea how long we’ll last but hopefully… hopefully.. we could be the last and only for each other, can we?
Quarrels and disagreements are part and parcel of a relationship I suppose? But I’ll compromise.. Tolerance is the key to happiness, but of course, there’s always a limit to it.
My love, you know I’m afraid to lose you; I need you more than anyone else does. I wanna believe in our love, you too right? I love you more and more each day, missing you every single minute. You’ve brought me from the starting point til thus far, instilled fun and laughter into my life, I’m really grateful and appreciated every lil single thing you do for me!
As long as I’m with you, I feel the whole world looking at us enviously.. hee
I promise that I won’t say things that will give you the impression/feeling that I don’t believe and trust this love anymore. Sorry hubby, (“ v “) Loves[Yi.Wan.Nian] (:
Labels: issue
Monday, January 22, 2007
1/22/2007 07:24:00 PM Y
Post title : True Love?
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: True Love? :[x]
Indeed, how many ‘true love’ can you assume in life?
There’s no definite answer to who’s really your true love.
Our minds work differently and thus having different perspective of life, love, etc..
Though I’ve assumed some of my exes as true love, but they turned out to prove myself wrong, I still believe in love.
Nevertheless, fate/life is something we can’t predict. What lies in the future ahead of us?
Our visions, to be honest, are never clear for there are far too much unknowns in life.
I know some may disagree with my statements but just like I mentioned, different people different view of points, right?
Shall not say too much cos if one is too stubborn to accept my view, trying to understand my stand, my words, then I guess there’s no point for me to further explain myself too isn’t it?
Just to end off this post, I really love him loads and after that night of some misunderstandings with him, I realized how much I need him.. Up to you peep to say my feelings to him but I seriously hope he could be mine forever.
Life’s erratic but we’ll compromise! ^^v
Labels: love
Friday, January 12, 2007
1/12/2007 07:03:00 PM Y
Post title : Once upon a time..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Once upon a time.. :[x]
Once upon a time, Old Woman got to know Old Man through this wide network, Friendster.
Maybe, many would think that the net is something dangerous and never can one find a true love there. But, Old Man and Old Woman are going to prove these people wrong.
Tracy who is Old Woman's girlfriend happens to be Old Man's god sister. The world is small, isn't it? One day, Old Woman decided to go to Jurong Point with her friend, Mei, but she left her alone and went to town with her cousins instead. Hence, Old Woman called up her sister,Mel, and her beloved senior, En. As they've agreed to come down to Jurong Point to meet up with her, she messaged Old Man to see if he was interested to join them too. And yes! He agreed to.
They all met up, went walking round Jurong Point, and settled at Mac ....
[ Skip Those Trivial Details k? lols ]
The next BIG meet up is on 6th Jan 2007(Old Woman's Bdae). They had their dinner at Plaza Singapura's PastaMania. After which, they waited outside Mu-Ee(Tracy's Workplace) for Tracy to knock off. They chit chat, play pool, especially games like "scissors paper stone", "hei bai cei", "cai quan",etc(game requested by Old Woman^.*).
Then, around ten plus, they went to East Coast Park as Old Woman wanted to slack there for the night through. Old Man and Old Woman had their own conversations at times and Old Woman really enjoyed the time spent with Old Man.
She.. is slowly falling in love with him.. Wondering if he ever notice?
Time pass and night turn to day, they had breakfast at ECP's mac and then headed to town! The town in such early hours is quiet and peaceful with little people and cars. Old Woman held En's hand and also, Old Man's hand! (There's only the three of them left in the morning) Old Woman felt her heart racing and she was elated too (: For she held HIS hand. weeets~
Nowhere to go to, they went to Cine's fourth level arcade where there's a comfy sofa. En slept at the opposite side while Old Man 'lend' his lap for Old Woman to rest her head. Awwww~ that's so nice of him (He even offered to carry her bag for her previously!) hehex
After that two days out, exhausted and tired, they decided to go home. On the way back in the train, Old Man and Old Woman were already like a lovely couple who've just started their new chapter in life..
They wrote words of affection on palms of one anothers' and finally, Old Man wrote on Old Woman's palm, asking if Old Woman will be willing to be his Gf. And.. she agreed happily!
There.. from then on.. they started their new journey, a new and sweet beginning together hand in hand...
[ From 7th Jan(The Day They Were Attached To Each Other) til now.. ]
Old Man had fetched Old Woman from school whenever she requested to.. and.. they always had fun and laughter! Love him Lots! Muacks~
Labels: story
Saturday, January 06, 2007
1/06/2007 10:40:00 AM Y
Post title : Simply Touched
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Touched Even If No Presents :[x]
My birthday? Wondering anyone will remember since I didn't really went around reminding my friends bout my GREAT day this year, not as kua zhang as last time bahs. Yupps..
Anyway, I was chatting with Tac on the phone and he sort of say sure got people call at midnignt de, but i doubted his words cos I've not received such 'early' birthday calls in my 15 yrs of life ya?! hahas
But surprisingly, people did called! weeetss~ Explain my joy when I was being woken up at ard 12 ?? Birthday wishes received non-stop after that!
Yea.. I've received abt 18 messages around the time of 12.. I really wondered how they actually tahan til this late or are they just owls with night life? Lols No offence ya! jkjk
I really appreciated all these wonderful wishes that u guys gave n text me.. No presents are fine cos I know you guys still remember my birthday! kees..
I wanna thanks all of you! Really touched nehs.. ahhas
My plan for today?
Just a simple outing with my girls and other friends.. Hope after weeks of 'separation', my girls and I could really meet up TOGETHER and chit chat mad ard.. Loves Dears! Muacks~
Last but not least, I'm 6teen!
Labels: personal
Monday, January 01, 2007
1/01/2007 05:20:00 PM Y
Post title : Out of Love
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Out of Love :[x]
If one could feel how much I wanna be loved by that one Dream man in my life..
Is it that difficult to find one of a truthful heart?
Is it that impossible to have one now til old?
I feel more on that last day of that year, the most happening year where people come and go; Where hurts and sadness were almost everywhere, filling every single space it could find.
Was I too naïve to think that we could last everytime we get together?
Was I too pernickety ‘bout that new guy that was intro into my life?
Or was it that my heart just senses the unfaithful heart of theirs and don’t wanna be hurt no more??
All I want is a guy whom I can love faithfully and he whom I love loves n cares for me too. Perhaps, it’s just far too difficult as it seems now in this century. Quarrels and disagreements were everywhere. Not a single peaceful place where lovers could really find. How was I to know if I love again? How was I to know if I could bear that pain once more?
Everyone wanted to be loved and that’s a fact that one should never deceive, even to him/herself. We live for we have many people worth living for. They might seems unconcern but they’ll still be there at times when we’re in need. Indeed, even true friends can’t be there always so what more are we expecting? We don’t have a lifespan of hundreds of years to spend it with our families or friends forever. We eventually grow old and each day, we become weaker..
We died, leaving the future to the next generation. We need to live happily, shouldn’t we?
But, me, myself, got a problem here.. I simply felt so lost and out of love. I’m feeling lonely.. VERY lonely.. I have my girls I have my friends and they love me much too.. I got lotsa people who care for me.. but there’s just something amiss..
And that’s the man whom I could share my everything just with him and he could share his with me too. This world full of fakers and liars (I’m no exceptions too)
We hide and act and put on different masks each day, disguising different persona just to protect ourselves.. However these defensive covers have hurt others too much .. so much that we don’t notice it ourselves cos we’re locked in our own world.hais..
If only that ONE and ONLY man in my dream could quickly appear..
I’ll be waiting for you..
Labels: love
