Thursday, May 31, 2007
5/31/2007 01:31:00 PM Y
Post title : [x]: Chalet Chalet :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Chalet Chalet :[x]
Well, basically I went to a chalet at Sembawang, Canberra road there? Hmmm.. thought it is rather ‘uu loo’ cos it is seriously small and.. nothing much? Or should I say there’s TOO LITTLE people having their holidays there? Much of a PEACEFUL place though. LOLs
Had basic facilities and entertainments like:
# Playgrounds
# Swimming pool(a seriously from shallow to REAL DEEP one)*ooohh~~ SCARY*
# Pub
# Chinese Restaurant
# Arcade (Small and enclosed by MIRRORS! Made it seems so BIG? -.-)
# Jackpot
# A basketball cum tennis(or whatever) court (seems deserted >.< )
# Public toilets with Jacuzzis and Saunas in both male and female toilets.
Gotta talk more bout the toilets facilities! Whahahas =D
For females,
The Jacuzzi is smaller but hmmm.. looks more unique kind?
It’s deeper and got foam! Or should I say BUBBLes?? hahs
For males,
It is bigger and can say inbuilt? It looks like those shallow swimming pool type.
In quite a big space and deep inside in the locker room? If you were to go in yourself with lights not on yet.. kinda eerie!! Hahas xD
Ok.. find out yourself if you’re interested to know it in exact. Hahs
Anyway, went to Yishun Dam. Tio road block!!! Arghhhs..
Kor’s friend who has license drives us so it’s like we can go out of the chalet to find more entertainment!! ^.^ phew~
On our way back, there’s a road block. Police officers and 3 police cars( 1 is van type. In white).
At first, Boon slowed down the car as signaled by the officer. Then the officer started to wave as in the manner of saying ‘you may go’?? BUT!! It’s not so. Hahas. He explained that this is his first time he met with a road block. And, the officers were like..*haha*
Ok lahs.. nothing ‘unlucky’ happen. Back to Chalet.
Talk cock and wandered around in the chalet. As promised, Sheng took care of me before my bro reach. He bought me my ANYTHING and WHATEVER!! Hmm.. but I only drank ANYTHING? Hahs. He text me when I reach home that I didn’t take my WHATEVER back!! =X
It’s ok bahs.. I’m happy that he bought it for me. Thanks! ^.^
Anyway, really appreciate the great care you showed yea?
Oh.. by the way, I have to add on to something.. though I had fun etc etc..
Even on my way to anywhere in the car, I was thinking of HIM. My HIM whom I love dearly. I really miss him lots!! Although he can’t be by my side to watch that beautiful full moon nor spend the night together, I’m always glad to have him afterall. At least I stand a place in his heart and occupies that 1 noticeable part in his mind right? Kekes. I LOVE You! <33
Jeff, You never leave my mind..Labels: personal
Sunday, May 27, 2007
5/27/2007 10:22:00 PM Y
Post title : [x]: 恋人 :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: 恋人 :[x]
今天，男孩和女孩见面了。
昨晚的事，男孩深感抱歉。他答应女孩再也不离开她，因为他真得很爱她。
男孩对女孩说：“对不起。我只是不想你不开心。你难过的时候，我什么也帮不了。。”
女孩虽然没有像男孩一样落了两行的泪，但她把他的每一句话听在心里。
她明白，男孩有时会怪自己的无能为力。。为此感到无奈。。
她知道男孩是爱她的，是在乎她的，是需要她的。。不是吗？
两人见面时的拥抱、吻及接触都表达了对方的爱意有多么的深且浓吧？
只是这对恋人，偶尔用错了的方式去爱彼此，因而都受了伤。
女孩其实并不奢望什么，只要能陪在男孩的身边。。
女孩的用心，她希望男孩感觉得到。
当然，男孩对女孩的情感，女孩也会明白。
希望这一次，这对恋人会更珍惜彼此。不要再轻易让对方走了。。
“真实的爱情，本来就不是一条平平坦坦的道路。。”
所以，就让我们一辈子手牵手，一同走完这条道路吧！
老公，我真的好需要你！ （：
Labels: personal story
Saturday, May 26, 2007
5/26/2007 10:57:00 AM Y
Post title : [x]: Lil Thoughts :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Lil Thoughts :[x]
I felt you being far at times.. So far that I can no longer reach out to you.
I felt so helpless, without you, I’m just a nobody wandering around.
好深好深的感情、爱意，怎么你有时感觉不出来呢？
是因为我表达得不好吗？真实的爱情是不能用任何言语来表达的，唯有忠诚的表现。。
我跟你说过，请求你不要再说累。。真正的爱，不可能平平坦坦的。。它在海上漂浮，被海浪左右着。但，我相信我们的爱，可以坚强的面对所有波涛。。永不被淹没。。不是吗？
我和你的爱，表面充满着伤害
看不见的苦，是那内心的幸福
我选择沉默，但你的手我紧握
为的是唯一，和你拥有的回忆
我让伤心包裹着我们，因为我相信海浪会替我把它带走。我要让其他人慢慢看见，我们是最耀眼的恋人。我们无畏恐惧，为了未来要和对方在一起而勇往直前！=D
You want me to remember that I’m always in your mind.. I will.
As long as I’m still occupying parts of your thoughts, I’m satisfied! ^.^Labels: personal
Thursday, May 24, 2007
5/24/2007 05:28:00 PM Y
Post title : Fuck up Meetin
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Fuck up Meeting :[x]Back from school's Parent-Teacher Meeting.Cry.. Cried.. and still crying..Anger.. Sadness.. They just DON'T understand!I know I didn't work hard enough for this SA.. But can they don't assume MY what they called DISTRACTIONS?! It's NOT the RING.. it's NOT my VAIN-ness.. it's NOT the NAIL-POLISHing.. etc..I ain't a beautiful and attractive one. I am vain i admit.. SO WHAT?! I'm a girl lahs! God damn!Can't I be VAIN?!!!!yaya~~ there goes BIG sayings... studies more impt.. blah blah blahFUCK YOU!How LONG is school hours?! Ho many DAYS do we have to stay back for extra lessons?! How many HOURS do we have to relax awhile when there's HOMEWORKS.Yupp.. And you'll say.. there isn't a lot.. True.. BUT that does not apply to all the time! CB. ESP. MATH. How are you gonna work with an exhausted body and brain?! THINK LAH!Mum add good words for me. Lied of course. I went out.. I used com not for any constructive reading but with blogging.. friendster.. and MSN. I WANT MY LIFE!Everyone will say.. come on! Get a life man.. after Os, you can always enjoy! =DYeayea~ But I ain't any students out there who works under STRESS! n it's OVER! FISH!!To add on, Mr Ngoh said that he expected BOTH of my Maths to get A. WTH lah! I never get A before lorhs! and at least I'm still working on it what.. It's ALWAYS a B. So why are you EXPECTING that HIGH based on a few CHAPTER tests??Kinda sad for my chemistry though. From a B to D.. ARGHHH!! QI SI WO LE LA!!! ='(Forget it girl.. Is this what I can say now? What they wanna see is the me that is determined to spur on and excel isn't it? So.. Should I just do as they EXPECT ..? Well, fine then. I'm a student, they're teachers. What to do? My future?? Fucked up society.. Xian Shi! You can be CLEVER yet INEXPERIENCED but high post high pay... But if you are STUPID and EXPERIENCED.. who cares?!Damn cock up world. I DON'T WANNA HEAR AND SAY NO MORE!!It's the FIRST time ever i TALKED BACK to teachers.. So what if I receive punishments? At least I voiced out. NO REGRETS!I'm stating the facts!Done. I'm over with these and my tears stopped for the moment. More of anger now but forget it right? Hais.. I miss XiaoTing...I cried too girl..Hao mei you yong oh ='(Labels: personal
5/24/2007 03:00:00 PM Y
Post title : [x]: S.Thursday :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: S.Thursday :[x]
Finally !! The Intensive Mother Tongue thingy is OVER!! Whahaha~~
Did 3 sets of paper from different schools. So tired!
Anyway, those days are gone and I have to keep myself going for Monday’s ‘O’ level MT!! JiayOU~~ to ME! =D
So many breaks during that few days. Kinda slack too cos Mr. Mak, our Chinese teacher, don’t really care bout me. (Not cos I 无可救药 le k?) Hahas.
Well, I admit my MT is not those SUPER duper PRO type, but at least it’s FINE! ^.^ Hopefully the A won’t slip off! xD (Papers are confusing me lerhs)
Messaged Hubby when I dismissed. He never reply. Should I take it as he’s busy with his presentation thingy? Hmmm.. hope so.
He put “Lin Jia is….” In his pm in MSN.
It’s the NAME that bothers ME!! I text Hubby asking who’s that and he went offline! -.-
Ok, fine!
I’m NOT suppose to CONTROL him TOO MUCH from yesterday on. So, I guess I 安分守己, do what an attached girl should do 就 ok le bahs?
Seriously, I still feel him drifting further from me. Am I being too negative? Or am I feeling the right thing based on my intuitions?
Arghh!!! >.<>气死我了啦！ hais..
Anyway, he just online again and reply that ya.. it’s a SHE and it’s his FRIEND who DISTURB him. Am I wrong to say anything bout that? No? Oh well then.
Leave it. I have NO RIGHT and simply NO POINT to 吃醋. It’s nothing isn’t it?
Girls are just sensitive creature. They demand for ONE n ONLY. No other girls, no nothing.
Formula:
[ Girls + Vinegar = Insensible + Unreasonable ]
I wanna be one reasonable and 懂事 girlfriend.
But, again and again from my Exes, what I saw most is that they care bout themselves ONLY! Did you people think of the girls’ part too?
We shouldn’t do this.. shouldn’t do that..
But who’s the one ending up like this and that? No comments.
I ain’t pointing fingers at ONLY guys. Some girls are like that too, right? Lols
About US, is it better not to ask too much?
从现在开始，张玮宁决定不再当个无理取闹的女朋友。
她决心当个默默守在他身旁的女孩，不再多问。
她不会对其他男孩动心。
她不会再过问他身边的任何一个人
她会乖乖地做好女朋友的本分。
但在这之前，她只有些话想亲口问他。。
问了后，她应该会知道怎么做对吗？。。至少她是那么认为的吧。
XiaoTing told me to hold tight onto him. But, 说了三次‘累’的他，会继续爱多久呢？是否，只要女孩有自知之明，不再惹他生气就可以了呢？？
I’m sorry. I can’t help thinking so much. Near yet far you are. I’m breaking down.
I need you here, but ..hais~
How Much You Love…
Labels: personal
Saturday, May 19, 2007
5/19/2007 12:24:00 PM Y
Post title : [x]: Reminiscing :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Reminiscing :[x]
Read Hubby’s past comments and testimonial in friendster minutes ago.
Well, there’s certainly some memories recalling and also.. I saw MOST of my girls WARNING him to treat me well! >.<
Should I say he is unfortunate to have me as his girl or? Lols.
My girls will most probably be holding choppers and run round wanting to hack him if ever he treat me bad?! Oh dear~~ Poor Mr. Tee..
(refer to page 10 & 11 of his comment-cum-testi box)
Hahas.. But hopefully that would not happen ya!
I saw his ex-gf, Angel de testimonial.
She text that she’ll not be any other girls who bring so much troubles to him and that she won’t leave him and break their promise like the others?
Hmmm.. If so, I guess I won’t be able to have HIM NOW?
Thanks for breaking your promise! =X
Well, sounds kinda mean or what but.. who cares?
If not for those girls before me who made him leave them, I wouldn’t have him as MINE now..!
Love is destined by fate!
We met and this is where we gonna begin our lives together as ONE!
I love you darling~
I wanna hold your hand, look into your eyes and tell you that I’m never gonna let you go! (:
Labels: personal
5/19/2007 10:05:00 AM Y
Post title : [x]: Show [Saving Captain Ryan 1998] :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Show [Saving Captain Ryan 1998] :[x]Just finished watching the movie/show [ Saving Captain Ryan 1998]
A show of war – Lives and Death.
How much did we feel for those people – soldiers, armies, and even innocent families?
We know the consequences of war yet again, we never cherish what we have already.
The scenes in this show is quite a view. Tragic deaths. Died for defending the country.
How much is that gratitude we have for those we sacrificed just to save A MAN or even the whole country?
This story is about war, and that is nothing to be doubt at. However, the gist of the story is the process Captain Miller and his few men fought to look for this one man – Francis Ryan from Iowa.
They took orders from the head to find him and get him back home. Reason being, they did not wish to send another folded flag to his mother. He lost ALL three of his brothers.
2 men died on the way for him as told to him when they found him. But, he felt that everyone has fought just as hard as he did and there was no reason he was going home that moment. He decided to stay and defend the bridge they were told to previously.
Well, of course, he survived. But many died.. Including the Captain himself.
Those scenes of bloodshed, fear, panic, and anger.
The trauma of failing to save your fellow men, seeing them dying before you.
How agonizing that was?
Indeed, war is something no one can imagine. It’s no joke, no fun.
When we watch shows of wars, will WE just spare that few moments thinking bout the disastrous state we will be if we are to go to war?
Remembering what you learnt about Singapore’s history. Remembering what and how hard our forefathers fought for our country, for US.
We sometimes grumble so much bout history lessons.
“Why are we learning so much bout history? It’s past!”
“Why must we know what is happening in other country?”
“Why should we understand other people’s culture or tradition?”
Many asked..
Consider the pain you will receive if your sons or any loved ones died in that god damn stupid war. Will we just live harmoniously and peacefully within our borders?
REJOICE the PEACE we have NOW!! ^.^Labels: recommendation
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
5/16/2007 10:21:00 PM Y
Post title : I Dun wanna let you go..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Don't Wanna Let You Go.. :[x]
男孩和女孩说好见面一会儿。当女孩看到男孩时，她毫不犹豫的向他扑去，紧紧地抱住他，在他耳边轻声说：“我好想你”。女孩此刻的心情是无比的欢愉。她多希望时间能为了他们而延长。。
那天，第二次的拥抱使女孩对男孩依依不舍。。女孩实在不想松开自己的手，她不想离开男孩的拥抱。。但，别无选择吧？
女孩看着男孩离去，心里万分的不舍，却无能为力。。
若可以选择我们之间的爱是怎样的， 我愿它是存在28度的爱情。
在下雨的时候，这爱情将是我的一丝温暖；在烈日当空的时候，它将是稍凉的亭子任我遮阳。
亲爱的，你知道我在想你吗？Labels: personal story
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
5/15/2007 09:16:00 PM Y
Post title : [x]: Boring Tuesday :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Boring Tuesday :[x]
Had my oral today.
Did perfectly well for my reading part for both languages but as for my conversation part.. shall not say anymore. LOL
In short, I scored full marks for both reading part as told by the examiner. Both asked me to brush up on my conversation skills. >.<
Stayed at home the whole day after I came home by ten this morning. Grabbed some bites, used the computer, then went to have a short nap for about 2 hours plus. Woke up at about 4 plus. Received HIS call and was really happy. I Miss Him so dearly.. =(
Just another day today.. BUT, someone should be happy??
Jeff’s sis is having her 15th Birthday TODAY!! ^.^
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
Well, Hubby is playing game now. Text me in MSN asking if he’s neglecting me too much.. To be actual, you have your way of life..I can’t be occupying 24/7 of your everyday right? But at times, I just wish for that more attention from you. Hmmm.. hope I’m not asking too much? It’s ok anyway. Will be used to your poly life.. and soon.. your NS.. etc etc..
As long as you let me be by your side.. I’m contented. (:
To HUBBY:
You need not know me more.. You need not ask how I feel..
I believe you can sense it at times. Just do what you want. I’m not a hindrance in your life, so just take me as a person who no matter what, will share your joy and sadness.
Leave me never.. hao ma? =^.^=Labels: personal
Monday, May 14, 2007
5/14/2007 07:30:00 PM Y
Post title : Day Out With Two AUNTIES
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Day Out With Two AUNTIES :[x]
Basically, went to Chinatown with two aunties today – my MUMMY and my AUNT.
Two calculative obasan! LOL
Anyway, my motive for TAGGING along (though I DON’T wish to) is because I need to get myself new Bras =)
Went to CK and saw the bras that Ting was telling me that she bought. Well, the reason for TRYING is simply because the cutting is small!! Ting got a 36? BUT, it seriously look too small for me xp whahahas.
I ‘complained’ so much and said so loudly sort of cursing their sales for Bras cos you know what? CANNOT TRY!! Arghhs! WTH! *Fuming Mad*
Ok, nevermind then! I DON’T BUY! Bleaghs~
Further shopping and bought my two Bras at E2. One for 29.90 and the other for 39.90. Plus Mum got one for herself too cos the sales person told us it’ll be more worthwhile as they’ll be giving a 50 bucks voucher for purchase of $100 and above. J
There goes the 109+ bucks. My heart aches seriously..! I thought there’s 70% SALEs? o.0? Oh well, it’s only for those cheap Bras. >.<
Took the bag of BRAS and continued the shopping. AUNTIEs went to buy some shampoo, etc. To be actual, my mum did most of the shopping? My aunt didn’t buy much afterall. Lol.
Being a guai guai girl, I took the initiative to take ALL carriers for my mum. It’s really damn HEAVY!! SHAMPOOs!! CULPRIT! SO HEAVY!! Arghhs~~
No choice, I decided to carry for her myself so no grumbles! ^.^
Ate a bowl of strawberry beancurd and mango ice blended which cost a total of 6 bucks. 3 bucks each oh.. So EXPENSIVE lah.. -.-
I’d rather drink bubble tea. =X
Uncle Poh came to fetch us and I slept in the Taxi ( He’s a Taxi-Driver)
Sat at the front seat cos I can’t tolerate at the back? Lols. Yaya, a weirdo indeed xD
Home sweet home. ^.^
I’m satisfied with my ‘B’ and yup.. I know I’m happy with that size =p kekesLabels: personal
Sunday, May 13, 2007
5/13/2007 12:01:00 PM Y
Post title : PlayBack Time! =D
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: PlayBack Time! =D :[x]
Happenings at MY house..
*Talking To XiaoTing*
Photographer Jia: "Give Me Some Poses!"Model Ning: "Yes, Madam!"
Tada~ *Good Enough?* Lols
Model Ning: "Enough.. I wanna watch TV. Give you one last TWEESE then. "=D
Went out to buy SEAWEEDS cos XiaoTing wants to eat.So, we left a note for this PIG
This is the contentBut well, as expected, when we came back, she was STILL sleeping -.-
This is Jia's LUNCH!A bowl of maggie mee and a cup of orange juiceWhat a plain meal X)
Frying my apples..Outdoor Candid Shots..
Read those callouts.
I'm not ready yet! arghhs~~
No fake, this is really a candid one! I don't even know when Ting took this? o.0?Anyway, just waiting eagerly for JiaJia to put ONE sweet into my mouth XDSome Posings..
Sometimes, I really wish we're real sisters.^.^ *Peace*
Trying to di siao? whahaha~My IDIOTIC face! >.<
Ting and Ning Together with HELLO KITTY!
The PENGUIN temporary tattoo we pasted together.Isn't it cute? hahas
What the hell is she SHOCK with?! =.=
Trying to hide? 休想！=XI'll give you more of the camera shot! LOls
My Babies and I..
I'm SICK.. BUT do I look like here?hmmm..
Well, these aren't any of my babies but I just categorise them here.Aren't they cute? ^^v But sadly, Eefennie keep mocking at them! Especially the one on the left =.=Bash her! xp
My babies are short-sighted too!Hmmm...
The Mummy and Babies
Formal Pic of the Two Babies! =)
Mirror Reflection
It's Mama and Xiao Pooh
Cute Brothers That's it. I gotta go BATHE!Heading to AH MA house later. It's been decades since I last visit my grandparents? xDLols. Well, this is the only way they'll realise your presence! whahahas And and..
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!! =D
Labels: personal
Saturday, May 12, 2007
5/12/2007 07:22:00 AM Y
Post title : ECP night
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Friday's ECP night :[x]
Went to ECP last night with Xiao Ting. We loaded our bags with tidbits, chocolates and sweets. Went to town to see jiajia before we headed to ECP at around 6+.
We sat at the beach and started our first packet of twisties.. went to the sea to feel the cool breeze and cold water.
Ate our marshmallows, seaweeds and drank pokka green tea.
Saw a group of girls and boys aged 14, 15 and 17. Well, are Ting an I really too mature or are they too childish?? Lols. THEY ACTED AS IF THEY ARE REAL ACTRESS SIAL!! 0.0 Watched too many love stories/tv drama??
Lols. Walked to jetty, walked back.. walked for about 1 hours plus! XD
Gosh~~ Brought Xiao E and Xiao P out too. They’re really two lovely and adorable lil imps. I LOVE THEM!! >.<>Labels: personal
Friday, May 11, 2007
5/11/2007 06:24:00 AM Y
Post title : Femine?
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[X]: Femine? :[x]
OOohh~~ Check out this! ^.^Viewed my sis's blog and happen to see this.. so.. I went to do one too! XD| You Are a Feminine Beauty! |
 You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to himYou have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasionThis doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakersYou just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible |
More to come! Off to school for my LAST paper!! woohoo~~ I LOVE MCQs~~=DLabels: personal
Thursday, May 10, 2007
5/10/2007 11:15:00 AM Y
Post title : I MISS YOU ='(
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: I MISS YOU )'= :[x]
I questioned myself
“Why is it that at times when I really miss you so so so much, words just seem to stuck in the middle of my throat?”
I pondered about it and still.. I don’t know why..
Recently, whenever I call you or whenever you called, do you know how much I wanted to say “I MISS YOU” out loud? But, somehow, it got stuck there. Is it afraid that the guy might not be missing that girl as much as she did? I wondered.
Well, maybe some words are just too difficult to be said so easily. Especially when they really mean it.
I called you last night.. just to hear your voice before I go to bed, but unfortunately, you did not pick up.
You must be busy or something ya? I don’t wanna bother you for one short call too, so I never call the second time.
I saw my received calls log today and I saw yours. You called back at around 11 plus. An hour after I called. Obviously, I’ll be asleep. You told me that I picked up the phone but wasn’t really awake.
If only, I could just tolerate awhile more and go to bed later..
If only, I ..
I really miss you so.. I don’t wanna live up to one day regretting not telling you I miss you when I really do. T.TLabels: personal
Monday, May 07, 2007
5/07/2007 09:19:00 PM Y
Post title : Happy Happy 4th Month Anniversary! ^.^
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Happy Happy 4th Month Anniversary! ^.^ :[x]
Thinking bout yesterday's outing with the two girls, I recalled the last part whereby Boyfriend took her EYELINER and started scribbling some words on the balloon. Well, shall not say what she wrote~! =X
After hers, she wrote on our balloons too!
How sweet of her was to write:
“ 跟 Jeff Forever”
on my balloon.
And, not forgetting the other pretty girl, XiaoTing’s:
“ 跟 Alvin Forever”
on her balloon.
Together we walked towards a open space near Orchard MRT station.
At the count of three, we let go of the balloons in our hand. It flew high up. But with some comedy part with Boyfriend’s balloon. Lols.
It somehow got stuck halfway by the tree that is obstructing the way.
Despite so, it managed to ‘chase’ up with ours! Haha =D
Mine and Ting’s one kinda tangled we supposed?
It seems so. Hahas
Hopefully, what boyfriend wrote will come true.
I really hope to be with him forever.
I have a friend who once asked me, “What’s FOREVER?”
I was at the lost of words. I knew it is something like being together always. But how long is that ‘long’? What’s ‘ALWAYS’ then?
Indeed, forever seems vague and aimless, clueless.
However, one thing I know..
In my dictionary,
FOREVER exist not as a time of certain things.
BUT, as a memory and part of life that cannot be erased.
When I say I wanna be with him forever, it simply means whatever happiness or hardships we’ve gone through, it will be stamped in my mind..
Memories can be hurting at times, but it is what makes me complete, isn’t it?
Today is our 4th Month anniversary. I was happy of course! I got to see Hubby on a weekday! But..
I felt guilty. On our way back to the station, on the train, waiting to transfer to another lane, standing in the packed train..
I saw his tiredness.
His eyes lost that sparkle. His words no longer energetic.
He was really tired, I know.
My dearest love, I appreciate all that you give and I do cherish you a lot.
I won’t go round flirting, trust my love. I know I tend to get a bit off while playing at times, but rest assured that there’ll be a limit to everything I do. Except those I do for you. ^.^
Hubby, I know you’re tied down with school work, etc.
I hope you can finish up your assignment on time? Sorry my love.
I know you don’t mind cos you said it’s our special day, but I still felt bad bout it.
You know how much it hurts to see your face of tiredness? The energy is using up, you’re like ‘low bat’? =X
Whatever it is, I really needa thank you for accompanying me despite of your assignment and tiredness. Dear, I LOVE YOU!! (:
And of course, Xiao Eeyore and Xiao Pooh(Born TODAY)
I really love them a lot!!!! These soft toys from you, I’ll treat it with care and bring it wherever I go! >.<
Once again, HAPPY 4th MONTH ANNIVERSARY!! Labels: personal
Sunday, May 06, 2007
5/06/2007 11:00:00 PM Y
Post title : Towning - Study / Playing
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Towning - Study / Playing :[x]
Went to town to study with XiaoTing today. Well, wasn’t really that productive cos I’m down with FLU~! *ahhhhhchiiiuuuu~~~~*
Damn! My eyes are closing, my nose can’t stop signaling a pending sneeze. It really was ELBIRRET!! >.< .TOILET BR EAK! Lols
Picked up Boyfriend’s call(Eefennie).
Well, went back all the way to cine again to find her after we got another WHITE balloon outside FarEast! Whahahahas.. Balloon girls~~
By the way, I still remembered someone saying “姐妹” while walking pass us.
Do we really look like one? Hahas
If only I got a pretty mei mei too. Gees XD
Back to the main point, we stayed awhile in cine AGAIN. Bored enough I admit. Hahas PLUS I’m TIRED! Simply cos I stepped on lemon.. Arghhs (If u get what I mean) Hahas
Boyfriend wanna go Top Shop buy her tops, so we three went together. Hmmmm.. Boyfriend was wearing too exposed le oh~ Tee Ko Pek everywhere. Especially dark dark chocolates that are expire de. =X Too bad, I’m mean. Hahas
I’m a racist. Am I? Actually not, but just towards those super fucked up bangala! >.< huahahah
oh oh.. Hubby remembered tomorrow is our 4th Monthsary!! Hehes.
Before that I keep pestering him bout what time he dismiss tomorrow. Kinda irritated by me I think? Hahas
Sorry dear, I just wanna see you so much.
Tears sort of going to gush out when you sounded a little harsh on the phone. Partly cos you didn’t realize the date tomorrow I guess? =)
Anyway, you still text me to ask where are we going tomorrow. And, you said we’ll get Xiao Eeyore a little brother – Xiao Pooh!! XD
I love you man!! Kekes..
You remembered afterall. Hehes.
K lah.. got to turn in soon. Blog again with new photo updates! 尽情期待哦！哈哈Labels: personal
5/06/2007 07:44:00 AM Y
Post title : [x]: Maggie Maggie Maggie MEE :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Maggie Maggie Maggie MEE :[x]Woke up early in the morning or should I say awoken by my pretty 女人？
Lols. Decided to get a early bath and just before I’m stepping into the bathroom, hubby messaged me!
I felt puzzled cos “Why is he awake so early?”
Then, he reminded me that he need to go see XXX.
Well, at first I thought I wouldn’t manage to rush up to his train cos maybe he’s probably on the train already. So, I decided to give him a surprise by waiting at that bus stop near the place he went for him so that I can accompany him back! (:
I’m good, isn’t it? Hahas XD
After I got prepared, I text hubby again and found out that he just reached JE station! Immediately, I grabbed the bread that I just applied with nutella and rushed out of the house!
I ran and walked super fast. My leg hurts though, but the only thing in my mind that kept me going was “I got to catch up!”
When he replied again that he’s already reaching cck station, I panicked. Seriously, I doubt I can get up on the train, so I RAN again. Thank God I managed to get up to the platform and into the train. Dialed Hubby’s number to ask which cabin he was in.. hand shaking.. 0.0?
He was kinda baffled. I saw hubby myself and walked towards him. I’m PERSPIRING like hell!!!!! =S
That’s for yesterday’s rushing and panicking.. Hahas
Shall not say too much bout the coming back home part, that AUNTIEｎUNCLE sucks! Arghhhh! Mind your own OLDY BUSINESS!! FUCK OFF MAN!
Hubby gave me the packet of Maggie mee that he actually intended to bring to my house to cook, but should I say he’s lucky or what? My mum and I made “Fried Honey Apple” and she also made fried “年糕” . He got to drink Mummy just bought de Carrot Juice too!
And, never forget the plate of Maggie mee that dad fried with his own ‘seasoning’ (If you get what I mean) ^.^
Well, both my parents cook well and nice! (:
Should that explain why their daughter, ME, aint a good cook?
Why will I go learn when piles of work are waiting for me; loads of fun are calling me?
Lols. But hubby wants me go learn cooking, Joked that later our children in the future will not be able to eat their mum’s cooking. Or worse still, only Maggie mee. >.<
What’s this man!! YOU, as their DAD, can cook for them also mahs. Still say me.. arghh!!!
XD
Anyway, I just finished the packet of Maggie. Hmmm, was it that I don’t know how to cook that brand de Maggie or what? It tasted.. hmm.. there’s a weird weird taste..like some Maggie manufacturing glue?(If the glue really taste that way =X )
Despite the ‘weird’ taste, I stuffed everything into my stomach. FULL!! Drank carrot juice to ‘wash away’ that taste in my mouth. Lols. Maybe it was not that bad, just that my tastebud is super sensitive? LOL =p
The Maggie Packet =X
I’m going to study in town with Xiaoting later. I WILL bring my Xiao Eeyore!!
And and, his necklace and with a stomach full of the Maggie he gave! Whahahas..
Ok, shall go shit now.. stomach generating.
The Maggie did help to speed up my digestive system? ^.*
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Friday, May 04, 2007
5/04/2007 02:31:00 PM Y
Post title : [x]: Am I Just A NOBODY? :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Am I Just A NOBODY? :[x]Well, had both language papers 2 yesterday. Kinda pissed by the setter cos I asked her about any erratum and she see so long with my paper lahs! Damn.. eat into my time! Foock! Rghhh
Hubby never reply my sms this afternoon. Never did he text me in the morning. Sometimes, I really wonder how much I mean to him. 忽冷忽热的
I really don’t know what he wants, or am I just simply that..
Well, I can’t rise up to your expectations or what ma?
You said u wanna love me more, yet u acted so weird today.
Merely asked what’s your nick about and u just replied nothing, like some drunkard like that. Can’t you at least tell me the truth? I don’t think you would write anything for fun..
If I’m somebody to you, why can’t you automatically text me, reply me, etc etc?
I’m not trying to compare what, but others can sms me at least one msg everyday to ask bout me, why can’t you? When you’re my dearest love..
Even when asking you are you still having lessons, and on seeing the reply “break now”
I felt a sudden shock.. or fear should I say..
B R E A K..
This word is gonna haunt me for my life..FUCK OFF!!!
I never wanna leave u.. you?
Forget it.. Having mens now, won’t be in any good mood to think clearly too.
If that’s how you treat me, then let it be..
Tears don’t mean anything.. they are just some salts from my eyes.
I don’t wanna drift further away from you..
和我， 是幸福还是不幸？=’(
我只希望你能爱我，真心的爱我、关心我、呵护我。
在你看来微不足道的事情，他们可能对我意义重大。。
Sitting in front of the computer screen
I rubbed away my tears and screamed
Who am I? Who am I to you?
Perhaps another passerby
The one you’ll never cherish
If you’re for real
Tell me that you need me
Show me that you love me
Just do that little more.. won’t you?
I wander aimlessly
Searching for the warmth of yours
Seeing at people’s MSN nick
I wonder..
when will mine appear in yours..
How much you love me..?
你说你想做以前的你，那个你。。 有我吗？T.TLabels: personal
Thursday, May 03, 2007
5/03/2007 03:07:00 PM Y
Post title : You?
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: 是你吗？:[x]
宝贝变得甜多了。。
他会自动打电话给我
他会自动多发简讯给我
他会叫我text他
他会慰问我
他会在挂线之前说他爱我、想我
他的简讯说他想爱我多一点
他在MSN问我一些Friendster的人
他要多关心我
他会更保护我
虽然说，不少人不想受爱情的束缚，男友或女友的捆绑，但这些看似可能会越来越 ‘protective’的举动竟让我感到无比快乐。
是疯了吗？干吗这么高兴啊？
也许吧。。
想他多管我，多注意我，多和我说话。。
想啊想啊。。想到疯了 =D
他的爱似乎有点加深了。。 是吗？
还是，我现在才感觉到呢？>.<
.
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Wednesday, May 02, 2007
5/02/2007 11:41:00 PM Y
Post title : [x]: You’re just who I wanna be with :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: You’re just who I wanna be with :[x]Sometimes, I’m really sick about it.
What was it that changed my character, me..Myself..?
Maybe you would wonder, why am I feeling so weird and why am I blogging such stuffs..
Maybe, there is just something I got to reflect bout myself.
I used to be very carefree, believing that man is not a compulsory in my life and BGR will never affect me in any ways.
However, the first guy I really do love a lot before proved me wrong.
Tears I shed for him, they showed how painful my heart feels.
They showed that I have experienced something new and unbearable.
The pain of losing one beloved hit me, threw me hardly from high above the sky to hell.
Sometimes, I wish I could act like ME..
Should I say ‘thank you’ to that first guy or?
Because of him, I learned that I need to give in at times too.
Slowly, I grew to become more tolerant.
Even if I am not in the wrong, I apologized.
Even when the words he said hurt me, I swallowed them quietly.
Even if I felt maligned, I no longer explain myself but blindly accept.
No point either?
Then, it was what that made me become committed to u?
To be frank, you get pissed off easily;
You don’t seem to like sharing your stories with me;
You said hurtful things at times;
You don’t seem to love chatting with me on phone or in MSN;
Your kiss still lingers here..
How much I wanted to tell you I miss you..
I wanted to find you, but..
There’re just questions popping up in my mind;
They hold back my stretch to you..
Baby, I turned and walked away.
This day, this night, I only feel the sense of happiness from you.
No more tears and holding back
I know, you’re real.
And, I’m gonna make this last.
I can’t live my life the way I’m forcing myself to.
You came looking for me even if you’re not feeling well
You chatted with me bout your school life
You listened to my stories
You assured your love towards me again and again
You told me that you’re mine.
You asked me bout people in friendster.
You wanna be more protective over me.
You cared and worried so much for me.
Man, do you know these little actions mean a thousand words to me?
I love you!! <33
I’m gonna use my whole entire life to love you..!
I see no reason for you to mind ya? Hahas! ^^v
You’re just who I wanna be with! Smmwaarkss~
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