[x]: Confession :[x]


I wrote a letter for HIM to 告白 >.< awwww~~~

Well, I almost forget it cos it was written on Tuesday and slot it in between pages of my diary. Was kinda jealous bout him playing and chatting with other girls but what else can I do? I can’t go stamping my feet and say him right? Besides, mum’s at home. Hahas

Anyway, used MSN to talk to him and asked him to look at the letter. This is what he replied to it:

(Edvidence)




Click on pic for larger view.

K lahs, I go keep him accompany lerhs. Blog later! =D

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Went to Town, Cineleisure yesterday [Friday April 29, 2007].
Purpose: Study with Boyfriend.
Final Venue: LJS.
Duration 2 hours+ (I think??)

Some Photo taking sessions on our way there..













Aww.. such a coincidence to have a ‘Blue Star’ behind me! Whahahs =D


At LJS, I did revisions on SS while Boyfriend was busy pasting her new mobile phone casing – leopard fur.

She wrote this:





Sweet ^.^


Then, it was slacking n fooling around time outside arcade, at the comfy sofa! (:



Tongue Shot?! 0.0



Why are these two jokers looking n smiling right at each other’s face?



Finally a more ‘normal’ shot ((:



Sitting beside Rocky Master.. The ‘555’ hands that we got from Auntie..




Twins! One for me, One for her!

Way back home.. Photo taking session begins AGAIN ^^v



Obviously, that’s HER hand =.= She never allows me to have a serious one. *Ka Jiao Queen* lols





“555” hand!! (Cover one eye, read the alphabet on the screen) [Eye Test] =P


Look Back and SM(:LE!




Had a wonderful day out. Filled with fun joy and laughter. Madness in the air! Plunged-

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[x]: He's Still Sweet :[x]



Girl text Boy today cos she miss him as usual.
Boy told Girl that he is going to play basketball with his friends tomorrow so will be meeting her in the afternoon. Girl was kinda disappointed.

“Why is it that he spends so much time with his friends? Even the only Sunday Morning they are also going to snatch HIM away from ME? “ Girl wondered, feeling sad.

No choice, perhaps. She need to be more understanding, she don’t wanna think too much, she don’t want Boy to think she is being unreasonable.. She thought she could just keep herself occupied with her sisters without thinking too much bout him.

Though tried, Girl have to admit her misses to Him. Boy messaged Girl saying that she can find him in the morning at the basketball court first if she wants. Well, of course, Girl will be more than happy to do so, but she wants to know which Boy prefers: find him first in the morning or meet him later in the afternoon.
Boy text:

Haiya. Up to u la.wan come den come. If dun wan den see ya in e afternoon.


To be truthful, Girl was feeling bad.. utterly bad. Why can’t Boy feel that Girl was just trying to get a nice reply from him? Girl doesn’t know what to reply. She knows she won’t text any good reply and will sure provoke him which she do not wish to, so Girl continued her day with her sisters. Her mind was filled with *Jeff*


How long can she hold? Her mood was getting from bad to worse. Just like her friend, XiaoTing, Girl wasn’t feeling good either. They were both wondering what their boyfriends are doing. =( Girl Miss Boy.


While her friend was buying tidbits, Boy suddenly called Girl!!! 0.0!
Girl was elated to see his name appearing on her phone, she picked up happily.
Boy apologised to Girl! He said he was sorry bout just now and that he explained that he was tired thus message a bit too..
Well, Girl understands ya? ^^v

<BR>
Boy is sweet. Boy is Girl’s every reason to smile, to cry. Boy is just simply who she WANTS. Her need..

Boy, you knew how I will feel, and that I love. Baby, thanks for those worries and care that u shower on me. You made me feel so blessed to have u afterall!! =) Loves.

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Sang by Mandy Moore

Love You For Always lyrics

1, 2, 3, 4...
1, 2, 3, 4...

Boy I wanna be where you are
It don't matter if you're near or you're far
You're fillin' my heart
All the way to the top
And it's you...
I'm lovin' for always
Catch me, I'm a shooting star
Make a wish
Close your eyes, cross your heart
Your love is so rare
And I'm glad that you're here in my arms
I'll love you for always

Dreamin' of you tonight
Prayin' that you will be mine
Hopin' you'll be holding me tight
Never ever letting me go
I need you to know...

1, 2, 3, 4...

You came into my life
Made everything go right
So sweet and tenderly
Unlock the love, you've got the key
Oh, I'm so satisfied
This kind of love I just can't hide
I'm gonna love you for always
I'm gonna love you...

Took my heart for a carousel ride
Made it feel what I knew inside
When I'm with you
All that I seem to do is smile
I love you for always
Boy I'm floating on a cloud
Wanna scream and shout it out loud
I found amazing grace--
In your eyes, in your face
I'm in love...
With you for always

Dreamin' of you tonight
Prayin' that you will be mine
Hopin' you'll be holding me tight
Never ever letting me go
I need you to know...
1, 2, 3, 4...

You came into my life
Made everything go right
So sweet and tenderly
Unlock the love, you've got the key
Oh, I'm so satisfied
This kind of love I just can't hide
I'm gonna love you for always
I'm gonna love you for always

I'm gonna love you,
For always it's true
I'm gonna love you for always

I'm gonna love you for always

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For those who showed their care and concern for me, THANKS A ZILLION!
At times of hardships, it’s when people showed their true colours. Those who care and those who were all along ‘trying’ to be that one good person.

At about 11+ pm on 24th April 2007, Boy and Girl met with some problems. REALLY BIG problem. They are on a shaky situation, quarrelling over some unknown stuff (or should I say I don’t wish to reveal/Don’t know how to put into words?). About 12, Boy let Girl live her own way. (If you get what I mean)

They cried secretly. Their heart ache. They miss each other so much.
Girl got her boyfriend, Eef, to accompany her tomorrow morning at 6 before school starts cos Girl knew she won’t be able to get to sleep or simply put she don’t wanna wake up with that unbearable misses. After hanging up, her tears flow even faster and harsher like nobody’s business. Girl text Boy saying that she wants to meet him up on Sunday or maybe if possible to find him on Friday. Girl misses Boy that much and she thought Boy had fallen asleep.

However, her message tone sounded. It was BOY!! He was online and so Girl went online too. Hoping to chat more with him. Indeed, they chatted. Much more than usual but Girl didn’t feel that happy. Her tears pour. She can’t take it. She can’t bear to leave him. She needs him. Girl seemed so ‘alright’ while chatting with him, so did Boy. But deep inside, they knew they are crying on each side. Boy’s laptop is running out of battery and had no choice but to end the conversation. Girl felt sad. She wanted to talk to him so much! She doesn’t wish to end everything. She looked at Xiao E, she looked at their ring, and she looked at his photo…

Boy said Girl could message him on the phone and so Girl suggested calling Boy which he then agreed to. 5 minutes later, Girl called and Boy picked up. Girl knew Boy was crying. She knew it. She heard it. She sensed it. They didn’t talk much on the phone, but Girl really wish to call him.. ‘HUBBY’ so so much but she knows it’s over. Boy’s brother is sleeping and thus they hang up.

Awhile later, Boy messaged Girl.

--------------------------------------------------------------

2.54am, April 25, 2007

Sender:宝贝老公(this is the name I put in phone)

Baby, I wanna protect you.
I wanna love you again.
Come back to me will you?
It really aches me to see you like this.
I do love you lots still.

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Girl was shocked but yet elated! She can’t imagine Boy is giving her a second chance to call him 老公! ^^v
Girl promised that she would no longer be that unreasonable one and shall understand him being busy and having no much time for her at times. She told Boy never to return her heart to her and that she’ll take real good care of herself. Girl loves Boy.
They’re back together..

Boy came to the church to look for her.. Boy didn’t say “I do” but he showed that he is willing to look after her, to love her with all his heart. Girl was touched and happy. Girl never wants to leave Boy. And.. Xiao Eeyore~

Mmuacks. It’s over yet started again.. It’s endless.. isn’t it? (:

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[x]: Game Over :[x]

I’m ‘happily’ chatting with you, but my tears are rolling uncontrollably.
You’re single yet unavailable. Single? That’s fast and .. cruel..

Everything’s over. I can lie to myself no more. Without you by my side now. I have to admit, I can’t take it. Not even til now. You meant so much to me and now.. you’re gone for good.

“Friends are forever. But once Love is gone, it’s gone forever.”

You said we’ll be friends forever but I rather not. I need you so badly. Am I not independent enough? Or was it that I have taken you as my whole?

At least for this serene night, everything seems alright except me. This might be the very one MSN chat that we chatted so long ‘happily’.
You’re strong indeed. Or maybe you’re crying like me too?? Hahas. Maybe bah..
Well, I regretted saying too lil ‘I Love You’.
Regret showing you how much I can do for you
Regret understanding you more
Regret taking more care of myself
Regret for being so oblivious bout perverts everywhere and still post nick that attracts them.
Regret not hugging you more and tight
Regret not kissing your lips more
Regrets…
If only.. everything will be alright..

Marry me, will you?
The ring, Xiao Eeyore.. will be our marriage certificate..
I’m not strong.. but I’ll try since you can..
You’re tired of worrying me, you said you got no time for my love too..
Well, if you really love me, I wanna tell you that I don’t mind cos we have to go through anyway.
And, I can take it.. just that at times 我只想任性一点。却没想到这样既然带给你更多的不愉快，真得很对不起。

Xiao Eeyore is always OURs. I don’t mean to mention anything that will add on that ache in your heart. I know you did love me but you’re just tired of it.
Allow me to still express myself everytime.

Those precious moments when you’re with me, remains vivid in my mind.
I’m waiting for you in the church.. waiting for your arrival..
Waiting for you to come and say “I Do”..

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Went to Westmall’s food court with boyfriend, Eefennie, to study today.

At the bus stop waiting for the bus…




Isn’t her hair clip beautiful? ^.^


Basically, accompanied her for some ‘shopping’ (she needs to get wrapping paper and box for presents). After which we planned to go to Mac to do our revisions but it was raining ‘meow and woof” so, no choice... We headed to food court instead.
Well, ordered a plate of fries cos both of us craved for it that time.
Well, the revision wasn’t really effectively carried out cos SHE was laughing, talking bout other stuff, photographing, etc etc. Arghh~!

See the mess..






She messed with me while I was trying HARD to concentrate!






Sadly, I joined in the fun! Whahahas




First shot = normal. Susequent photos = abnormal. xD







Trying to show a food chain? Hahas


Then we suggested that Xiao Eeyore should have something too..




He got GRASS! Whahaha
Grass->XiaoEeyore->Wayne->Eefennie


Then.. we tried with HER Piggy Purse…





She blamed my poor photo-taking skills cos I wasn’t able to capture a nice shot of all five including the grass!! ^^v






How good is her skills then? ~.~ Lols


Well, time is passing rather fast ya! We’re getting cold!! *Shivers*




A cup of Hot Milo do help ya? (:


Perhaps, he wants some too x)






Get back to my books and worksheets.




Bury me~~ =(


Boyfriend’s parents came to look for her cos they having dinner together. Finished up my last sentence and nice warm milo. Home sweet Home.


Chatted a while with Nana just now in MSN. Didn’t really talk much, it was just my curiosity bout her having hamsters at home. I wanted two too. But I can’t due to financial probs and mum disapproval due to the hectic life we’re all leading. There’s simply no time for this lil creatures. =( Moreover, I once had one but it died. I cried like hell! Sobx. It hurts.
My bag will be heavy these few days
1) I needa bring books back for revision
2) I needa clear all the books under my table by Thursday
Therefore, if ever you question my nick “I need a SLAVE and a walking ATM”, hopefully the above hamster and heavy bag case will explain so to you ya! ^.^

At around 10+, I chatted with hubby’s sister whom I call 妹妹Hahas
Well, solved an A.Math Coordinate Geometry question with help of ONION(Joson) to be exact. He is indeed clever! =) Typed the answer together with explanation and sent it to her. Happily, I suppose it did help her? Well, it’s late now. I got to go sleep. Good night peeps~ zZz

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[x]: Tearful Saturday Night :[x]


You read my diary, wheeled yourself on the chair towards me and apologized.
This shows that you care and mind my feelings

涌入你的怀里，疑惑不解的说不必要道歉。可是你心里对我的愧疚，使你说了一次又一次的“对不起”。当明白一切时，我便告诉你“只要永远陪在我身边，我就开心了” 那刹那，我眼泪已在眼眶里打转。I held back my tears, not wanting to let you see such a weak girlfriend. But when I turned to look at you, your tears are already cascading. It hurts me.

老公，既然说要我快快乐乐的，你就要答应我永不和我分离好吗？^.^
好啦，我累了。。

Hopefully I could pick up your phone later cos I going to have a rest first. Muacks. ＬＯＶＥ

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[x]: Grey Days :[x]



Those lonely days
My world so grey


I’m always waiting and constantly looking at my phone seeing if you have left me a text or something. But you leave me in dismay. You’re busy, busy and busy. You’re busy with school, busy with school presentation, busy with your friends. I’m not trying to be an unreasonable girlfriend. I can take all these. It’s just that all I hope for is a lil bit more of initiative from you. I used MSN to ask you a question when you’re actually near me:
Something like asking if one or two more messages that you auto send me is to much. You agreed to do so, and I hope it wouldn’t be an empty promise. Words said cannot be taken back oh! ^.^ Loves Loves.

My eye lids are heavy~~ sob sob. *Yawn*

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[x]: I Just Fear.. :[x]

I don’t know why is it that I feel so negative at times. Do you know, I feel so afraid that you would tell me that it is better for us to part and live on separate ways?
I’m so scared that you would be tired of all my misses that you just turn away from me. I fear that you would say it is for my good that you leave me. Baby, I really can’t imagine what am I gonna be without you.

No matter how many times I tell myself to calm down, to understand your stand, to control myself, I just can’t. I find myself stupid. 笨得不知道为什么这么想念你。。又不是说没有了我你会死掉一样。我不明白没有你的日子，为什么会这么难过，无奈。对你的思念是源源不断的， 你呢？你怎么想？

I don’t want your apology. I don’t want you to feel bad. But.. I need you to know that some emotions are beyond control. It’s tired I admit but I never say I wanna let go, so never leave me too k?

You’re spending more times with your friends in school than me now, and I hope it would not affect our relationship ya?

Anyway, no one is gonna take you away from me! You’re MINE!! =p I die die cling onto you for the rest of my life lerhs. Hahas! I’m waiting for you to support me and have many many 小宝宝in the future!! Kekes.. Miss ya dear.. Mmuacks~

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You IDIOTIC BASTARDS AND BITCHES, can you guys STOP all those NONSENSE and MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS?!?! STOP POKING YOUR NOSE INTO OTHER PEOPLE’S AFFAIRS!

Well, this post is for those who SIMPLY CAN’T LIVE THEIR LIVES WITHOUT BRINGING UP THE PAST TO TALK ABOUT.

So what if I’m her sis? So what if she did something that was publicized? So what if she was being known for something ‘disgraceful’ (as most of those who don’t understand would say). So what?!

Yes, I FIRMLY admit that she’s my sis. I don’t mind. I admired her courage and bravery; I admired her being so strong and able to bear those sarcastic remarks of IDIOTS; I admired her for going through so much yet living FINE!

Ask yourself then, how PURE are you to say what she did is wrong?
And for god’s sake, STOP asking if I would have mine too. Speaking of pure, how pure are you since the day you are born? We people are no longer innocent or pure. Minds are corrupted, lies, vulgarities.. HOW PURE ARE YOU?!

If you really want to know so much when I’ll have mine, let me tell you something:
“YOU DIE ALSO CAN’T GET TO SEE IT!!!”

Maybe, you people would find means to get my sis or mine or both of our accts, be it friendster or MSN. All I can do is to pray that your mouth don’t ROT cos of ill-speaking bout us! Awww~~ so sad..

Anyway, it’s just a waste of time to find me and my sis to torture us with all those comments, it’s of NO USE! Yea, no doubt I do get pissed off, but after that, I would only laugh at those IDIOTic BASTARDS AND BITCHES who are actually shooting back at themselves. I doubt you people’s “PURITY” either. Let alone what you say. It can never affect much of our BEAUTIFUL lives. Come on, get a life you faggots. It’s time to wake up and live for the future! The past is only there for no good if you were to stay in it, going everything over and over again in your mind.

Bring it on man, crush me with all your stupidity and ignorance, See if you can create a big impact in my life!

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今天放学后，我和boyfriend, Eefennie, 去了Clarke Quay 的 The Central 走走。

Well, there are quite a bit shops there, mostly fashion shops ya. We practically combed every corner and entered most of the shops. One that I like is the shop call don’t know what Girl’s shop, I suppose? Pardon me cos my memory is failing me. Hahas
Went to the toilet before we go makan




In the toilet, isn’t the wall beautiful? ^.^


Searched so hard for LJS cos it’s nowhere to be seen in the mall. It is located at #01-30 but the problem is that MOST shops have NO unit number! Arghhh~

Went to check out the directory again for the shop that is beside – Starbucks!
Boyfriend knows where it is and we happily headed to our destination to mum mum! I was famished.

Ordered my combo 1 and *burp*~ I was full. After which I took out my pen and started drawing on her ankle a so-so tattoo.













Can you see that she was really bored? haha


Then, I started drawing on my lower arm。





We had fun and laughter. I was really grateful for her accompanying me after school. Though I was kinda shaken by the sight of Lina and her Bf outside school, I understand I got to control my misses towards him. His heart is still with me ya? ^.^

Got our butts away from those comfy seats and headed to the MRT station. I quickly went into the concourse level and rushed boyfriend in. But she PURPOSELY walked damn slowly, everything in SLOW motion. -.-

Finally, she CRAWLED in and..
ME: Excuse me, I suppect you, I need to carry ou a security check.
Eefennie: …Check my ass.(Hand pointing pipi)
[We walked away laughing madly]

Played “黑白猜” while waiting for the train to arrive. Somehow, this laughing gas is leaking Hahas! =D
Then, had a photo-taking before the train actually arrived



A part or Apart?

While in the train, this caught my attention..



Isn’t it nice? Hahas



Anyway, Xiao Eeyore 闯祸了。It hit one lady around her 20s I think. Well, that’s cos she is short. I’m not trying to be mean here, that’s the fact! >.<








Xiao Eeyore posing!


My Xiao Eeyore is loved by everyone ok?? Humph~
It accompanied me today　and walked me home.

天刚变黑不久，大概7点45 时左右，我沿着回家的那条路，独自走回家。
也许是时间还早的原因吧，星星缺席了。幸好还有手上的画和小Eeyore，我才没感到太过孤单。这一天也想了一点，觉得是时后该给你多点私人空间。从今天开始，除了Good Morning SMS，我不会一直text你，不想让你分心。但若我忍不住发简讯给你，请你千千万万不要感到厌烦哦！＝ｐ　你开学了，会很忙吧？我会谅解的，只要你心里有我。。

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A song that was being edited by me for you.
Original song “ On and On” by DBSK(Korean band)

你有过这样的爱吗 只渴望 等待 爱着一个人
就像电影般的爱情

有许多人因等待而疲惫 说着*真实的爱情并不存在*
但那是骗人的吧

He’s like the wind that comes by
我也拥有着 总是思念的爱情

*等待已久 思念着某个人 在我身边的他
my love for you goes on and on
就像竖立的大树般 在你身边
不管多久 我都要成为那树影
我的爱情是goes on and on and on

就算不说爱你这句话 只要能传达给他
没有关系 他仍是可以感受到的

似乎无法用言语来解释 就像是灵魂的对话吧
2 become One 是人生最大的理由吧

He’s like the sunrise in my life
每天的开始都让人期待 只要有他在

**等待已久 思念着某个人 在我身边的他
my love for you goes on and on
就如一篇小说 成为你人生中美丽的灰姑娘
将感动献给你
我的爱情是goes on and on and on

我们的爱情 希望永不变
我会祈祷着 希望到永远

Baby, 就让我们眼前遇到的困难与悲伤
跟着灰暗一同消失

*等待已久 思念着某个人 在我身边的他
my love for you goes on and on
就像竖立的大树般 在你身边
不管多久 我都要成为那树影
我的爱情是goes on and on and on

**等待已久 思念着某个人 在我身边的他
my love for you goes on and on
就如一篇小说 成为你人生中美丽的灰姑娘
将感动献给你
我的爱情是goes on and on and on

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[x]:Without you, I'm better off dead :[x]

Baby, I’m sorry
I can’t stop thinking of you
You crossed my mind
Every now and then
Sitting at a corner in the pub
Yet nothing seems to interest
Without you, I’m better off dead

Throughout that noisy night
Dim lights, smoky surround
I ain’t alive
I search for fun in it
Yet emptiness I felt
Left wondering in the midst
Without you, I’m better off dead

Lonely, sad
I picked up my phone
And messaged you
A simple ‘I Miss You’
Means a thousand words
You filled every inch of my thoughts
Without you, I’m better off dead

Looking at Tracy and Ben
Those memories of us
Came flooding my mind
The hope that you were here
Though it’s all impossible
At least for now
Without you, I’m better off dead
In a pub filled with laughter
Why wouldn’t I feel as happy?
Why wouldn’t I feel as relaxed?
Why wouldn’t I plumb myself into the atmosphere?
Why wouldn’t I...
I think thought and still thinking
Without you, I’m better off dead]

My dearest love, I’m sorry
I ain’t any independent girl
I need you dearly
Without youI’m just a living dead
I’m sorry, I can’t promise anything
That I could enjoy myself
Without you…

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Practically had no extra lessons or CO today.
Sec4e students of SCSS had NAPFA today.
End result:(according to sequence)
Standing Board Jump ………. 150cm
Sit-ups ………. 50 times
Sit and Reach ………. 56cm
Incline Pull-up ………. 10 times
Shuttle run ………. 10.9sec

Do you know it’s my FIRST time having a 150 for SBJ?? Arghhs
Forget it. I’m just done for that. x)

Did my sit-ups rather 轻松 and never did I expect to get an A for my shuttle run? Hahas Things always happen unexpectedly! (:

As for my S&R, it’s just the usual results. This year is 1cm better than last year’s. That’s it. Finished with our NAPFA rather fast and quickly and headed back to classroom and got changed. Met up with my dearest HUBBY!

We went to Lot1’s food court and I bought Yong Tau Foo soup to share with HUBBY. I seriously can’t bear to see him seeing me eat. Anyway, after that hubby complained that his tummy hurt and we sat at the food court for quite some time. I took my chemistry textbook to do bits of revision while he helped me pluck white/spoilt hair. Felt really tired.

Hmmm.. Hubby needa go back to do his laptop stuff for school and he told me to go home revise too? Hahahas. I can’t concentrate much either. But, got to 乖乖listen right?

-Hugged and kissed him Goodbye-

Today before the NAPFA, I realized I had my mens. Got Esther to get my pad for me and well, kinda disappointed. I was intending to go Jurong Swimming Complex to ‘play’ water this coming Sunday!(Do you think it’ll end by then? o.0?) Hopefully.

In addition to the disappointment, Andrew, my CO junior, told me that we're 1% short to GOLD? Argh~ Whatever. It's over isn't it? We can prove ourselves so in future performances! ^^v


K lahs, guess I should stop here. I needa go clear my bladder! xD whahahahhas~

Bye!

[x]: Movie For a Free Time :[x]

Hoii hoii! (: I’ve just finished watching the movie “300” which my brother had downloaded. Well, though I’m not into violence but this show truly captures my attention. It speaks of the bravery of the King and his 300 men. They fought with their hearts and believed in their glorious sacrifice. They fought for freedom. They fought for their land. The queen whom I admired had shown her cleverness. The people of Spartans in the story, they are the strongest and bravest. They fear of nothing. This movie has an excellent storyline that allows one to be engrossed in it. I recommend.
Lest you do not understand their purpose for the fight, you will be able to feel their determination to drive Xerxes to their fall and Spartan to victory.

Hence, I do rate this movie as a nice and thrilling one. (Ps: some scenes are quite gross)Why not consider watching during one of your free time? It’s never a waste. ^.^

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Happened to come across this person when I came back and sat in front of the com.

iceflakesky@hotmail.com says:
Helo, i am 26/male/chinese. Me bored, u mind on notty chat?


Ok, didn’t wanna get implicated in any dirty talks. Then.. phone rang. I picked up and this guy started..

GUY: Hey, how are you?
ME: *puzzled* who you?
GUY: One of your friends. You guess?
ME: Ha Ha I got so many friends. How am I gonna know?
GUY: guess.
ME: I don’t know.. Tell me la.

GUY: okok. Kelvin.

ME: oh ok. I’m fine. You?
(Con’td)
GUY: Are you open-minded?
ME: hmmm.. why?
GUY: Nothing, are you open-minded?
ME: errr.. so so. Why?? *kinda get a hint of ‘something’*
GUY: You got any friends who are open-minded?
ME: Not really. Why??
GUY: No one open-minded?
ME: Nope.
GUY: Cos I’m open-minded. You mind?
ME: *wondering what to answer* errr.. okok lahs. Why?
GUY: You don’t mind right?
ME: hmmm.. ok ba *anyone save me?*
GUY: What you wearing now?
ME: *frown* Why should I tell you?
GUY: what you wearing, can tell me?
ME: NO.
GUY: I not wearing anything now.
ME: *Thinking : did I ask?* So?
GUY: What you wearing?
ME: Not your prob right? What you wear is not my business too.

ME: hey, my boyfriend called me. Ermm.. so…. Ya.
GUY: *doesn’t seem to get me* Why?
ME: huh? My boyfriend called! I needa get to him.
GUY: Why?
ME: chat la. Duh -.-
GUY: why?
ME: He’s my boyfriend cannot chat meh? Not you business too
GUY: You got play penis?
ME: *heard it as ‘tennis’* err,, No. why?
GUY: You never play penis?
ME: *haven’t got that word clear yet* Tennis? No.
GUY: Never play Penis?
ME: Tennis?? Huh?
GUY: no.. penis.
ME: *Now I get Him* *thinking: poor pronunciation* No. I really got to get back to my boyfriend.
GUY: why never play?
ME: My boyfriend is waiting. Sorry. Bye.
(Hanged Up the phone. Ended Conversation.)

I wanted to get Hubby into the conversation to ‘save’ me. But, he hanged.
Perhaps, I did the wrong move to ask him call? It won’t help either.
I can only save myself ya? But, under that circumstances that I think he is my friend whom I know(doubting it now), how am I suppose to end it?
Whatever it is, it’s really getting on my nerves! What the hack you despos want from me? Or maybe some other innocent souls???!!?!?!

If you really are so ‘in need’ go Geylang! There is plenty to satisfy you! Faggots! Scram Off! Bastardz

Anyway, hubby called again. I told him there’s nothing already and though he did nothing since he’s ignorant bout it, I still thanked him for calling. He text me in MSN telling me that:

++★Jeff' b0ib0i★*独一无二* ++ ^^我们的开始，是幸福的开始 , 是个美丽的意外。 says:
sry dear
++★Jeff' b0ib0i★*独一无二* ++ ^^我们的开始，是幸福的开始 , 是个美丽的意外。 says:
but i just dun undersyand y u wan mi to call whn after tat u put mi at a second line
++★Jeff' b0ib0i★*独一无二* ++ ^^我们的开始，是幸福的开始 , 是个美丽的意外。 says:
wat for la
++★Jeff' b0ib0i★*独一无二* ++ ^^我们的开始，是幸福的开始 , 是个美丽的意外。 says:
somemore i thot it was something impt and i was using my hp to call
[`NingNing`] 他和她的开始，是一本永远没有结局的Story。。 says:
nvm
[`NingNing`] 他和她的开始，是一本永远没有结局的Story。。 says:
i understand

Well, guess it’s really nothing important. What’s more when I have actually encountered a guy whom I saw suspiciously at the staircase for twice and that he followed me up the stairs but stopped at he same level both times; Seeing me from the flight of stairs before mine? Wanna see something underneath my skirt? Dream on! I have come thus far, so I guess I’m independent enough to depend on my own to protect myself ya?

For those sickos out there, give me a peace of time can? Choose someone else and spare me. I’m tired.

As for my huby, I know he can't really help me since I didn't tell him anything. I don't blame him. Hubby, please, I'm sorry. Some things you said in MSN, I get your point. Think I know what you're trying to imply. Well, I'll take care of myself so you need not worry. Loving or not, I know it myself. Please, don't say anything le k?

Love ya.

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[x]: Cross Country :[x]

Well, basicaly, my school had our annual x ctry today but at a different location! Japanese garden! (: Well, the route is REALLY much MORE easier to run. No hilly part etc etc. Hmmm, I didn't really run for the sake of getting into any front position cos I agreed to accompany Eefennie to jog. I kind of urging her not to stop and continue to run towards the finishing line!!

Me: 想象3kg loss 在前方等你。不要走，继续跑。
Jia: *panting* Tired-

I keep encouraging her worhs. SOＮＩＣＥOFＭＥ！hahas. Well, ended up with a 120 position card. Pathetic ya? Lols. Nah~ It does not matter to me. In fact, the truth is I actually do not intend to run! x)





Photographer: Eefennie
Idiotic Model: Wayne

[x]: Threesome :[x]

X ctry ends at around 11 i think? headed home to change and met up with XiaoTing at Lot1 first. Seriously, Lot1 is REALL DAMN BORED!! *rot*

Finally met up with Eefennie at Gombak Station




Photographer: Eefennie
Victim: Wayne (seen to be a begger or girl in depression? Lols)





Time: While transfering and waiting for the next train.
(Did You notice I'm slanting towards Ting instead? hahas! Taking photo with her phone! xD)


After the quite long ride, we happily, crazily alighted at Somerset station! Continued to take some pictures during our day out.







Photos Taken in The Toilet Behind The Station

We had lotsa fun today! Played the game, "嘴巴手指不一样" during our ride back. Also, photo! haha.





While waiting for our train.

Just wanna end off saying a BIG thank you to Ting and Jia for their lovely and fun companion today! Hope there is more of such meetings soon the next time! kekes. Nite everyone~

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I will not be too particular about the way you love me from this moment onwards. Simply put, I will not take you as my ‘everything’ now. I do not want a strain relationship with you. The LOVE in my dictionary is to accept and let the loved ones be who she or he is fully. Only to make you just a PART of my life, will I not expect too much or too high from you. Hence, I would not feel bad or sad in any way, isn’t that so? I guess, through failures and sadness I received in the past, I grow to become a girl who is really emotional and sensitive. It does seem to be a good point of a person but I think due to that, I really had asked too much from you at times? I’m sorry baby. Forgive my unreasonable request. As long as I know you truly love me, I am contented. You do not have to show your love towards me cos I know I have a place in your heart.

My dear, please.. Hold on to me and never let go. I wanna be with you til the end of time; til the clock strikes for my departure from this world. I Love You.

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