Wednesday, August 29, 2007
8/29/2007 12:40:00 PM Y
Post title : Diary
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Diary :[x]
Yesterday, I happened to come across my pink diary which I have left untouched for two months plus.
Intended to throw it away but after flipping through the pages, I felt memories coming back. Those sweet words of dedication.. etc
How much I need him in my life =(
Wrote an entry in it.. yet..
I no longer feel the same way as I felt in the past when I'm writing my diary.
现在的日记簿只有我一个读者。。
他不会再翻开这本日记簿，
更不会再去读我写的每一字每一句。。
He is not clear of how much he needs me I supposed?
Cos he can never be sure to give me a firm answer.
Well, maybe it is my fault that everything turned out to be like this.
What's more to ask for when the one you love is still keeping you in his heart and caring for you?
I just thought for myself - not wanting to feel so alone with no bf by my side whenever I go out and was questioned by my friends bout where is HIM?
I just felt.. i don't know hw to put it into words..
You know how envy I am whenever I see Tif and Fadz ALWAYS together when I see them??
You know how much I wish he was there with me when I saw my Cine friends together as couples?
I know I'm asking a lil too much..
I know he's busy and stuff like that..
I'm sorry boy..
Anyway, he managed to come find me at Batok Mac where I was studying for my SS paper which i took just now.
I'm more than happy to see him!!! =D
He can't bear to leave I think?? hehes.
But he's too tired so after a while he left.
Even so, we kissed and hugged goodbye.
Felt really sweet and blessed at that moment.
But.. well.. i can't possibly freeze time right?? hmm..
He's stillc aring for me.. and he said I'm always in his heart..
Felt really really happy !
okok.. I guess I'll stop here.. shall update soon again. =I hope=
No one can make my heart skip that extra beat,
Like how you did when I see you smile.
And..
No one can make my heart paused for that few seconds,
Like how you did when I see you cry.
Wayne was in love with Boy,
Yet she had no confident in winning his heart for he is too popular among girls..
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Thursday, August 23, 2007
8/23/2007 07:52:00 PM Y
Post title : Tchers' day prep
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Teachers' Day Prep :[x]
Today after class was dismissed, replied BOYFRIEND that I'll be staying in class.
She appeared before my eyes few minutes later. Lols.
okok.
Accompanied her down to canteen cos she wanna EXCUSE herself from NAPFA retest. haiyoyo..
Someone OVER-donate blood this month. HAHA! xD
Anyway, this was what BOYFRIEND wrote for me!!!!! Kekes.
SO happy la!!! hahas.
Know how TOUCHED I am?! buahahahhas.
Ok.. shall blog again some other day. That's all for today LOL =D
Once upon a time,
there lived a pretty girl called WAYNE xD
Continue 'catching' the story! ^-^
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007
8/21/2007 05:50:00 PM Y
Post title : Happy Happy
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Happy Happy :[x]
Yesterday, he never call me. And when I realised, he was already at home.
Well, no big deal for him not to call me. BUT..!!! He used to call me everytime while on his way back. However, after I admit my wrong.. he never call me .
BUT BUT BUT!!!
On my way back today, HUBBY CALLED ME!!!
And he sounded SO SWEET la!!! hahahs. So so happy!!!!! xD
I thought after that incident, Hubby will start to treat me cold cold..and really don't change and compromise lerhs.
我以为他会不要我了=(
But of course, he NEVER!! hehes.
I know he will still think of what I have done. I know accpeting fully is impossible. But I hope this 7 mths relationship will continue on til my last breath on earth. Will he move on with me in life??
Hmm..I simply love the sweetness of HUBBY!!! ^.^
这一生都不想失去你。
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Monday, August 20, 2007
8/20/2007 06:56:00 PM Y
Post title : Sorry Hubby..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Sorry :[x]
Unhappiness again. This time solely my fault. Hubby, I'm sorry and I mean it..
我知道要你完全原谅我不可能；
我知道要你接受很难；
我知道自己不对不应该；
我知道自己错得很离谱；
哭过了，两人的心也再次碎了吧？
这次的错误，都怪自己不好。
如果不说，你也许不会对我这么冷淡吧。
也许不让你知道，我们就依然能开开心心地为对方而改，
改是为了能更快乐地在一起。
但因为内疚，我对你坦白。
自己的诚实，你的离开。。
应该不是意料之外的吧？
我认了。
说再多也没用吧？
My actions doesn't prove how much I need you. -but I know I do need you a lot
This time, I don't wanna use anymore tears to get you back.
I don't wanna force a love to return.
I've hurt you. Done something wrong. I seeked for your forgiveness .. but I know..
I know..
在我发生事情的时候，我拨电话给你。
你表露出的是无奈。
在我胃痛时，我又拨电话给你。
你表露出的还是无奈。
说你一直担心我会很累，怪我不会好好照顾自己。
对不起，对不起。
说不完的“对不起”
我知道你试着改，为了让我更快乐。
但诚实的说，你改了多少？
两人之间的“对不起”根本没有减少。。
我知道担心我会累，
但我真的就是不会照顾自己。
我知道爱我很累，
我不是个善解人意的好女朋友。
我知道为我而改会累，
你失去了自我，没了自由。
累了吧？
我们一路走来，虽然只是短短的七个月，我还是想说：
“我真的真的很爱你！！！”
说再多都不能弥补对吧？
心好不想放掉。但若你真的无法接受，
而我在你心中再也不能成为那100分，
我接受零。
我知道错了。
但风筝，可能不会再回来了。。 :'(
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Saturday, August 18, 2007
8/18/2007 10:28:00 AM Y
Post title : I..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: I.. :[x]
I don't like this feeling..
For all I've gone through..
I don't wanna give up..
I don't wanna end
I don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna stop
But..
These voices within call
And..
Those thoughts they corrupt
I can't stand it
I can't take it
I'm so lost.
Those smiles and laughter, tears and sadness..
They mark the love we hold
The history of our story
Yet distance kept us a lil apart.
I never wanna lose you..
And I never wanna let you go...
so Boy,
Show me how much I mean to you..
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Thursday, August 16, 2007
8/16/2007 10:15:00 PM Y
Post title : [x]: Walk Walk Walkaton :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Walk Walk Walkaton :[x]
Supposedly to stay back after Physics lessons which ended at 4.10 pm today for Humanes.
Au Yong left two SBQ ws for us to do as she will not be coming to our class.
Not wanting to stay a lil longer in school, I asked Hazique to pass me the ws first.
As expected, finished the two WS and left after Lim's lesson. =)
Saw XiaoTing when on my way down the stairs. Shouted from the glass planes and told her to wait for me!! ahhas
She was in good spirits and thus decided to go somewhere else instead of heading straight home together.
Suggested Khatib cos I wanna eat NEW YORK PIZZA!!
It's a 2 people serving if you're not a big appetite person. Plus a can of drink and one chicken(Spicy or non-spicy)
Everything for only S$6.90!!
Isn't it all worthwhile?? hahas.
Finished the Hawaiian Pizza and shared half of the chicken. Ting suggested to WALK BACK to ADMIRALTY!!
Yes, my first reaction was no doubt..
0.0" WHAT?! Siao ar! Don't want la!
Yet after the going to the ladies'...
We are WALKING BACK!!! Lolx.
Chatted, laughed, walked, brisk walked, sang a lil, run a bit, etc.
It was REALLY enjoyable though. hahas
Walked for seemingly short 2 HOURS! x)
Think during some parts of the route, where there won't probably be anyone walking on unless joggers, drivers or passengers would most likely think we're mad I suppose?? Hahas!
A lil attract unwanted attention la! GOSH.
And there we were joking around that we should tell those people that we were being kidnapped and just managed to climb out of the fence.
You know those fence where they say it is prohibited and intruders will be prosecuted?? It has the round wire thingy on top right?? hahas.
By the way, decided to study awhile at CWP's MOS Burger before going home.
Tidied ourselves in the toilet and I keep complaining that the COLOUR of my SKIN is NOT NICE!!! Yucks!!!!*puke*
I'm so damn irritated by this awful colour la.. Idiot. LOLS
Should I let it return to its original fairness or should I go tan a lil darker and even the tone??? Hmmm..
Come on and gimme ideas and suggestions!! whahahhas
Studied SS cos there's test tml. Quite a long and big chapter to me. Lots of factors. argghhh!!!
Ok, brain should rest..
Kissed and hugged goodbye at about 940pm.
Home Sweet Home~ ^-^
I had a good walk, a good workout.
Wayne is HAPPY!! xD
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
8/15/2007 09:44:00 PM Y
Post title : My Ｏｎｌｙ Ｌｏｖｅ
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: My Only Love :[x]
我在周围画了个圈圈。
我相信我能一个人过，但脑海里怎么却无法忘掉“他”呢？
对他的思念，源源不断。
风吹雨打，心灰意冷
但即使遇到再多困难，再多挫折，
我心还是不想把他放掉
一直想紧紧的守护手心里这爱情，
一直从他眼里看见自己的眼光。
不管未来会怎样，
我只知道，现在的我，
只要有你就心满意足了。
也许偶尔会想放弃，
但我相信有你的未来，
一定会是幸福的.
Boy, I just wanna love YOU <33
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007
8/14/2007 08:40:00 PM Y
Post title : ETP
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Escape Theme Park :[x]
Didn't expect to get BURNT. Lols
Pictures taken from the official site of ETP.
These are roughly what we played. Didn't play much though. lols
All cos of the three DOWN FOR MECHANICAL CHECKS !!! arghhhh!!!
The most fun and exciting among all are close!!!!! DAMN!! >.<[1]
[2]
[3]
PLAYED:Small lil toot toot train.
We wanted to take one for each person. But there's other people in the queue so.. no choice! gotta SQUEEZE!And there was this young Eng-speaking boy who kept talking. hahas.I bet XT can't take lil kids cos she was super pissed and told him to shut up in hokkien. Bad sial LOls.
Go-Kart
-had few rides for the advance track.-two rides for beginner[1st I drove and Tracy sat beside me. 1nd time I sat as the passenger with xiuting driving hahas]
Wild n Wet
Played for continuous 3 rounds. Each time with a different person. hahas
Partnering with XT wasn't a good idea. I wasn't that WET but after the ride with her.. yea yea..
My back is WET la!!! =.="
All thanks to her. hahas
Hmmm.. had fun but well, was starting to feel signs of gastric approaching!!! x(
Went to play go-kart hoping to forget the pain.
After the last third ride of the NIGHT(we played more than three times to be actual),
I can feel my gastric WORSEN la!!! Oh dear~~`
Luckily I need NOT stand all the way..
Laid and rested throughout the whole ride. Thought it would be fine when I get off the train. BUT things turned out to be the OPP!
I really curse so much for that seemingly L O N G path back home which I normally take 5-10 mins.
I knew I'm not gonna make it back home in that usual timing from past exp. =(
Squated and then stood up and continued walking.
Repeated action.
OH MY!! SOMEONE SAVE ME!!
Seriously hate having gastric. Wasn't feeling good AT ALL~
Well, But i do have ppl caringfor me. Friends and my dearest man =)
I'm DARKER!!! Gosh..
Should I go "bleach" myself back to fair?? 0.o??
Still kinda red though. But I LIKE RED!! haha xD
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Sunday, August 12, 2007
8/12/2007 08:42:00 AM Y
Post title : [x]: Saturday Town :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Saturday Town :[x]
As usual, town is PACKED!
Well, partly due to the cosplay thingy.
Photographers and those 'characters' everywhere.
Girls wore high high heels that suit their costume. hmmm.. some nice outfits but.. well, figure or looks wise.. uhmmm.. no comments. GOD is FAIR enough to EVERYONE~! Except for a few exceptionals. =D
Went to Taka with Dearie (Pearl) after rotting awhile at Cine.
Dearie bought her packed lunch at Tori and we headed to find a place to sit.
BUT!!! There is a fair at the centre!! I mean.. some sort of a atrium?? Whatever.. out of vocabs =X
Anyway, CRAZY prices!!! Saw many many people holding piles and piles of TOYS!!!
Pearl and I bought the same soft toy for only THREE bucks!!!! whahhahahas
It's CUTE ok?! ^_^
Exchanged it with Pearl later on before she left. Exchange cause yea?? hahas. How sweet of her.. x)
Met up with Tracy and Douglas was seriously pissed by that girl who dirtied his 100 over Bucks CONVERSE Jacket which he JUST washed.
That jac can't be washed too frequently.. quite troublesome though. That's why he's in such a foul mood!!
lols.
After eating his dinner - Carrot Cake, we headed to ARCADE!!
There, saw some other friends.. and Sebast (Sister) was there too. Together with PeiLing(his Ex, my used-to-be gan mummy)
Not waiting them to finish up the games, I told them I gotta leave cos it's already ten plus.
TRACY this silly girl DON'T let me gola!! =.="
Give me some pathetic face. LOL
Hugged goodbyes to sister, douglas and Kiss+Hug goodbye to my SILLY GIRLFRIEND! xD
I'm meeting her SOON!!
ESCAPE THEME PARK is waiting!!!=D
Boy, you know how much I miss you right?
I wanna be with you til my last breath..
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Saturday, August 11, 2007
8/11/2007 01:18:00 PM Y
Post title : Jus Too good afterall
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Jus Too good afterall :[x]
Went town yesterday.. and.. I finally had my 'day-dream' come true!!!
Picking up someone's wallet that is.
Well, entered the cubicle which Tracy's friend was in just before.
Saw her cigarette case and wallet. I thought she would like realise after she wash her hand but she didn't! She happily went out of the Ladies' lah! =.="
How forgetful can one be??
Anyway, I'm really proud of myself sial!
I didn't have the second thought of keeping the valuables !!
All I did was open up her wallet to see her name and shout out to Tracy where's HUILING?!
I wanna see her name cos I don't wna end up asking Tracy..
Me: Whr's that girl?? Your friend.. the one withe your aj friends de..
Tracy: *wuueehh?!* (that's e recent noise she make. lols)
Me: neh.. that girl.. err.. aiya..
I just don't wna see that blur tracy giving me a question mark question mark face?? 0.0?????- *wuueehh!* =.=
Am thinking bout this incident til now.
I don't know how much was in her wallet but I think if I were to have keeped it, I most prob can at least get some small lil items for myself ba? - if her wallet have the amt for me to I suppose?
Ok.. waiting for Dad to cook lunch. Meeting my girls and BOYFRIEND later at town.
Hey guys! There's cosplay competition going on!!
I wna go snap snap photos with some chio and shuai cosplay ppl!! whahahahhaahs xD
Shall blog again ba. Tata~~妹妹，他之所以会介入到你的世界
是因为他在你心里占据了某个地位。
若就一点不愉快，你就有了分手的念头
在着感情里，你不会快乐的。。
好好地珍惜哦！
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Friday, August 10, 2007
8/10/2007 10:13:00 AM Y
Post title : To BOYFRIEND:
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: SHE don't want me :[x]
-SHE told me I promised her we will be meeting
and yet I went out with Ting to study WITHOUT her.
-SHE blogged that she was UNHAPPY cos someone(me) did not go out with her.
-SHE replied in tagbox, ahh-ing that she wanna SHA LE WO *kill me*
-SHE never say she forgive me when I beg for it.
-SHE never tag in my tagbox anymore.
-SHE never sms me calling me.
-SHE never say she loves me to me le.
-SHE made me feel so SAD.
BOYFRIEND!!! MISS ME MISS ME!!!!!! x(
Lols. Sound so les.. eeeeeeeeek~!
Anyway, yuan liang wo la!!!!!!!
See I so wu xim lehs.. blog one post specially for u !
Gan dong gan dong~~~~ xD
And there you go ignoring me..
Leaving me worrying here :'(
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Thursday, August 09, 2007
8/09/2007 10:26:00 PM Y
Post title : Happy N.Day!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Happy NAtional Day! :[x]
Spent my day at ECP with my dearest man! xD
I think I was quite crazy?? Hmmm.. Or am I REALLY so? hahahahahs.
Anyway, said HI to long gone friend - FILLET-O-FISH MEAL!!!! =D
Whahahahs. I seriously eat alot when I'm creating the second Redhill yea? ahhahahs! >.<>BANANA ppl(blacks or browns dressing in uniform YELLOW shirt)
-Saw quite a few CUTE dogs.. and a furless schnauzer =.=" (why get rid of his fur sial grrrr)
-Saw Ang Mohs
-Saw a guy of around teen age, LEARNING to ride a two wheeled bicycle with ther aid of his friend.
-Saw Castles!!!! (You know there's this tower with some ppl looking after one?? Damn man! E castle they build nice la!!! )
-Saw SG's First Cable Ski. Competition going on.
-Saw our destination NOT far away! =D
BUT, we headed BACK! hahas Bought my SUBWAY cookies and a PINK DOLPHIN drink. Boarded the bus and HOME SWEET HOME.
Saw crowds while on the bus passing by Esplanade.
Nice view.. Nice COLOUR? -.- *red red red*
Didn't manage to view any fireworks this year cos there ain't anyone ELSE that I wna watch it with.
He'll be the one next to me next and consecutive ND..! ^^v
I simply ENJOYED myself to the core!!!!! No much quarrels or unhappiness..
Anyway, Hubby sing Jolin Tsai's 你还爱我吗 sing til damn funny la!!! *Hubby should know what I'm talking abt hor?*
hahas.. Thanks for making such a wonderful day Hubby!! Muacks Muacks.
And all those heartfelt words.. it moved my heart<33
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8/09/2007 12:16:00 PM Y
Post title : [x]: 爱情方程式 :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: 爱情方程式 :[x]
等待一段没有结果的爱情 = 悲伤 + 痛苦 + 失望
等待一个还爱你的人 = 甜蜜 + 苦涩
等待一个还爱你却看似没结果的爱情 = 悲伤 + 痛苦 + 失望 + 甜蜜 + 苦涩
那女孩的心根本没那么坚强
一心只想和男孩在一起
可男孩就是。。
即使说得再动听，男孩的甜言蜜语根本不足够。
When will you ever realise
all I want is your initiative?
I'm so drained by all these tears and heartaches.
Why don't you just make things clear..
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8/09/2007 08:09:00 AM Y
Post title : Morning revision
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Early Bird! :[x]
Woke up early in the morning and did revision for my Social Studies! Maybe cos I bought a small notebook for it?? Hmmm.. hahas.
Well, was listening to songs at the same time and thoughts of him did appear in my mind.
我好想他。
虽然不曾离开过，但感觉不一样。
面对他时，我该笑着面对还是伤感的凝视？
双目交接的那刹那，我抵挡得了心中那隐隐作痛的伤口吗？
见到他时，我该叫他什么呢？？Ｊｅｆｆ？Ｈｕｂｂｙ？＝（
我对你的好，你看见了。。
但两人之间的感情还是不够坚定。。
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Wednesday, August 08, 2007
8/08/2007 09:01:00 PM Y
Post title : [x]: Chips and Parts Of Songs - Dedicated to HIM :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Chips and Parts Of Songs - Dedicated to HIM :[x]
Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes?
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong and were lasting for so long
If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide
So far away
I wish you were here
Before it’s too late
This could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my sideI will fight and defend
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
And I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
My Dearest Boy,
I know I wanna make you mine..
But I'm not gonna push..
I Love You.
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Tuesday, August 07, 2007
8/07/2007 07:05:00 PM Y
Post title : Let Go.
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: 放生 :[x]
Perhaps, it's really time to just let go ba?
I admit it hurts.. a lot a lot..
But we still hope the best for each other right?
选择离开他的世界的我，并不是不爱他了。
只是觉得，竟然他对这份感情这么的不确定，没有信心
那在一起又有设么意义呢？
我不会再任性的要求他留在我身边，
不会再渴望他会陪我一起走完人生旅程。。
我承认到现在，我还是会盼着有那么一天，
他会在我的未来里。- 一个很重要很重要的位置！
过去就让它过去吧。。
现在的你，
能拥有你要的自由了。
你有选择坐你自己的权利。。
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Sunday, August 05, 2007
8/05/2007 10:22:00 PM Y
Post title : [x]: HomeMovie.GirlStudy.HugeAppetite.SafeHomeSweetHome :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: HomeMovie.GirlStudy.HugeAppetite.SafeHomeSweetHome :[x]
Watched NANA the movie on Crunchyroll this morning while waiting for XiaoTing to call me cos we decided to meet up for revisions.
NaNa is really a nice movie!! Didn't read any of its anime/manga but think it would be nice bahs? hahas.
Oh oh.. I LOVE THE THEME SONG!!!
Shall update the translated version soon. =)
Met up with mei(XiaoTing) at around 12 plus 1. We both wear LONG SKIRT today!!!! whahahahhas.
Indeed, we look TOO matured but.. who cares?!
We gotta be UNIQUE at times~? hahas.
Boyfriend not used to seeing us so.. and she keep giving bad comments la! Idiotic. LOL xP- But I Still love You Boyfriend!
Did my math and chemistry homework. Didn't manage to finish everything but still.. I DID something ok? Better than nothing!! buahahahas xD
Oh ya.. needa comment on what I've eaten today!! Lols.
This is a list of the food that went into my stomach from morning til night(in sequence):
*HOME*
1) Red Bean Paste
2) A Cup of HL Milk
3) Two Small Biscuits
4) Two Slices of Toasted Bread With Cheese and Luncheon Meat
*OUTSIDE*
5) A cup of Papaya Milk
6) Two bars of Oats and Honey (in a packet)
7) Foodcourt's Cheese Fries (shared with BF and Mei)
8) 1 Subway's Oatmeal Raisin Cookie
9) A can of Grass Jelly
10) Sweets
*HOME*
11) 1 Hotdog and cut wuxiang
12) One Biscuit
14) Green Apple
13) Green Tea
That's all! Lols.. Sure a HUGE appetite today man!!
And know what I got cravings for so many food la!!!
Doughnut, Thai Food, ShiLin Chicken, Gelare's Waffle, etc etc =X
Anyway, officer sent me home today again. Was the second time he escort me back home le. THANKS YA!! ^^
At least having someone trustworthy to send me can ensure a safe home trip yea? hehes.
Hubby went Sentosa today. Hope he had fun bah :)
I really miss him loads.. But.. hahas.. nvm..
By the way, officer text me asking if I'm free this coming week to meet out one day?? Hmm.. hubby won't be asking me out anyway. So.. yupps. Just plain friends going out so peeps don't luan luan say or think neh! ^^v
I love my hubby still. hahas
k la.. I go rest le.. shall blog again! nite nite!
Labels: personal
Saturday, August 04, 2007
8/04/2007 10:04:00 PM Y
Post title : 爱
♥ You'll never know the real me.
爱
每段爱情的开始都是甜蜜、美丽及幸福的
但过了一段时间，感情也许会变得越来越浓，也许会渐渐淡掉 。。
即使当初勇敢的一起克服所有困难与障碍，并不代表以后的路就会一帆风顺。
没有人能确保‘生生世世’或‘一生一世’，
更不用说‘天长地久’ 。
就连‘永恒’，‘永远’和‘一辈子’
都只是两个恋人口中的甜言蜜语。
曾经的海誓山盟， 又应验多少次呢？
Was blog-hopping when I realised that LOVE evolves around most human, creating unwanted or unbearable feelings.
There were people who love someone but dare not confess, fearing that that will make matter worse. Simply put, that person they secretly hold an affection for will supposedly ignore or avoid him/her after the confession, right or wrong? - You decide.
Some other ones are those who lost their love, yet yearning it to come back. Like me in the past when he left for that miserable two weeks.
I wasn't feeling good at all times.
Cos I know, he occupied the whole of my mind.
I allowed my emotions and feelings to control over me.
Yet again and again I broke down with nothing in return.
And so, I started to live happier.
Believing in the love we once had will find its place to settle.
Then, two weeks later, it came back to where it belongs.
He came back to me.
I'm NOT saying that if you believe it, it WILL definitely happen.
I'm just trying to imply that, love causes heartbreaks and sadness, instilling pain and hurt. However, it is LOVE that embraced us, that guided us along, that taught us more about this world. Isn't it?
It showed you how beautiful this world is yet also the cruelty of life.
Separation that is.
Why not just love wholeheartedly? Faithfully? Life's short short short!!!!
You'll never have a lasting love if all you say are just sweet talks that came out simply from the mouth and not from the heart and voices within.
Promise? Forever? Please give me a break!
Indeed, we always hope for forever.
And there was this someone who once asked me..
"What's the definition for FOREVER?
Dictionary says:
"an endless or seemingly endless period of time"
or
"eternally; always"
yet again, what's "Always"? what's "Eternally"? What's that endless period of time?
Isn't it so vague? hmmm..
Just some comments:
Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...
Time is Eternity.
For all you out there with someone special in your heart,
cherish that person,
cherish every moment that you spend together that special someone,
for in life,
anything can happen anytime.
You may painfully regret,
only to realise that it is too late.
I won't say WE'll last,
cos I don't know.
I can predict NOTHING in the future.
And so, all I can say is..
"Til now, You're still my ONLY man."
Labels: personal love
8/04/2007 07:44:00 PM Y
Post title : [x]: Warm Night :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Warm Night :[x]
Hubby came over to my place yesterday midnight.
I slept well with HIM!!!! ^.^
Though not hug hug throughout the whole night, but I can still feel the warmth! hees.
I simply love closing my eyes happily with the fact that he is beside me and will 'send' me to my dreamland and opening my eyes first thing in the morning seeing him by my side sleeping soundly!
Some things may seem inferior or superficial but it might mean a lot to someone!
Hmmm.. BUT.. we both had WEIRD dreams!! >.<
Lols. It's not as if we both had a sweet nice n loving dream eh?? hahas..
My dream?? kinda distorted so I don't even know how to describe?
Wel, as for hubby, he told me he is DRIFTING on a HORSE, competing with others!!!!?????!??!?
Gosh~ He is really in a lala land! Lols..
Anyway, I helped hubby pluck his MOUSTACHE!!!!! Ooolalals~~~~ LOL
ONE conclusion:
SHAVERS can only do half of the job!
And hand plucking can help pluck out the remainin 3-quarter of the moustache leftovers! xP
Save the hassle or make it clean? YOU decide. =)
Hubby just went home not long. Hugged and kissed goodbye.
Hearts they bind
Never wanting to stop beating for the sake of the other
Voices they sound
Never wanting to stop saying "I Love You" to each other
For life is always short
For two lovers on Earth
To always be together
in the presence of each other
That when we found love
We rejoiced
We cherished
For time is never pausing or freezing
For anyone of us - be it You or Me
Your love sends me to that beautiful Utopia
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