Tuesday, August 22, 2006
8/22/2006 07:36:00 PM Y
Post title : I'm His
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: I'm His :[x]
=20.08.08= :
A new date to remember..
A new person to depend on..
A fresh new chapter begins..
He's the one I feel could be there for me. His words hit me. It was not all the sweet talks. It's just the assurance that he gave me.. I felt.. I could depend on him..
Though I do not know how much I love him now, But at least I know for sure, I'm not gonna leave him without any reasons..
There ought to be some obstacles to go through, and I really hope that we could make it til the very end of our life jourmey.
However, he is just so "Eugene" (my 7 mth ex).
Gene and I didn't managed to overcome one of the 'major' obstacles in our relationship, sad to say. I once thought that we could last, but.. forget it, I'm over it.
Why did I say my boy is so HIM??
Simple bcos, both of them have the same .. hmm.. how should I put into words?
They're just so 'eager'?.. 'enthu'?.. so.. I don't know but I can feel it. Hope it's not coming..
He's one that I'd never believe that I'll have as Bf. (after with gene's r/s). It's not that I couldn't let go of anything or anyone. I used to disapprove Bf for sleeping late, and I really mean LATE ! Also, I don't like my Bf to be a game addict, chiongster(go clubbin' often), smoker(must I be a super obvious passive smoker? My lungs are growing blacker! )': lols), etc etc.
Above these criteria mentioned, he is a smoker, and he stays up late at night, sometimes with his friends outside slacking.
I know I can't interfere much after being with gene.
I understand that this is part of their leisure time. One has his/her own freedom and right to do anything in his/her life right?
Anyway, I believe that he's gonna be a gd Bf (at least for the moment).
I'm just afraid that history would repeat itself.. *praying hard not to*
