Monday, September 18, 2006
9/18/2006 04:45:00 PM Y
Post title : Break free, could I?
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Break Free, Could I? :[x]
Perplexity filled my surrounding air
In this erratic world I live
I tramped with escalating fear
Feeling the torment and asphyxiation
Who could ever save me?
Who could ever feel my pains too?
Who would understand me?
Who really does know what I'm thinking?
Being evasive
I plead for an end to this nobody-wish-for kismet
If so, impossible you'd say
I beg for anaesthetics
I envisage myself in the perfect yet ephemeral realm
Some place where I could feel equanimity
Somewhere I need not worry about anything
A space for a rest of my mind
I need to be frank
I need to admit
Cos' I wanna break free.
Save me or put me to sleep in that beautiful dream undisturbed.
Don't ever wake me up for I wanna face the truths no more.
I wanna bear no guilt no more.
Put a gun at my head and shooot me to death.
End my life, end all troubles of my mind.
Let it rest in peace for eternity..
