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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

9/12/2006 07:50:00 PM Y

Post title : New Guy?

♥ You'll never know the real me.

[x]: New Guy? :[x]

Brief Description:
Name: Kelvin Loh(Vin)
Age: 20(should be la >.<) Location: Hougang
He's sweet
He's friendly
He's crappy
He's nice
He's lovely
He's cool on the outside
He's caring
He's easy-going
He's understanding

He confessed. He did. In a way that put a smile on my face. In fact, he did nothing much to win my heart nor did anything romantic to go after me.
Simple words he said could lift me to the sky.. high up..
Though I've long 'give up' on sweet talks. Though I do not really believe in promises. Though I doubt guys' words now. Though I'm afraid to accept again. Though I'm scared to be hurt or to hurt. Though I fear that cruelty will struck me once more.

I finally decided to give myself time to really think through this time round.
This is the first time ever I'm gonna really consider a guy seriously. I mean, I don't wish to end a r/s or start one just for .. fun? @.@

I've first messaged him on the 31st Aug. He was watching a movie then, so he replied that he'll msg/call me again ltr.
Our first meeting is on the 9th Sept which is a Saturday. I remembered him as a super quiet man who looks very cool.
He had that kinda fierce/dao look on his face too? Eyes that seems to kill. Fierce sial! =X
Anyway, I did not really chat with him much that day cos he was so quiet and cool that I'm kinda 'dunno what to do?' hahas
I kept asking my friends, esp Jennifer to talk to him, entertain him.
You know how awkward I felt to let MY friend walk alone himself and say nothing? Won't he feel so left out? I'm really scared of quiet people! Woots!
That night they went to ton at ECP! I can't cos I've been staying out for a number of times previously. So.. too bad! =(
When they left, he told me he was interested to know more bout me and said he wanted to chat with me but I was like keep 'disappearing' with my girls..! Hees.. Gome neh..! ^.^
After that day, he somehow told me that he like me and he even told my friends who're there that day lah! Lols.
I've been chatting with him at night since that day? I really enjoy his companion. Be it just a phone call. However, I'm rather afraid that all this will suddenly come to an end. We're not of any status to each other yet and who knows what will happen in the future? Or even in the next second? True? yeaps.. I gotta admit I do have that bits of feelings for him. But I'm not gonna act so harshly now. I wanna think about it first. I don't wish to see history repeating itself. Never will I wish to hurt anyone too. Therefore, I really hope he could wait for my answer (:

[8.35pm]Currently waiting for his call(*normally he'll call at 10 plus 11*) =X
I'm tired to be honest. Our conversation ends at around 12 plus 1. And pathetic me have to wake up to wash up and prepare for school at 6 . How many hours of beauty sleep am I getting? Awww.. But.. Do you peeps know how much I wanted to just hold on to the phone, listening to his voice? How much I wish time could pause for me? Impossible right? So I'll stop dreaming! hahas..
I'm going to rest awhile now! God Bless I don't fall asleep like a pig! >.<'' kees Loving Him more each an every day What am I gonna Do? o.O?

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I don't wanna be ~~COMPARED~~ no more!

I wanna earn lotsa $$$

I wanna marry HIM and have his KIDS

I wanna live on my own - preferbly with my Boy

I wanna be RESPECTED

I wanna shop like a Rich Lady

I WANT SNOW GLOBES!

I WANT A SET OF SEVEN DWARFS!

I WANT BLACK n WHITE DOMINO SET!

PEACE

MY Baby BOY - GlennHoCjinXieng

I prayed on that silent night for someone to share my life..and there you are..

Life is never gonna be the same ever since you entered into my life..

Obstacles that might come in our way, I believe we'll pull it through together

Vows and promises I made to you.. I swear they'll be true..

Ever since I have fallen so deep in love with you, I know I can't resist to love you more each day.

U are my future.. my love.. my ONLY one..

My Precious GIRLs :

EefennieBOYFRIEND, TracyGIRLFRIEND, MichelleGIRLFRIEND, PearlDEARIE, ReginaLOVER, Yuki, XiaoTingMEIMEI

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people who BACK THEIR WORDS

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people who go for FACE and FIGURE

people who ALWAYS loves to JUDGE others
( occasional gossips are fine =D )

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theLYRICS

微微笑的看你越是认真就越让人心疼
街头那盏路灯仿佛在笑我愚笨
没什么能做但我比谁都真诚
泡一杯苦茶陪伴你到夜深

你知不知道你总有一种很可爱的独特
让我充满勇气抵抗冬天的寒冷
怎样做才会完美像个男人
喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

不用等你开口先说我爱你
在那之前想对你说我愿意
你不必问你也不必等
这一刻就值得爱到永恒

我该如何让你明白我爱你
在那之后你点头说我愿意
想照顾你想守护着你
这一刻只想把你抱紧

你知不知道你也有一种很可爱的天真
大男孩的口吻魅力加到一百分
怎样做才会完美像个男人
喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

虽然永远太不可能
少了你的完整
两个对的人奇迹就能发生

这一刻只想把你
抱紧
☆...

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DARDAR

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XiaoTingMEIMEI

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