Finally !! The Intensive Mother Tongue thingy is OVER!! Whahaha~~
Did 3 sets of paper from different schools. So tired!

Anyway, those days are gone and I have to keep myself going for Monday’s ‘O’ level MT!! JiayOU~~ to ME! =D

So many breaks during that few days. Kinda slack too cos Mr. Mak, our Chinese teacher, don’t really care bout me. (Not cos I　无可救药 le k?) Hahas.
Well, I admit my MT is not those SUPER duper PRO type, but at least it’s FINE! ^.^ Hopefully the A won’t slip off! xD (Papers are confusing me lerhs)

Messaged Hubby when I dismissed. He never reply. Should I take it as he’s busy with his presentation thingy? Hmmm.. hope so.
He put “Lin Jia is….” In his pm in MSN.
It’s the NAME that bothers ME!! I text Hubby asking who’s that and he went offline! -.-
Ok, fine!

I’m NOT suppose to CONTROL him TOO MUCH from yesterday on. So, I guess I 安分守己, do what an attached girl should do 就 ok le bahs?
Seriously, I still feel him drifting further from me. Am I being too negative? Or am I feeling the right thing based on my intuitions?

Arghh!!! >.<>气死我了啦！ hais..

Anyway, he just online again and reply that ya.. it’s a SHE and it’s his FRIEND who DISTURB him. Am I wrong to say anything bout that? No? Oh well then.

Leave it. I have NO RIGHT and simply NO POINT to 吃醋. It’s nothing isn’t it?
Girls are just sensitive creature. They demand for ONE n ONLY. No other girls, no nothing.

Formula:
[ Girls + Vinegar = Insensible + Unreasonable ]

I wanna be one reasonable and 懂事 girlfriend.
But, again and again from my Exes, what I saw most is that they care bout themselves ONLY! Did you people think of the girls’ part too?
We shouldn’t do this.. shouldn’t do that..
But who’s the one ending up like this and that? No comments.

I ain’t pointing fingers at ONLY guys. Some girls are like that too, right? Lols
About US, is it better not to ask too much?

从现在开始，张玮宁决定不再当个无理取闹的女朋友。

她决心当个默默守在他身旁的女孩，不再多问。

她不会对其他男孩动心。

她不会再过问他身边的任何一个人

她会乖乖地做好女朋友的本分。

但在这之前，她只有些话想亲口问他。。
问了后，她应该会知道怎么做对吗？。。至少她是那么认为的吧。

XiaoTing told me to hold tight onto him. But, 说了三次‘累’的他，会继续爱多久呢？是否，只要女孩有自知之明，不再惹他生气就可以了呢？？


I’m sorry. I can’t help thinking so much. Near yet far you are. I’m breaking down.
I need you here, but ..hais~

How Much You Love…

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