[x]: Awaken :[x]



慢慢了解到，我们已不再像从前了吧？

那时的甜蜜回忆是多么的叫人羡慕。但如今，一切都似乎变了。



变的不是我的心。。变的是有时被你稍微有些忽略，而作出你不喜欢的东西的我。。

很抱歉，我只是希望能让你多注意到我的存在罢了。



久而久之的我们，是我开始依赖你了吗？

好像发觉到，其实你一点都不害怕失去我。(But I know it ain't true)



为你掉的眼泪，为你担心。。全都是因为我在乎啊！(It's all worthwhile)



这么努力的维持这段感情。。 你呢？( I know u've been putting in efforts too.. I feel it..)

表面看起来嘻嘻哈哈的。。但说穿了，我还不是一个没有用且脆弱的女孩吗？

我根本没有那么坚强。。



我真的分不清楚了。有点想放弃却太爱你了。。我不想就这么让你离开我。。

可是，想了又想。。 我们的未来里是否有对方都已变得模糊了，不是吗？



如果在你的心里那重要的位置已渐渐开始没有了我，是否。。 我该放手了呢？



我想太多了吗？(Perhaps.. You still love me loads)



若真的还在乎的话，能不能也把你自己的改变仔细de think through nerh?

I really miss you lots.
I thought and struggled for quite some time and finally I had the courage to bring up that forbidden word in my love life. "BREAK"

Well, tears cascade nd really wanna take back my word but I know I can't be so selfish anymore.
I don't wanna force you to stay by my side always cos you can't.
I want you to live happier too. Will you?

I know you love me but you gotta manage your studies and friends too dui ma?
I understand.. I think I do..

Though you suggested to just let us both take a rest then decide on the issue of letting go or not.. wo zhen de hen de hao she bu de..
I'm afraid that you'll slowly forget bout me.. and that love will never be the same..

The ring.. I said I'll continue wearing it cos it symbolises US.
I wanna be yours always and I hope I really could.

My dear.. we're not over right? Or are we?
Whatever it is.. I just wanna say..

"I love you.. and it's gonna be for as long as I live"

Please think of me at times k? I'll be there when you need me.. gimme a call and I'll try to get to you! (But think you don't need eh? Lols)

I am happy.. Cos I finally have the courage to slowly let go a bit..
I really am happy.. I think..


*Missin Jeff*

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