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Friday, June 15, 2007

6/15/2007 01:08:00 PM Y

Post title : [x]: Memories So Vague :[x]

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[x]: Memories So Vague :[x]

Since I’m freaking bored, some past memories just come flashing across my mind. Memories like? Hmm.. love and relations of course! =D

Well, who does remember many of their EXs or who was the one that they feel first for?
I’m no any exceptions though. BUT I do remember some.. or most? Hahas

Had my first crush in Primary 5! He was none other than Mr TAN YUREN! He was kinda popular those days back in pri sch. I don’t really know what it was that attracted me? Hahas. Supposingly, he knew I liked him before? Lols
I was so into him for a year plus. We ain’t in same class in P6 but I still liked him a lot that year. All feelings finally faded at the end of P6. =)

The first time ever I had a ‘dear’ is when I was in Sec1. To be honest, we didn’t meet before at all. I don’t remember too when we started calling each other such intimidately. However, I was kinda crazy over him I think? Hahas. I stopped all these nonsense when everything became clear to me that that wasn’t what I want. It’s just a UNKNOWN feeling.. An UNKNOWN someone. ^_^

First real boyfriend was BENJAMIN ONG WEI LIANG. A freaking ‘xiao bai lian’. This is the most vivid expression I have towards him. He has lotsa female friends. Nothing much to be surprise at. (not cos he’s handsome or what k? -.-) Well, 5-6 of his EXs.. or should I say He is the EX of 5-6 of US? (‘US’ refers to my sisters and I). He was DUMPED by US. And he is like so proud of it to introduce US (that day when quite some of us were there too). Hello?? What are you so PROUD of? -.-“
Not to mention he actually introduced me as ‘This is wayne. The xxx’s sister lorh’ to his female friend whom he was with that time. FUCK! I won’t be talking bout civilized when it comes to HIM! FCUKING man. THAT friend of YOURS need NOT know whose sister I AM! IDIOT!

Another freaking EX I had was Ian. Don’t remember his full name already. He lives in private property. Quite loaded I suppose? Who cares. I abhor rich guys who think that GIRLs are all out for $$.
He actually see one of my friend, Cheryl. And.. guess what?? He HUGGED her!! Well, how tolerant can you be when your boyfriend is seeing someone especially when the SHE is someone you know? Cheryl told me not to believe in him. Ian told me she said I was a flirt. Ian thought I was after his $$. Yaya~ whatever. So what if you’re rich? I ain’t THAT kind of girls that see $$ as LIFE. I was really mad at both of them. Whose story should I buy? Well, later after much thinking. I decided to just stick on more to Cheryl’s cos friends are forever. I wouldn’t want to lose a friendship because of some stupid guys.

Had the first ‘TRUE’ love on 30/05/05. He is Mr TAN WEI JIAN EUGENE. We were together for 7 months plus. But he left for another girl. He was the first to let me realize how a ‘fast’ heartbeat was like. I was touched by his love and sincerity at the beginning. However, I can really confess that he was a typical SENSITIVE and POSSESSIVE boyfriend. He minds a lot when I was with him. I can’t imagine how tolerant I was that time. I gave in a lot to him even if I’m right, I have no right to actually rebut him. He thinks he is always right? Lols
To be exact, we had lotsa problems way before SHE was into our life. She’s an innocent Third party. But I hated her a lot at first. Not now lerh. =) Gene was the First to let me feel how hurt a break up can be and that how misses can kill. I cried 3 months, always hoping that there’s a chance he’ll come back to me. But when that day really arrived, I can comment that.. time really fades everything that once feel so deep.

The next guy I really feel for was LAWRENCE (19.04.06). I don’t remember his name in full but I know it’s SKT-in short. He is 5 years older than me. He taught me that in love, none can be too certain what future will bring. Also he said that I still have to go through poly life.. and he was in NS.. sooner or later will be working. Different phases of life will bring us to meet many different people and thus none of us can be sure that love will always be the same cos we won’t really have that lot of time to spend with each other. He went through a lot with one of his EX known as Jasmine. A pretty babe I suppose? J
He talked quite abit bout her and I knew he can’t get her off his mind yet. He was the first who spend 11 bucks for buying his ‘pride’. Lolls. It was actually a toy machine found in arcade where the machine will push the toys one. Like one of the episode in Mr Bean when he was playing the coins one?(If you have watched MR Bean in e earlier days )

The third guy I feel for is my current hubby!! (*07-01-07*)=] He is the first to buy me a couple ring!! ^_^ Do you know how happy I am?! Lolls. I love him loads. There are times when we almost go on separate ways. BUT, I’ll cherish him real lots. Never gonna let him go so easily already! Whahahhahs~~ Love Him! Mmwarks! <33

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