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Monday, July 09, 2007

7/09/2007 09:36:00 PM Y

Post title : Sorry..
You'll never know the real me.

[x]: Sorry.. :[x]

This relationship is heading nowhere now. Everything seems so vague to me.
No longer clear of my stand in his heart though he said he does love n miss me.

No more waiting - he told me not to.
Thought I am stronger now.. but again.. tears fall..

I decided to try let go bit by bit. Without me.. my thinking.. my prob..
I believe he will be happier and more carefree.

Called him just now. Perhaps he was too tired after a long day school. We had nothing much to talk about.
If I can be that unreasonable.. can I ask how much I mean to him? Can he tell me that I am his priority?
Impossible cos he has his family, friends, classmates and game. I'm not the one here to interfere and cause so much disruption in his life.

I hope I feel alright after making such a decision. I admit that I'm sad but I think..
This day is just a matter of time that it will come by. Sooner or later.

If ever I wanted to wait for him to finish school and NS, I guess he would most probably be with another girl already. I don't wanna get myself so hurt knowing the fact that after a long and faithful wait, all I received was just ignorance or rejection.

He is a nice boyfriend afterall.
Like my pretty mei mei said, I might be holding on.. to the past Jeff and not the one Now.

I want him but..
He deserves better girl too.
I'm sure he knows who else treats him better than I do.

Last but not least, I admit I miss him loads.
Let time heal everything bahs.. ='(

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I don't wanna be COMPARED no more!

I wanna earn lotsa $$$

I wanna marry HIM and have his KIDS

I wanna live on my own - preferbly with my Boy

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I prayed on that silent night for someone to share my life..and there you are..

Life is never gonna be the same ever since you entered into my life..

Obstacles that might come in our way, I believe we'll pull it through together

Vows and promises I made to you.. I swear they'll be true..

Ever since I have fallen so deep in love with you, I know I can't resist to love you more each day.

U are my future.. my love.. my ONLY one..

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微微笑的看你越是认真就越让人心疼
街头那盏路灯仿佛在笑我愚笨
没什么能做但我比谁都真诚
泡一杯苦茶陪伴你到夜深

你知不知道你总有一种很可爱的独特
让我充满勇气抵抗冬天的寒冷
怎样做才会完美像个男人
喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

不用等你开口先说我爱你
在那之前想对你说我愿意
你不必问你也不必等
这一刻就值得爱到永恒

我该如何让你明白我爱你
在那之后你点头说我愿意
想照顾你想守护着你
这一刻只想把你抱紧

你知不知道你也有一种很可爱的天真
大男孩的口吻魅力加到一百分
怎样做才会完美像个男人
喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

虽然永远太不可能
少了你的完整
两个对的人奇迹就能发生

这一刻只想把你
抱紧
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