♥ You'll never know the real me.

Yesterday, I happened to come across my pink diary which I have left untouched for two months plus.

Intended to throw it away but after flipping through the pages, I felt memories coming back. Those sweet words of dedication.. etc

How much I need him in my life =(

Wrote an entry in it.. yet..

I no longer feel the same way as I felt in the past when I'm writing my diary.

现在的日记簿只有我一个读者。。

他不会再翻开这本日记簿，

更不会再去读我写的每一字每一句。。

He is not clear of how much he needs me I supposed?

Cos he can never be sure to give me a firm answer.

Well, maybe it is my fault that everything turned out to be like this.

What's more to ask for when the one you love is still keeping you in his heart and caring for you?

I just thought for myself - not wanting to feel so alone with no bf by my side whenever I go out and was questioned by my friends bout where is HIM?

I just felt.. i don't know hw to put it into words..

You know how envy I am whenever I see Tif and Fadz ALWAYS together when I see them??

You know how much I wish he was there with me when I saw my Cine friends together as couples?

I know I'm asking a lil too much..

I know he's busy and stuff like that..
I'm sorry boy..

Anyway, he managed to come find me at Batok Mac where I was studying for my SS paper which i took just now.

I'm more than happy to see him!!! =D

He can't bear to leave I think?? hehes.

But he's too tired so after a while he left.

Even so, we kissed and hugged goodbye.

Felt really sweet and blessed at that moment.

But.. well.. i can't possibly freeze time right?? hmm..

He's stillc aring for me.. and he said I'm always in his heart..

Felt really really happy !

okok.. I guess I'll stop here.. shall update soon again. =I hope=