[x]: 哭了 :[x]
to someone :
ever since the day you choose yr fate to be him .
that marks the end of our friendship .
there is any feelings left .
but just your decision .
i cannot force you to do anything .
neither do i want .
well . it's your freedom to do everything you like .
and i have no right to interfere .
actually , i do want to be friend with you again .
i had accepted you since the time i take initiatives to call you and chat .
how much i wished that we would be like last time so close tgt .
however, i dont think it's possible again .
the hurt is there .
peng you shi yong xin qu jiao wang de .
dan , wo que gan jue bu dao ni de zhen xin .
let us just remain like this ba .
i think it would be better .
cos when i facing you ,
i really cant find a word to talk to you .
i think you feel the same too ..
without a friend like me .
i dont think is any difference to you .
since you have so many friends ..:)
lastly , wish you good luck for everything ,
and take care (:
treasure what you have now .
sui ran shi qu de you yi yi jing bu neng hui tou le .
dan hai shi zhen xin zhu fu ni ba . (:
The above wass what SHE wrote on her blog.
and I'm SURE it was for ME.
Our friendship is getting from bad to worse ever since I go with dardar (her ex)
I don't know why.. everytime I see her.. I just..
I just cant bring myself to talk to her.. Why?!
Why is being with HIM a hindrance to our friendship??
Already this bond is so weak.. If I were to talk to her.. what can I say??
Talk bout relationships like we used to chat and exchange a lil about?
But HOW?! This is her EX-BOYFRIEND..
She'll definitely feel like I'm xuan yao-ing won't she??
I dont know.. just felt so.. hais..
Had a rather serious conflict once.. everyone involved were hurt deeply..
Honestly, I know that.. our friendship can never be mended back anymore..
No matter how hard one try, everything has changed and will never be back to the past..
After reading that, I cried..
Somehow, I do cherish our friendship ..
that explains why I wrote her a letter that day in school asking if we still are friends not?
I guess.. everything is no longer the same bahs.
Just dont understand what has it gonna do with him..
I appreciated the blessings.. And I hope she find hers one day..
想说：
虽然认识不久，但看得出你根本没有完完全全的相信过任何人。
也许我是错的。。 但至少和你相处过，这是你让我感觉到的。。
你习惯把真正的自己藏起来，是害怕受伤吗？
我看起来的确像有很多朋友。。但说穿了，真的了解我的。。
一个都没有
没错，朋友是要用心去交的。
但人与人之间多多少少会有点距离不是吗？我会有那么多朋友，是因为我肯原谅，真的原谅她们。。
若这友情就到此画上句点，我也只好微笑着接受。
Here，我真诚的祝福你。。会拥有美好的未来。。(:
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