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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

5/02/2007 11:41:00 PM Y

Post title : [x]: You’re just who I wanna be with :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.

[x]: You’re just who I wanna be with :[x]

Sometimes, I’m really sick about it.
What was it that changed my character, me..Myself..?

Maybe you would wonder, why am I feeling so weird and why am I blogging such stuffs..
Maybe, there is just something I got to reflect bout myself.

I used to be very carefree, believing that man is not a compulsory in my life and BGR will never affect me in any ways.
However, the first guy I really do love a lot before proved me wrong.
Tears I shed for him, they showed how painful my heart feels.
They showed that I have experienced something new and unbearable.
The pain of losing one beloved hit me, threw me hardly from high above the sky to hell.
Sometimes, I wish I could act like ME..

Should I say ‘thank you’ to that first guy or?
Because of him, I learned that I need to give in at times too.
Slowly, I grew to become more tolerant.
Even if I am not in the wrong, I apologized.
Even when the words he said hurt me, I swallowed them quietly.
Even if I felt maligned, I no longer explain myself but blindly accept.
No point either?

Then, it was what that made me become committed to u?
To be frank, you get pissed off easily;
You don’t seem to like sharing your stories with me;
You said hurtful things at times;
You don’t seem to love chatting with me on phone or in MSN;
Your kiss still lingers here..
How much I wanted to tell you I miss you..

I wanted to find you, but..
There’re just questions popping up in my mind;
They hold back my stretch to you..
Baby, I turned and walked away.

This day, this night, I only feel the sense of happiness from you.
No more tears and holding back
I know, you’re real.
And, I’m gonna make this last.

I can’t live my life the way I’m forcing myself to.
You came looking for me even if you’re not feeling well
You chatted with me bout your school life
You listened to my stories
You assured your love towards me again and again
You told me that you’re mine.
You asked me bout people in friendster.
You wanna be more protective over me.
You cared and worried so much for me.

Man, do you know these little actions mean a thousand words to me?
I love you!! <33
I’m gonna use my whole entire life to love you..!
I see no reason for you to mind ya? Hahas! ^^v

You’re just who I wanna be with! Smmwaarkss~

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I prayed on that silent night for someone to share my life..and there you are..

Life is never gonna be the same ever since you entered into my life..

Obstacles that might come in our way, I believe we'll pull it through together

Vows and promises I made to you.. I swear they'll be true..

Ever since I have fallen so deep in love with you, I know I can't resist to love you more each day.

U are my future.. my love.. my ONLY one..

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少了你的完整
两个对的人奇迹就能发生

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