Wednesday, December 13, 2006
12/13/2006 11:04:00 AM Y
Post title : [x]: Back to LOVE :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Back to LOVE :[x]
We laid our eyes for that moment they met
We throw in our feelings the moment we feel
Never knowing what may come
We willingly fall in love
The fear that wanders
In me it never disappears
Affecting the trust and security
Confusing the level of love's maturity
The serendipity of our meeting
The joy we had ever after
It's coming back again
The way I'm LOVED
I'm back to being a girl of someone else. Never knowing how long we may last, never considering too much bout the future that lies ahead. I boldly chose to be with him.. just with him.
Til the day he give up, I believe I'll continue to throw in my feelings and love bit by bit and more each day. The affection between would grow but even a flower that blooms would wither, thus I'm not expecting much from this new relationship.
Or should I say I dared not? Or am I just deceiving myself that I don't give a damn at all?
Fear arises the moment the agreement of a specific status was made. Yet bits of happiness I feel in me. It was as if I have expected him to come to my life, taking care of the me that have been all the while with my girls in my world.
I had fun with my venerated girls I admit. I enjoyed and love every single moment spent and shared with them.
However sistership can never be compared to that love I longed from a guy I could entrust myself to.
I've got no 100 percent confidence but I'll take a baby step at a time to get closer to him. Understanding the way he is and be a good girlfriend. Hopefully the best he can ever find.
But even so, will he really realise? I don't know.
If there's a day we have to part, I'll cry.
I know I'll feel that heartache once again.
Doubt to have that strength to heal myself by then but I'll let go.
Of course, never ever the slightest wish for that day to come.
He's the third I truly feel for and I pray for him to be the last.
I never throw in anymore true feelings after the second one. Now that I've met him and be with him.. I know everything is for real.
The misses, the hugs and kisses, the happiness..
My dearest man, I'll love but never forever for there's one day we'll part.. the day we enter our death..
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