Wednesday, December 20, 2006
12/20/2006 11:27:00 PM Y
Post title : [x]: Simply For You :[x]
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: Simply For You :[x]
You brought my heartbeat back from it's dreamland
You caught me when I fall
You told me how good you were
Yet for all that you've said, I'm holding doubts now.
I can't bear to say goodbye
I thought I was blessed to have you, and that I can put that faith in you.
However, You broke that trust and just from your eyes, how much you love?
Just tell me how much you love me? Honestly.. deep from your heart...
The intentions of getting another girl when you had me.
The preference to ring up other girls than me, your GIRLFRIEND? (Be it gan mei or what)
The unbearable silence from my phone, everyday waiting for you to text me
The unexpected fact that you actually lied to me
I wanted so much to talk to you face to face. Cos I wanna see you. But I know, I might not be able to take it too.
So much that I wanted to share with you, I wanted to be with you but I know..
I know.. I'm not that right girl in your life. Neither am I the ideal one I suppose.
I'm definitely not the one that could change you. Leave alone getting that real answer from deep down your heart.
Listen to your heart, if we're not meant to be, I'm willing to let go for this once again.
There's never a right time to say goodbye. I wanted to end 'beautifully' on our first monthsary.
But I know we needa go on separate ways. Also, I'm afraid I'll hold back that farewell when I see you or when time pass.
I'm not that strong girl when comes to relationship. I do like you and to make a choice between stay and leave is no easy decision too.
Yet I guess I needa choose my way out. So, I decided to leave your world. Thanks for creating memories for me even if it's only a short period of 3 wks.
You're the third guy I gave my tears to. Do remember me and bear in mind that there's this one girl that once loved you faithfully but was hurt by your lies.
You may not mean to, but things can't be undone.
She wanna tell you:
"I laid my eyes on you thinking you're the one for me. Each day my feeling for you grows. Yet your lies thrown me so hard and fast onto the ground. Still, I clinged on to the relationship, hoping that thing will turn out to be better. But I know, I can't expect much from you for I only occupy a small part in your heart. I wanted to love you faithfully for all of my life. However, I don't think you need me at all. Open your heart to me will you?
Whatever it is, no matter what will come, I'll still be there and lend you a shoulder when you need a companion. This I promise you.."
Ending it now might be of a better choice I think. Live your life to the fullest and enjoy every moments! I'll miss you my dear. Last but not least.. GoodBye.. ='(
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