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Monday, January 01, 2007

1/01/2007 05:20:00 PM Y

Post title : Out of Love
♥ You'll never know the real me.

[x]: Out of Love :[x]

If one could feel how much I wanna be loved by that one Dream man in my life..
Is it that difficult to find one of a truthful heart?
Is it that impossible to have one now til old?


I feel more on that last day of that year, the most happening year where people come and go; Where hurts and sadness were almost everywhere, filling every single space it could find.


Was I too naïve to think that we could last everytime we get together?
Was I too pernickety ‘bout that new guy that was intro into my life?
Or was it that my heart just senses the unfaithful heart of theirs and don’t wanna be hurt no more??


All I want is a guy whom I can love faithfully and he whom I love loves n cares for me too. Perhaps, it’s just far too difficult as it seems now in this century. Quarrels and disagreements were everywhere. Not a single peaceful place where lovers could really find. How was I to know if I love again? How was I to know if I could bear that pain once more?


Everyone wanted to be loved and that’s a fact that one should never deceive, even to him/herself. We live for we have many people worth living for. They might seems unconcern but they’ll still be there at times when we’re in need. Indeed, even true friends can’t be there always so what more are we expecting? We don’t have a lifespan of hundreds of years to spend it with our families or friends forever. We eventually grow old and each day, we become weaker..


We died, leaving the future to the next generation. We need to live happily, shouldn’t we?
But, me, myself, got a problem here.. I simply felt so lost and out of love. I’m feeling lonely.. VERY lonely.. I have my girls I have my friends and they love me much too.. I got lotsa people who care for me.. but there’s just something amiss..


And that’s the man whom I could share my everything just with him and he could share his with me too. This world full of fakers and liars (I’m no exceptions too)


We hide and act and put on different masks each day, disguising different persona just to protect ourselves.. However these defensive covers have hurt others too much .. so much that we don’t notice it ourselves cos we’re locked in our own world.hais..


If only that ONE and ONLY man in my dream could quickly appear..



I’ll be waiting for you..

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I don't wanna be COMPARED no more!

I wanna earn lotsa $$$

I wanna marry HIM and have his KIDS

I wanna live on my own - preferbly with my Boy

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I prayed on that silent night for someone to share my life..and there you are..

Life is never gonna be the same ever since you entered into my life..

Obstacles that might come in our way, I believe we'll pull it through together

Vows and promises I made to you.. I swear they'll be true..

Ever since I have fallen so deep in love with you, I know I can't resist to love you more each day.

U are my future.. my love.. my ONLY one..

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少了你的完整
两个对的人奇迹就能发生

这一刻只想把你
抱紧
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