Tuesday, December 19, 2006
12/19/2006 11:22:00 PM Y
Post title : gush of messed feel
♥ You'll never know the real me.
[x]: gush of messed feel :[x]
Never say you love me when you don't mean it
Never say you care for me when you don't give a damn
Never say you miss me when you're thinking of another girl
Never say you want me when you wanted a pretty girl with nice bod
Never promise to be there for me always when you can't
Never promise to meet me when you don't want to
Never promise to take my hands when you're going to let go
Never promise to be mine forever when your feelings change easily
Never look into my eyes when you don't mean what you say
Never look into my eyes when all you say is lies
I know you're lying. I know you'd rather be with someone else than me
Yet I shut my eyes, blinding them pretending I don't mind or don't know at all.
Can you see that disappointment in my eyes?
Can you see those tears for you?
Can you feel that sadness in me?
Did you see that forceful smile of mine?
Have you ever notice me?
If you can't see only me in your eyes, I'm not that girl you wanted to be with.
To think that I trusted you,
waited for you the way I've never done before,
yet you prove my love and feelings wastefully given to someone not worthy of.
However, that unknown feeling in me just kept me going with you.
It's expecting for something more real yet afraid of those hurt and pain that might accompany along.
How real are you?
I lost my sight, visions blurred..
Searching for one right man of mine but will I really find one?
If Love is that difficult
Than ban anymore guys from entering and messing my life
Seal all my feelings and emotions
Tired.. I'm really sick and tired of everything.
To act each and every day with a smile. Numbing myself with all my craziness.
I'm fine.. set?
Labels: love
